The next day, Gu Qingzhou and Si Xingfu came back to see Mrs. Hirano.
The nurse and the doctor blocked the door this time.
"I checked. You chose this hospital yourself. No one restricts your freedom." Gu Qingzhou said to her.
Yesterday, the nurse was instructed by Mrs. Hirano to let her stand next to her, just because Mrs. Hirano wanted to take care of the boat and remember what she said.
"You can tell me what you want to say. Don't hesitate." Gu Qingzhou road.
Mrs. Hirano's face sank slightly.
She said faintly, "I really hate you."
She misses her childhood now.
At that time, she was the legitimate daughter of the family, two years younger than the emperor. Other sisters and sisters either didn't fit in appearance or didn't match in age.
So the family cultivated and taught her, and asked her husband to train her specially.
She always felt that she was invincible.
Until a few days ago, when she was ill and went to the hospital, she found a problem: it turned out that it was her personal maid who really understood those teachings.
The maid was always by her side, watching her training and becoming a talent.
When she was in the palace, the maid assisted her, loyal her and made her invincible.
Later, without her, Mrs. Hirano vaguely felt difficult when she fled Japan.
She never regarded her maidservant as a person of respect, and naturally she didn't think of this.
The maid trained Gu Qingzhou and was Mrs. Hirano's nemesis.
Gu Qingzhou's acuteness and shrewdness are a replica of her maidservant, and she has learned Wang Zhi's medical skills, integrated and improved to a higher level.
"I know, I'm not a kitten or puppy to please you." Gu Qingzhou road.
Without waiting for Mrs. Hirano to say anything, she continued, "but I still have to tell you something, even if you think I'm lying or have ulterior motives."
Mrs. Hirano coughed a few times.
She stopped for a long time and said, "I'm all ears."
"I've always been against you. It's not against you, but your behavior. Restoration is reversing. It's natural for the wheel of history to move forward, just like the sun rising and setting.
You are going against the law of heaven and having unrealistic dreams, which will only lead to the destruction of life and another catastrophe. If your catastrophe is only aimed at yourself, I don't care, but you have affected hundreds of millions of people. " Gu Qingzhou road.
Mrs. Hirano despised her and looked at her quietly.
"Is everything that runs counter to your ideal reversing?" Asked Mrs Hirano.
Gu Qingzhou didn't answer her, but continued, "but you are always kind to me."
Mrs. Hirano was stunned.
She was too surprised.
She was surprised that everything in the world didn't take care of the boat.
So she forgot to ridicule.
"Whether you are willing or not, you gave birth to me. The hard work of pregnancy in October can not be repaid in a word; once you give birth, it is like a thousand cuts, and you brought me to this world.
The pain of birth is all you are bearing. My flesh and blood are developed by you with your blood essence. You can't kill it. " Gu Qingzhou road.
Mrs. Hirano's eyes began to wander.
She showed her bewilderment.
When Gu Qingzhou fought against her openly and secretly, she had a way to deal with her.
But Gu Qingzhou suddenly broke her heart, which made Mrs. Hirano at a loss.
It seems that all the kindness in her life comes from "reward".
When I was a child, I did well and was rewarded by my elders; Later, he was gentle and was rewarded by his husband or mother-in-law; Her children will also be rewarded by her.
Without all the rewards, she never enjoyed love.
This heartfelt gratitude and the resulting "love".
"... you can see that your end is at hand. If you want to leave and cure yourself, I can help you.
You gave me a life and I saved your life. From then on, we don't owe each other. " Gu Qingzhou said, "think about it."
Mrs Hirano was silent for a long time.
Midway, she coughed three or four times.
Gu Qingzhou retreated slowly to the windowsill and stayed as far away from her as possible.
It was a scorching sun outside. A thin layer of sweat came out from the temples of Gu Qingzhou. Cicadas haunted the trees and hissed, as if adding another layer of heat.
Mrs. Hirano thought for 30 minutes: "who does not hesitate to die?"
This was the first thing she said.
Gu Qingzhou's mood sank and he had a hunch of what she was going to say behind her.
"But you have to have a purpose to live. It's better to die than to be ignorant of the pain. You always want to get rid of the royalists, but you don't want to be involved with the remaining evils.
If I don't die, someone will come, no matter what the purpose. For the rest of your life, it's hard to be peaceful. " She said.
Gu Qingzhou said, "don't worry about this. I naturally have a way."
Mrs. Hirano smiled bitterly again.
She seemed to recall the past: "when I gave birth to you, I was in poor health and hurt for two days. At that time, I was only surrounded by your nurse and Wang Zhi.
Now think about it. If I tried my best to give birth to you and destroy you, wouldn't my own pain become a joke? Besides, how can tuberculosis be cured? "
Gu Qingzhou looked at her in surprise.
Mrs. Hirano's vision is a little blurred.
Her two children are always around, but she never knows what her mother feels like.
On his deathbed, he suddenly realized.
She took out a jade pendant that she was wearing close to her body.
The excellent jade pendant is green all over. She threw it hard and threw it directly to Gu Qingzhou.
"Take it. Don't come to see me again." Hirano humanitarian.
Gu Qingzhou asked, "what is this?"
"This is your grandmother's legacy. She left it to me. I'll leave her to you. You can give it to your daughter in the future." Hirano humanitarian.
Then she rang the bell.
The doctor was unhappy and shouted, "the patient is in critical condition. She rang the bell. Are you responsible if someone dies?"
Gu Qingzhou had to go out.
She nodded at the secretary.
Si Xingpei put the doctor and nurse in.
Gu Qingzhou left the hospital again with Si Xingpeng. In the scorching summer, Gu Qingzhou insisted on basking in the sun.
"It's good for you to stay in the ward for so long and bask in the sun." Gu Qingzhou road.
"Don't forget, this is the last time," Si Xingyu said
Si Xingpei was also afraid that Gu Qingzhou would be infected and did not allow her to see Mrs. Hirano again.
They agreed, this is the last time.
Gu Qingzhou also promised him.
"Well, I know. I won't come again." Gu Qingzhou road.
The Secretary asked again, "did you ask anything?"
Gu Qingzhou was silent.
"What's the matter?"
"I don't know." Gu Qingzhou said, "look tonight and see if my guess is right."
Si Xingpeng sank his face and said, "do you want to come tonight?"
"I won't come to the hospital tonight." Gu Qingzhou smiled. Si Xingpei didn't follow in. He didn't know what Mrs. Gu Qingzhou and hepaino said. He couldn't infer the meaning of her words.