Si Xingpei has always loved and tolerated Gu Qingzhou.
But at the moment, he wanted to lose his temper.
His heart, half filled with his ideals, half filled with Gu Qingzhou, treated other people and things, he was cold-blooded and cruel.
He knows it himself, but he doesn't care.
The last time I went back to Nanjing, the supervisor was just over the weekend. Maybe he was too busy. The supervisor didn't shave his beard. He was idle at home on weekends and wore loose nightgowns.
The governor was old in the end. His beard was half gray, and his nightgown made him look more bloated than usual.
It looks like a poor man who is down and out of mind.
After the death of Si Mu and Fangfei, Si dujun's health was much worse than before, and his mental state was not good.
Si Xingpei's mother has died for many years. Those hatred deeper than the sea seems to be just an obsession in her heart. When this obsession was solved, he seemed to be suddenly relaxed.
If the commander is still so powerful, he may torture him to death.
However, the governor is old, haggard and weak, and his heart is not the taste.
He can't do it any more.
Si Xingpei often thinks of his father's white hair and that Fangfei died in Pingcheng. His heart is always unspeakably sour.
The reason why he lost his temper was that he was soft hearted - it would betray his mother and let her die in vain.
But he also thought that his mother committed suicide, and he couldn't think of it for a moment.
Such a thought makes me feel more unfilial.
However, filial piety can also be given to the father
Si Xingpei has always been reluctant to recall all kinds of things in Nanjing, because they will make him painful. The feeling of considering others has never existed before.
He didn't know how to deal with it, so he lost his temper.
Si Xingyao wanted Gu Qingzhou to persuade him, but she was afraid that Gu Qingzhou would really talk to him, but Gu Qingzhou was so clever and sharp that she was indeed silent - this also made Si Xingyao angry.
In short, he was in a bad mood. Even Gu Qingzhou, his favorite, inexplicably wanted her to show some courage and say a word or two of truth.
He buried his head and face in Gu Qingzhou's hair, put his face close to the root of her ear and gently kissed her ear.
"Canoe, what do you think?" He asked again.
Gu Qingzhou didn't understand the complicated thoughts in Si Xingpei's heart at that time.
She didn't speak.
The next morning, when Gu Qingzhou got up and went downstairs, he went to the door of Si Xingpei's study and heard the adjutant asking him, "shizuo, go to Nanjing first or go back to Pingcheng first?"
"Go back to Pingcheng," said the secretary
The adjutant said, "shizuo, you can go to Nanjing first. There are still several documents to be signed by the government, and then take them back to Pingcheng."
Si Xingpei was suddenly angry: "go back to Pingcheng first and arrange it!"
The adjutant was silent and saluted yes.
Gu Qingzhou was shocked at this moment and understood the difference of last night.
He doesn't want to go back to Nanjing.
He didn't try or joke. He really wanted to let the governor and Cai Jingshu go, but he felt sorry for his mother, so he hesitated.
Gu Qingzhou always feels that this matter is a taboo and is unwilling to talk more.
At this moment, she understood Si Xingyu's mood and went into the study.
"Go down to dinner. Breakfast is ready." Si Xingpei casually told Gu Qingzhou that he went to sort out the documents again and didn't think much of her.
Gu Qingzhou walked behind him.
She encircled him.
Her cheek was close to his back. The military uniform made of nylon was a little hard and cold. Gu Qingzhou fought a cold war slightly.
With such a close hug, Si Xingyu lost all his anger and pulled her in front of him.
He lifted her waist and sat her on the desk. Si Xingyu bowed his head and kissed her lips.
Gu Qingzhou said, "Si Xingyao, let the governor go? AI knows his destiny. He is over 50 years old and can call himself an 'old man'.
At the age of "old people", they have crossed all kinds of boundaries. The mistakes made in the past should also be forgiven, shouldn't they? "
She raised her eyes and looked at Si Xingyu.
Sure enough, there was no anger at the bottom of his eyes, but a flash of light, a kind of relief.
He soon gathered up the ease.
Gu Qingzhou added, "the governor has always been very protective of me. If it weren't for his help, I couldn't have a foothold in Gu residence. If it wasn't for the governor, how could I be qualified to fight with Gu family?"
She only said the superintendent.
Gu Qingzhou knows very well that the person Si Xingzhen wants to forgive is only the supervisor.
It is not that he thinks the sin of the governor is shallow, but that the governor is his biological father.
Father always has a special meaning, and this father is not bad enough to be out of control.
Gu Qingzhou also thought of Si Mu and Fang Fei.
Those are two living lives, another continuation of the life of the commander.
But these two lives are gone, which seems to cut off another meaning of the existence of the commander. He had a hard time.
"It's not good for us." The secretary walked slowly.
Gu Qingzhou was in the unknown.
"Kindness will only bring endless trouble..."
Gu Qingzhou put his face on his cheek.
Si Xingyu said, "light boat, I hope I can accumulate some virtue."
When he said this, he thought his words were ridiculous and said, "Warlords like us are deceiving themselves and others to say that accumulating virtue."
Incoherent, is not willing to admit their softhearted.
The mood is like this. Once you relax, it will flow thousands of miles, and you can't stop it.
Si Xingyu has softened his heart.
"We all change. What we want may not be right. But since we want it, do it." Gu Qingzhou said, "you used to be like this."
It may not be right for Si Xingpei, who bears his mother's hatred, to let go of the supervisor's army, but it's understandable if he wants to forgive.
Gu Qingzhou thought of a long cherished saying: a very important person has lost one. Do you want to lose another because of the loss of that one?
Si Xingpei seemed to think so at this moment.
Holding Gu Qingzhou in his arms, Gu Qingzhou's master and nursing mother floated in his heart.
He also did things he missed.
Although Gu Qingzhou's master and nursing mother were royalists, they raised her. At that time, he acted vigorously and did not consider Gu Qingzhou's feelings.
He made a mistake, and Gu Qingzhou forgave him.
"When I got married, I said to myself in my heart that I would be a good man in the future." Si Xingpei leaned in Gu Qingzhou's ear and whispered, "if you are a good man, God will be kind to my family."
So he made a decision.
Governor general and Cai Jingshu, let them live in their sins.
Si Xingyu won't kill them.
As for whether those sins, even panic, will kill them, Si Xingyu doesn't consider it. He doesn't intend to do it.
This is his greatest kindness.
He raised his head and said to Gu Qingzhou, "when you finish this matter, let's go back to Pingcheng together. I want to take you to put incense on Muma.
I want to tell Muma that this matter is over, and we will live in peace in the future. Please bless you and be safe and smooth all your life. "