Chapter 749

Leaf Charm finished and cried. Accompanied by Gu Qingzhou, she fell asleep.

Before going to bed, she held Gu Qingzhou's hand and refused to release it anyway.

Gu Qingzhou lay on her side.

Ye Wu dreamed of her mother.

It was a season of tender cold and thick apricot flowers. She was swinging under the tree, and her mother was writing at the stone table not far away.

The lines of the sun shine brightly on her mother's face. With a gentle smile, she looks ruddy and beautiful. She is still the mother who loves her most in her memory, not the waxy yellow and thin mother.

When I woke up, it was only five in the morning.

The night is continuous, and the Qionghua outside the window is like frost.

"Ah Yun?" Gu Qingzhou whispered, his voice full of sleep.

"Teacher," said Ye, "I'll get up and go to the bathroom. Go back to sleep."

Gu Qingzhou still got up and took a crutch for ye charming.

"Can you do it yourself?" She asked.

Leaf charming nodded: "I can."

She struggled to move and went to the bathroom.

Gu Qingzhou didn't follow.

When ye charming came out of the bathroom, Gu Qingzhou had turned on the small light at the head of the bed.

The night in mid May was slightly cold.

Gu Qingzhou helped her to the Kang.

Leaf charming gathered the thin quilt and sat half by the head of the bed. She didn't intend to lie down for a long time.

"What's the matter? Tell me something?" Sit up and take care of the boat.

Ye charming nodded.

She said, "teacher, I dreamed of my mother. For the first time in so many years, I dreamed that she was not ferocious, but gentle and beautiful."

Gu Qingzhou was slightly relieved: "your heart is too bitter and you have buried too many secrets."

Ye charming deeply thought so.

"Teacher, I'm sorry." Ye charming's voice is lower.

Gu Qingzhou asked her why she wanted to apologize.

"I... I don't really want to find out the cause of my mother's death." Ye said, "I've been carrying the sin for so long. I know it's painful and I know the ease after I put it down.

It's enough for me that someone in the world believes me wholeheartedly. Let me carry it on. No matter what I really want, the fire is a scar in our family's heart.

Mother was burned to death, and our hearts were burned beyond recognition. No one wants to uncover the scar, and I don't want to. Teacher, I know you want to help me, but I'm going to disappoint you. "

Gu Qingzhou touched her hair.

"Silly boy, why apologize?" Gu Qingzhou asked, "you know I want your favor and your gratitude, so I offered to help you?"

Ye charming glanced at Gu Qingzhou.

It is strange that ye charming is not angry at all. She knew everything. Gu Qingzhou's confession warmed her heart.

Of course she knew what Gu Qingzhou meant.

Everyone wants to curry favor with the Ye family and her. Gu Qingzhou is no exception.

If she said something righteous and awe inspiring, ye charming would be alert to her and even look down on her.

"So, if you don't want to check this matter, I naturally agree with you." Gu Qingzhou said, "ah Yun, you should remember that you didn't set fire."

"Why are you so sure?" Ye charming's eyes flashed a little nervous.

She wants to trust.

However, when trust was really placed in front of her, she was timid again.

Gu Qingzhou said, "I told you, I know an excellent western medicine..."

"Dr. Arnold, you said that."

"Yes, it's Dr. Arnold. He has been preaching in China for many years and has a prominent position in the American church. He knows a lot.

He is now working in the burn department, and some patients have been abused. We talked about it. He once told me that people who have been abused for a long time will suffer from masochism from the heart.

In other words, you are used to being abused. This habit is terrible. It will make you have no intention to resist from your subconscious mind.

Just like the weather with sunshine and rain, whether it's raining or sunny, we won't think about why or even change it.

In your family, you are the most abused, which means that you are the most used to it. There is no anger and resistance in your subconscious mind.

Instead, it is those who have not been abused much, or pity you and sympathize with you. They are full of anger. So I trust you very much. You will never burn your mother. " Gu Qingzhou road.

Ye charming heard this and stared at Gu Qingzhou.

She really never wanted to resist.

Yes, why does she never want to resist, just want to bear it?

"Teacher, it can't be me, can it?" Leaf charming cried and asked.

Gu Qingzhou nodded: "it's not you. Ah Yun, my trust in you may be a means to set you up, but it's not false. I trust you."

Leaf charming touched the corner of her eye and said, "teacher, is your words true?"

"I'll take you back to visit a Western doctor in psychology and ask him to explain to you. How about that?" Gu Qingzhou asked, "it's just that I'm going to take Er Bao too."

"You take Er Bao to see the psychology department?" Ye charming's attention was diverted.

Ye charming likes Er Bao very much, because Er Bao smiles silly and pitiful.

Er Bao's eyes are blind. Why do you want to see the psychology department? Ye Feng doesn't understand this.

Gu Qingzhou said, "yes, I'll take Er Bao to see the psychology department. According to my own diagnosis and Western Medicine Ophthalmology, er Bao's eyes may have recovered. But he still can't see. This problem is very complicated. I want to try everything."

Ye charming said, "Er Bao is really poor... Teacher, when will you take Er Bao?"

Gu Qingzhou said, "tomorrow will be fine."

Ye charming thought and hesitated.

Gu Qingzhou said, "it's all right. The adjutant will take you there. Someone will hold you on the car and get you off the car on the road, and you can go by yourself."

"Charming, let's go tomorrow."

That day, Gu Qingzhou took her to see a Western doctor.

Gu Qingzhou asked many questions, mainly about Er Bao's eyes.

Finally, inadvertently mentioned the relationship between abuse and abuse.

The Western doctor talked a lot about it.

"There is no systematic research and academic argument on the relationship between victims and perpetrators, but my teacher has a lot of research on it.

My teacher said that people can also be domesticated.

People's psychology of suffering and fear is very fragile. Once broken, she will have a sense of dependence on the perpetrator.

Abused children will have fear or fear of their abusive parents. Over time, they will form sympathy and dependence, and finally help the perpetrator in turn.

In this relationship, it is very unlikely that the abused person will resist by himself. Once a certain period of time has passed, the abused person is psychologically domesticated. "

Gu Qingzhou asked, "how long?"

"Three months to six months is enough to domesticate a person." Western Medicine said.

Gu Qingzhou praised him for his insight.

The Western doctor is very young. Seeing Gu Qingzhou as a beautiful little girl, he blushed slightly.

Ye charming's expression is very complex.

In the complex, she also had a thorough relaxation.

This time, she believed Gu Qingzhou's trust, and she also believed herself.

She's not the killer.

Perhaps, she doesn't need Gu Qingzhou to help her check anything. What she needs is only this kind of spiritual affirmation and relief.

Gu Qingzhou helped her.