Gu Qingzhou has no gain or loss, and his heart is crazy.

She later made a clear distinction between reality and dreams. She never dreamed. Everything was true.

Pain and blood, as well as Si Xingyu's breathing and heartbeat, made Gu Qingzhou's frozen brain start to think.

This is neither a dream nor a fantasy.

Clearly, she would rather dream.

"Mama Li, mama Li!" Gu Qingzhou held Li Ma's rigid body and refused to let go.

She wailed and broke her heart.

This woman raised Gu Qingzhou. She is better than Gu Qingzhou's biological mother. She is the foundation of Gu Qingzhou's life and more important than Gu Qingzhou's life!

Gu Qingzhou's master, like Gu Qingzhou's father, gave her medical skills and fatherly love.

In an instant, she lost her parents.

The one who killed them was Si Xingyu, Gu Qingzhou's lover. He became Gu Qingzhou's enemy. Gu Qingzhou and him could no longer be connected.

One second ago, Gu Qingzhou was enjoying the flowers by the door, waiting for him to come back and planning their life. She lived a warm and sweet little life; The next second, Si Xingpei became the murderer who killed her family. She lost everything.

"Don't leave me, don't leave me, mama Li!" Take care of the boat.

She went to embrace muzong river again.

Mu Zonghe was broken and his body couldn't hold him. Gu Qingzhou cried even more.

She was hoarse.

She can do anything, but she can't bear her close relatives to leave her.

She knew from an early age that she and Li Ma were dependent on each other, and Gu Guizhang and Qin Zheng were enemies.

Gu Qingzhou now finally understands how much they hate Gu Wei and Gu Xiang after losing Qin Zheng.

"No!" Gu Qingzhou never let go. "Don't die, don't die! It's not true!"

A cold needle was inserted into her neck.

Her eyes flashed, her consciousness began to get out of control, and she fell asleep in a daze.

When she opened her eyes and saw Si Xingpeng sitting by the bed, Gu Qingzhou was stunned and stunned, and then she gasped.

"Si Xingyu, you don't know what terrible dream I had..." Before her voice fell, she saw the gauze in the palm of her hand.

Not a dream.

"No, it won't." Gu Qingzhou burst into tears.

In the next few days, Gu Qingzhou couldn't tell whether it was true or not.

She had a long dream.

In the dream, it is a March day full of spring water, with weeping willows swaying and peach stamens blooming everywhere. In the morning of misty and flowing water, the morning fog is diffuse, and the air is wet and slightly cold. Gu Qingzhou and his master walk on the ridge of crisscross fields, with clusters of green rice seedlings in the paddy field.

Her little white feet, walking in the slippery autumn mud, left bursts of Qingling like smile.

The suckling mother's voice, at the end of the paddies, was gentle and sincere: "canoe, have breakfast..."

She can't go home!

Gu Qingzhou was unconscious for a day and a night. She knew she should wake up. She even heard someone talking in her ear, but she couldn't open her eyes.

Once she wakes up, she will lose everything.

She vaguely heard the voice of the military doctor: "give her another shot."

"When will she wake up?" His voice was low and hoarse, like a wounded animal, losing its edge in pain.

"She's fine. She just won't wake up." Military medicine.

There was silence in the room.

Gu Qingzhou walked in his dream.

Fragments of past life are replayed in my mind bit by bit.

The master taught her to recite the great doctor's sincerity. When she made a mistake, the master hit her on the back of her hand with a ruler and said, "learn medical ethics first! Without medical ethics, no matter how good medical skills are, they are also butchers!"

I don't know where it hurts. Gu Qingzhou's tears burst out.

She felt that she had warm hands to wipe her tears. These hands were soft and rough. They were the hands of the nursing mother who had worked for a long time: "be good in the boat, don't cry."

The nursing mother is just a servant hired by Gu Qingzhou's mother. The Gu family and the sun family have no kindness to her, but she raised Gu Qingzhou through hardships.

After mother Li's daughter died, her husband also died of illness. She and Gu Qingzhou depended on each other.

Without her, even if Gu Qingzhou doesn't die, he will be tortured by Qin Zheng and lose his confidence and pride in spirit.

When Gu Qingzhou woke up from his dream, it was late at night the next day. The bright moonlight came in from the window, with a chill, like residual snow covered all over the ground.

The secretary sat half on the bed and held Gu's boat in his arms. He closed his eyes and dozed off.

Gu Qingzhou moved and immediately woke him up.

"Canoe?" Si Xingpei whispered to her, with tenderness in his voice.

"Where are Mama Li and Shifu?" Gu Qingzhou asked.

She slept these days. Every time she woke up, she couldn't distinguish between dream and reality. She thought she was just having a nightmare. Then she figured it out and cried loudly.

This time, she didn't get confused again.

As soon as she opened her eyes, she knew that there was no luck. Si Xingyu killed her nursing mother and master.

"In another house." Si Xingdao.

"Show me." Gu Qingzhou road.

Si Xingpei hesitated and got up, hugged Gu Qingzhou and got out of bed.

He approved a coat for Gu Qingzhou and personally drove Gu Qingzhou to see her master and nursing mother.

