It rained heavily.
The rare rainstorm in Yuecheng in the twelfth lunar month is like mixed with hail. It hits the body bit by bit and hurts like a needle. It is an endless torture.
Gu Qingzhou exhausted all his strength, held Si Xingyu tightly and said that something had happened to her. What should she do.
What shall I do?
"Good boat, get up." Si Xingpeng was very strong. When she stopped making trouble, he propped up the ground with one hand and hugged Gu Qingzhou with the other hand. The two got up.
He hurried home.
When she returned to the other hall, the secretary took her upstairs.
Taking off his wet clothes, he wrapped her tightly in a blanket and went to the bathroom to put hot water.
He has hot water all day long, and it is sufficient. A bathtub is full, the steam is misty, and the whole bathroom is haunted by white fog.
"It's a little hot." He said to Gu Qingzhou, "it's all right to burn and drive away the cold."
He put Gu Qingzhou in.
The water was so hot that his skin turned red. Si Xingpei thought Gu Qingzhou would make trouble. After all, he couldn't sit still with such hot water.
Gu Qingzhou didn't move, and let the heat flow infiltrate her skin. Layers of penetration can penetrate into her heart.
Then, she really felt warm.
When the heart is warm, all parts and bones will be warm. The warm current passes through the heart and the heart will be transported to the internal organs.
It's useless to talk about the depression in her heart. It can only be eliminated when she cries. She's already vented, and people are not so uncomfortable.
However, Gu Qingzhou didn't know what to say. She sat in the bathtub, stirring the water with her hands, and waves of ripples rolled.
"What happened?" Si Xingpei gently scrubbed her back and her slender, tender and smooth arms. A fire rubbed up in her heart, her throat tightened, and her words were full of desire.
He tried to topple Gu's boat.
He has such thoughts every day, anytime and anywhere. Unfortunately, he promised that he would keep his promise when she grew up.
He endured these thoughts and asked Gu Qingzhou what happened.
Gu Qingzhou is very strong. She cries so much. I'm afraid it's a big deal.
The Secretary asked, but she didn't answer. She sat in the bathtub and gently stirred the water to wash her long hair.
Long hair floats on the water, as soft as green and thick, with a warm light.
She stopped talking.
"What can you say?" She herself regretted not falling. She shouldn't have lost her manners.
What is she going to say now?
Tell Si Xingpei: I've broken my body. I'm not with any man. I'm still innocent. I've only had an accident? What will I do in the future? Who will I marry? Who can believe me? How to explain?
What does that mean?
It means she wants to hang out with Si!
When a woman tells another man that she is innocent, she has no other meaning except to tell him!
I don't need to tell anyone except my own man.
Gu Qingzhou doesn't want to hang out with Si because she doesn't want to be a concubine. This matter can't be said from her mouth. Once she says it, Si Xingyu will misunderstand.
He misunderstood that she wanted to leave with him. It was only duplicity. Gu Qingzhou would be nailed with the brand of "aunt" in his life. It was like branding a mark on his forehead, which could not be removed.
Gu's family once had wives and concubines together. Gu Qingzhou knows the status of his aunt and wife.
Aunt is a concubine, and concubine is a slave!
She has a decent background. She doesn't steal or rob. She's not desperate yet. Why should she be a slave to Si Xinglu and his wife?
She lowered her eyebrows and eyes and gently washed her hair with hot water. In the beautiful sight of white fog, she saw her hands and her skin was healthy and ruddy.
"Canoe?" Si Xingpei pinched her chin, did not exert any force, held it softly in the palm of his hand, turned her head over and kissed her cherry red and tender lips.
Si Xingyu's kiss was very light and passed like a dragonfly. He tried to resist his impulse and asked her in a low voice, "what's the matter with you?"
Gu Qingzhou couldn't say it.
There was a voice in her heart that asked her to tell Si Xingyu about it.
These voices are crazy and confident, as if Si Xingyu would pity her and trust her if she knew.
But what about the truth?
Gu Qingzhou hesitated.
She didn't know whether it was appropriate or not, so she pulled it first, just like the warm-up before singing, and opened a gong and drum first, so as to avoid the audience being lonely and unable to sit still.
The main scene can't be in a hurry.
"The governor's house sent a new year's gift to my family. It's the courtesy of the next employee." Gu Qingzhou's hand gently drew a circle in the bathtub.
One by one, the circle swings open, just like ripples, along her snow-white skin.
Her snow colored palm rose slowly and sank slowly when she broke through the water, like a blooming snow lotus.
Si Xingpei squatted beside the bathtub and wiped the skin on her back. Hearing this, his hand paused slightly.
"...... I wonder why Mrs. Si really agreed. Later, when I asked, I knew that it was Si Mu's first lover who came back. Si Mu was still thinking about her. The other party was divorced. Mrs. Si was afraid that they would get entangled and damage the reputation of the company's family, so she carried me out first." Gu Qingzhou road.
