Gu Qingzhou finished sending Xun off Gaoqiao and went to Cheng Yu.
Cheng Yu is bored. He is reading a book and is absorbed in it.
Gu Qingzhou approached and found that she was reading Southern history. She was very surprised: "Yo, pretend to be a scholar?"
Cheng Yu said, "I heard that the story of the emperor's sleeve breaking in the Southern Dynasty is more powerful than the lace tabloid. I'll see if it's true."
Gu Qingzhou: "
She couldn't bear it. She pressed Cheng Yu's shoulder and pushed Cheng Yu to the head of the bed.
Cheng Yu didn't understand: "why?"
"I want to help you up the wall." Gu Qingzhou road.
Cheng Yu shook off her hand: "go away, you are the mud."
Gu Qingzhou grabbed the book in her hand.
She leaned on the bed and asked Cheng Yu, "which paragraph do you want to hear? I'll read it to you."
Cheng Yu's expression was empty.
She hesitated and asked Gu Qingzhou, "what's Takahashi doing here?"
Gu Qingzhou said, "he has never given up on you."
"That's strange."
"What's strange?" Gu Qingzhou asked.
"What does he like about me? At that time, he had to live and show me. He was very brave; now he knows that I am down and close again. He is very humble. Is it true that a person is so brave and so cowardly?" Cheng Yu asked.
She has never done this for anyone in her life.
Even when I was a child, I liked the company, but I also went straight ahead and oppressed people with power.
Cheng Yu was not moved by Takahashi Xun's persistence, but inexplicable.
"Yes." Gu Qingzhou said a little sour, "this is love."
"Why doesn't he find a reliable woman and put in this hot cavity?" Cheng Yu asked, "didn't he ask for hardship for me? He knows I'm not a good thing."
Gu Qingzhou is not a lover.
"This is not a piece of jewelry. Give it to any woman you want." Gu Qingzhou said, "do you understand the word" love is hard to control? "
Cheng Yu's eyes were empty for a moment. It seemed that he understood a little, but he didn't listen.
The subject of emotion is really difficult to do.
Gu Qingzhou himself was chased by Si Xingyu. She came to impart experience, which was really generous.
"It doesn't matter if you don't understand." Gu Qingzhou said, "there are many things in the world, and what people can meet in their life is only rare.
It's natural that you won't understand if you don't meet it. It has nothing to do with age or ability. It's just an experience. I've never longed for this understanding. "
Cheng Yu smiled, as if he had been moved by Gu Qingzhou.
She looked at Gu Qingzhou: "how can you face other people's feelings for you calmly, except for Si Xingyu?"
"No." Gu Qingzhou road.
Cheng Yu sniffed: "why not? I think Cai Changting has feelings for you."
Gu Qingzhou glanced sideways at her: "don't you hear what I mean?"
Cheng Yu was stunned.
Soon, she understood Gu Qingzhou's words.
Other people's feelings are not taken to heart at all. Like her or hate her, she can't stop it.
It has nothing to do with her. Where does it come from?
These feelings, in terms of Gu Qingzhou, are empty, so she said "no".
Cheng Yu patted her hand and said, "a hard hearted woman."
Gu Qingzhou is not very happy to talk to her about this.
She deliberately didn't answer.
After a while, Gu Qingzhou said, "I'm going back to Yuecheng on the 13th of the first month. The 14th is yuzao's birthday, and she's two years old. The 15th is the Lantern Festival. I'll go back for the festival. Do you want to go with me?"
Because the governor agreed with qiongzhi for the new year. In order to make up for it, Gu Qingzhou plans to go back for the Lantern Festival.
The reunion of the Si family, even the Si yuzao, is an impact on Cheng Yu.
She doesn't want to see family or children now.
"No." Cheng Yu resolutely refused, "I'm going to rest for a month so that I can recover as soon as possible. I'm still young and can't base my body, or I'll drag my body and suffer for decades."
Gu Qingzhou looked at her in surprise.
After so many days, Cheng Yu can finally speak human words.
"That's the truth." Gu Qingzhou road.
In a twinkling of an eye, it was the 13th day of the first month. Gu Qingzhou set out in the early morning.
After she left, Cheng Yu felt empty again. This feeling is common recently. She was used to it, but she felt terrible.
At noon, Cheng Yu slept.
When she woke up, she asked the servant to bring her water to wash her face and mouth, and asked the servant to bring her snacks.
After being busy, Cheng Yu said to the servant, "go out and I'll read by myself."
The servant said yes.
But a moment later, the door was knocked again.
Cheng Yu said casually, "come in."
She only thought she was a maid, but she was surprised by the people who came in.
"Takahashi?" Cheng Yu looked at the figure who pushed the door in amazement and thought he was dazzled.
Takahashi Xun was a little stiff and stood at the door. He wanted to go in and stopped.
He came in over the wall.
There was no one in the yard. The servants were busy, and no one noticed him.
He knocked on the door and was still in a trance. He didn't expect it to be so easy.
Takahashi Xun knew that Gu Qingzhou had left.
He thought that the adjutants here were all Gu Qingzhou's. she must be escorted out, and the guards in the yard would relax.
Everything is as he guessed.
Seeing Cheng Yu, he still felt a little unreal and closed the door.
"I... I know about you and want to see you." Takahashi Xun whispered.
Cheng Yu is thinner, and his slender jaw is sharper. Many days without sunshine, she is more white, just abnormal white, a little pale.
"Are you better?" Asked Takahashi Xun.
Cheng Yu may have been so surprised that he never spoke again.
She looked at Takahashi Xun.
The recent ups and downs have changed Cheng Yu's mood a lot.
The once unbearable pain is now gone. She looked at Takahashi Xun's face and felt that the feelings she could not live up to had become meaningless.
She remembered Gu Qingzhou's "no".
At this moment, her heart was light, without Takahashi Xun.
Therefore, whether he is persistent or hateful, Cheng Yu is hard to care about.
Feelings are really changeable, and she is more changeable.
"I'm much better." Cheng Yu said, "you're too impolite. Why don't you call in advance?"
Then she called sister-in-law Xin.
Takahashi Xun is about to stop, and sister-in-law Xin has come in.
"This..." Sister Xin looked at Takahashi Xun in amazement, "when did you come?"
Takahashi Xunzheng wanted to find an excuse. He didn't want to be driven away so soon. He heard Cheng Yu say to sister-in-law Xin, "serve Mr. Takahashi tea."
Originally, I didn't want to drive him away.
Takahashi Xun breathed a sigh of relief.
Cheng Yu said, "I can't get up yet. Sit down first."
Takahashi Xun sat on the opposite table.
They exchanged greetings, and Takahashi Xun's intention was about to blurt out. He struggled and said, "ah Yu, I have a few heartfelt words to tell you."