There are heavy arms handles in the other hall, and two coffins are placed in the main hall.

Si Xingpei has asked someone to tidy up the remains of Li Ma and master.

Master was fine. There was no wound on his face, but his chest was broken. After dressing up, he lay quietly in the coffin with a quiet and leisurely expression.

He as like as two peas.

Li Ma had a hole in her forehead, but she couldn't hide it.

Gu Qingzhou reached out and touched Mama Li's face.

She didn't cry this time. Her eyes are swollen. She has cried countless times.

For a long time, Gu Qingzhou asked, "Si Xingyao, why are they on your special train?"

Si Xingpei stood behind Gu Qingzhou, without any fancy. He said something.

"I sent someone to pick them up." Si Xingdao.

Gu Qingzhou's expression was cold, and her hand was pressed on the coffin. Her voice was also cold: "my master and nanny are so deep that they can't be found easily. Why do you say that when you go to pick them up?"

Si Xingyu pursed his lips slightly: "light boat..."

"You sent someone to catch them." Without waiting for his answer, Gu Qingzhou said firmly, "why?"

Si Xingyu's eyes were still and looked at her quietly.

"... I'm afraid I'll run away and want to hold Mama Li and Shifu in my hands, so even if you marry a warlord daughter, I have to commit myself to be your concubine, don't I?" Gu Qingzhou asked again.

The company's eyes move slightly.

If she thought so, it would be better than Si Xingpei expected.

He was silent.

His silence at the moment seemed to Gu Qingzhou to be a kind of acquiescence.

"But you have traveled countless times, and your special train has never encountered such a big attack. Why did you encounter danger this time?" Gu Qingzhou asked again.

She was wise even though she was immersed in great sadness.

"It's Li Wenzhu's man." "I'll avenge you, light boat," said Si Xingyu

"No, my enemy is not Li Wenzhu." Gu Qingzhou's voice was colder than Shuanghua's, "if you don't find the master and nursing mother from the mountains, most people can't find them.

Besides, there are thousands of ways to return to Yuecheng. You just used your special train. You know that countless people are waiting to kill you. You're still swaggering through the market with a special train. You just want to kill with a knife. "

The secretary does not speak.

Gu Qingzhou doesn't need his answer.

"But why?" Gu Qingzhou couldn't help choking at this time.

Si Xingpei took care of her master and nurse, wanted to control her, and even asked her to be a concubine, she could understand; But why did he arrange for someone to kill them?

Gu Qingzhou couldn't understand this.

Killing them is tantamount to destroying Gu Qingzhou.

Si Xingyu hurts her so much

Gu Qingzhou doubted and wavered about Si Xingyu for the first time.

"... why did you kill my nurse and master?" Gu Qingzhou turned around and snarled and grabbed Si Xingpeng's skirt.

Si Xingpei pressed her hard in his arms: "it's just an accident, light boat!"

He explained, "the special train is faster, and there are countless attendants on it. They will protect your relatives. I don't know where the news leaked. It was an accident. It was Li Wenzhu who killed them."

Gu Qingzhou pushed him away.

It's not Li Wenzhu, it's Si Xingyu!

Even if the bullet that hit the nurse's forehead belonged to Li Wenzhu, it was also because Si Xingpei provoked Li Wenzhu. The bullet should have hit Si Xingpei. Gu Qingzhou's nurse and master were shot for Si Xingpei.

She couldn't persuade herself to forgive Si Xingyu, let alone herself.

"Why didn't I tell you earlier?" Gu Qingzhou cried, "when you first forced me, I should be like a chaste martyr, burning jade and stone with you.

I even hate you when I fall in love with you! I ruined everything. I ruined Mama Li and Shifu. "

They didn't repay half of their upbringing. They all died because of Gu Qingzhou.

She burst into tears.

Crying almost out of breath, Gu Qingzhou fainted.

When she woke up again, she lay in bed with her eyes open for half an hour. Suddenly, she seemed to change her face, cold and determined: "cremate."

In this way, she can carry the ashes at any time, no matter where she goes.

Gu Qingzhou shouldn't live in Yuecheng anymore. She won't leave the bones of her master and nanny in Yuecheng.

"OK." The Secretary's voice is hoarse.

He lowered his head to kiss Gu Qingzhou and was bypassed by Gu Qingzhou.

On the same day, Si xingxuan cremated Gu Qingzhou's master and nursing mother.

They bought two cemeteries at Linhai cemetery, buried two-thirds of the ashes of master and nanny, and erected tombstones in the name of Gu Qingzhou.

Gu Qingzhou put the remaining ashes in two pots and wrapped them with cloth for her to carry with her.

And Gu Qingzhou, it's time to end with Si Xingyu.

That day, when Si Xingfu woke up in the middle of the night, he saw Gu Qingzhou creeping close to him with a sharp short blade in his hand.

He was stunned.

The knife went straight down his neck. Without half hesitation and softness, Si Xingpeng quickly turned aside.

The short blade was inserted into the pillow and even into the bed board, which shows how much strength Gu Qingzhou used.