She spoke slowly and slowly.
This warm field, she needs to cover it up.
"Unhappy because of this?" The secretary was laughing.
"Yes." Gu Qingzhou replied softly, "I just helped Si mu. Without thanking me, I turned around and used me. What's wrong with me?"
She doesn't care if she has a shield. She just doesn't care about it.
She wanted to test the meaning of asking Si Xingyu.
Gu Qingzhou also wants to be simple and straightforward, but there are too many twists and turns in her life, which makes her a habit of calculating in five steps.
"Is Wei Qingjia coming back?" The Secretary asked.
"Do you know her?"
"Of course, she pursued me." The Secretary smiled.
Gu Qingzhou raised his eyes and looked at him in surprise.
Think about it carefully. Wei Qingjia is only one year younger than Si Xingyu when she is four years old. She is regarded as a peer.
Gu Qingzhou didn't expect that they knew each other.
"Why, do you think she will like simu? Most women are more mature than men of the same age. Wei Qingjia is four years old than simu. Can she like so many boys younger than her?"
When girls are 17 or 18 years old, they will appreciate men who are slightly older than themselves. Compared with those who are younger, they are unlikely to have feelings.
"Do you like her?" Gu Qingzhou asked.
Si Xingpei smiled and raised her chin with her fingers: "jealous?"
Gu Qingzhou glanced at him.
Si Xingpei thought of Wei Qingjia and thought a little. He really remembered her: "she is very smart and beautiful. Of course, she is not as smart and beautiful as a canoe.
She was quite famous at that time, and I was also vain when I was young. She pursued me with great intention. I also thought of accepting her as my aunt first. After all, such a beautiful and talented celebrity also brightened my face.
Later, at a dance party, she volunteered that she loved me very much and asked me what I thought. I said she could be an aunt, but she didn't agree. She probably wanted to be a head wife.
I said, it's impossible. How can she be my wife? She should know her status. It's good if I can give her a place. I haven't seen her since. I don't want to waste time pestering her. "
In the warm bathtub, the heat of the water has not dissipated, but it is still a little hot.
But Gu Qingzhou is cold.
The cold idea came out of nowhere. Like a fierce beast, it immediately fell on her, knocked her down, and then enveloped her.
If she's in charge, she'll get cold all over.
There was a slight tremor in her body.
"... what's the matter?" Si Xingpeng also noticed Gu Qingzhou's trembling and asked her.
He probably thought that Gu Qingzhou was worried about his old relationship with Wei Qingjia again, so he explained: "Qingzhou, you don't have to worry about me. I don't like her as a yellow flower girl. Besides, she is a second-hand goods now. She has been married and has opened her body. She is not qualified to be my aunt."
Gu Qingzhou suddenly felt weak.
The walls of such a big bathtub were slippery. She couldn't hold it. She lay down soft and drowned in the bathtub.
Her black hair swam under the water like seaweed.
Si Xingpeng thinks she is like a sea demon haunting in the seaweed bush. She is so beautiful that she can hook people's souls!
He picked her up, but saw that her eyes were red and red. He didn't know whether she was crying or steamed by hot water.
"Canoe, what else are you worried about?" Si Xingyu asked with a smile, "don't worry, you won't marry Si mu. Let alone whether Cai Jingshu agrees or not, I won't agree!"
"Yes." For a long time, Gu Qingzhou answered with a cold voice.
At this moment, Gu Qingzhou suddenly looked away.
Wei qingjiana and other celebrities, whose father is a senior official of the municipal government, are not qualified to be his wife in the eyes of Si Xingyu, let alone Gu Qingzhou?
Maybe he saved him in the theater that day. He said we were married. Maybe he took her to see his secret military base and his mother, which gave Gu Qingzhou slim hope.
These hopes will take root in her heart, and she will think, "if I can be his wife, why not?"
However, she broke the membrane in her body by cycling, which made her unbearable. She would feel that if she was the candidate for Si Xingyu's wife, she was a little sorry for him, and she even needed to explain to him.
Gu Qingzhou always knows her way. She knows where the direction is. But the slim hope given by the company opened a door on her way.
Maybe after entering this door, she can have different happiness, although she knows that this door may be just an illusion.
This illusion, she also wants to push the door in.
So she felt bad. She was angry about cycling. She even felt that she had lost something very important. I'm sorry for Si Xingyu.
Until this moment.
Si Xingpei commented on Wei Qingjia and brought Gu Qingzhou back to reality!
The unreal door slammed shut, and Gu Qingzhou could never get to Si Xingpeng again.
Gu Qingzhou is not qualified to be his wife. She has no identity, background and fame; Gu Qingzhou is not a second marriage, but her body is not holy to Si Xingyu.
When the door was closed and he was sure that he would not have any results with him, Gu Qingzhou was suddenly relieved.
It was unfortunate for her to ride a bike, but what does it have to do with others?
What does it have to do with Si Xingyu?