Chapter 1447

Pei Cheng listened to Si qiongzhi's words at that time, and the whole person became stiff involuntarily.

It's like a room full of candles. Suddenly, a rapid cold wind blew through, making the original bright and warm room dark and cold.

Pei Cheng felt that his voice was far away and empty, like it came from other places, with a sense of unreality: "did I not explain clearly?"

Si qiongzhi was silent and said, "no, it's me."

Her feet stepped on the warm beach. The light brown fine sand slowly wrapped the soles of her feet. It was a very gentle touch, but she seemed to step on the tip of a knife.

"In my heart, you have always been a bit mysterious. I can't see through you and guess your character. Moreover, once something happens, the first thing I do is think of you in the most vicious place." Si qiongzhi road.

Pei Cheng followed her and looked at his feet with the help of Moonlight: "you can understand it slowly in the future."

"I think the beginning of a relationship should be beautiful. But we... When you first saw me, you certainly didn't think I was good. I've always been very mean to other men, especially to you." Si qiongzhi lowered his head.

If she hadn't been so mean, she wouldn't have imagined him like that.

When the wind blows, her subconscious is not to defend him, but to doubt him first.

If it goes on like this, Si qiongzhi thinks she will exhaust this person, absorb the light from him, and make him as vicious as she.

She doesn't want to.

There may be many desirable things in this relationship, but she lost the opportunity to go up.

"I'm sorry, doctor Pei." Si qiongzhi said, "in the future, you may be glad I said this at this time. You still have fantasies, but you don't know me."

Pei Cheng tried hard to say something, but Si qiongzhi turned and got into the car.

Later, she stopped talking to Peicheng.

Pei Cheng is a gentleman in this respect, and his family will be worried if he doesn't send the girl home at ten o'clock in the evening.

He drove siqiongzhi away.

After that day, they returned to their former indifferent relationship.

Si qiongzhi tried to avoid him.

Pei Cheng thought a lot. He guessed her mind: does she feel unworthy?

At the same time, he felt his guess was ridiculous. That's Miss Si. She's always arrogant. How could she have the idea of inferiority?

"Do I know her?" Pei Cheng was so suspicious.

He hated that he had never been involved in love before, didn't understand girls' thoughts, had no experience and couldn't deal with it.

In short, his feelings were shelved for the time being, and there was nothing he could do.

He regained his former doctor Pei, a little silent, a little cold, meticulous and dull.

Pei Cheng was lying on the windowsill and thought about everything. He had nothing to do but "let nature take its course". Fortunately, he had a long experience of secret love and knew how to deal with his secret love.

His thoughts wandered and he went back to his office top heavy.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Si qiongzhi dozing on the sofa.

He breathed.

It was a long time before he moved his feet, walked into the office and closed the door.

He sat behind his desk.

From this position, you can just see Si qiongzhi.

His fluctuating mood was not enough for him to take advantage of others' danger, so he just looked at it and couldn't bear to blink.

When Si qiongzhi woke up, he opened his eyes and saw such affectionate and nostalgic eyes.

She quickly apologized: "why did I fall asleep?"

Glancing at her watch in a hurry, she said, "I have to go."

Pei Cheng nodded, stood up and opened the door for her. His face was a little embarrassed because she hit him right for peeping.

Si qiongzhi was also in a trance that day.

Whether she goes to work or goes home, there are always those eyes in front of her: such deep and strong attachment, with such deep pain, falls on her.

When she slept, she dreamed of Pei Cheng, so she cried and said to him: don't look at me like this, take away your feelings and don't feed the dog.

When you struggle to wake up, you know it's a dream.

Si qiongzhi counted his life for more than 20 years and asked himself, "who loved me like this?"

That feeling is so deep that it never bothers her or bothers her, but it exists all the time.

Just like the trapped beast in his heart, it is firmly locked by him. Only at a secret moment will it show its roar and make people's soul hot.

Si qiongzhi shed tears and sat on his bed crying: "Si qiongzhi, I hate you, you are a bad thing!"

Why do you always doubt him?

Why can't you, like other girls, understand the kindness of others and give up?

Why do you want to be so fickle, like a disabled person with natural emotional deficiency?

The more sober Si qiongzhi was, the more he felt ugly - the waitress, a person who had nothing to do with their life, doubted all the way with a casual provocation.

Really, think about it from another angle. Si qiongzhi thinks such a person is hateful and doesn't deserve to be loved at all.

She dared not face Pei Cheng.

The deeper Pei Cheng's feelings, the more frightened she was and felt that she was unqualified.

She cowered and dared not go forward. It was like a pure white snow scene. It was so lofty and vast that heaven and earth could accommodate it, but she dared not step down.

Stepping on a mud spot just ruined Pei Cheng's feelings.

Si qiongzhi cried this time, and his tense mood was vented, but he was more energetic.

She will still remember Ruan Yanfeng and want to see him when she has a rest.

At the same time, she also remembers Xu Pei.

She never discussed Xu Pei with anyone again.

Xu Pei died. It was such an accident, but everyone didn't want to mention it. Si qiongzhi didn't want to be the one without eyes, so she didn't mention it.

A few days later, Si qiongzhi finally met Ruan Yanfeng.

Ruan Yanfeng lost weight, leaving only skin and bones on his handsome cheeks. His eyes were gray, and all the look in them was taken away.

"Yanfeng?" Si qiongzhi gave him a push.

Ruan Yanfeng looked at her for a long time. His eyes couldn't focus. He recognized her for a long time: "Why are you here? Don't you go to work?"

"I'm worried about you." Si qiongzhi road.

Ruan Yanfeng's face was expressionless, and it was difficult to move his lips: "don't worry. Worry again, I can only do this."

"You have to get better." Si qiongzhi said, "have you got his suicide note? Do you know why he committed suicide?"

"Got it." Ruan Yanfeng said.

In his life, all the torches were extinguished, and even the ashes were cold.

Xu Pei told him in his suicide note that let him live well and have a look at the new world.

The future world may be different from them. People who encounter the same feelings as them may have a way to live.

"Yanfeng, I have something for you." Si qiongzhi said, "it's from ape. He gave it to me before. I'll transfer it to you now."

Ruan Yanfeng suddenly looked at her. There seemed to be a ray of light in his gray eyes.