Chapter 1514

Human instinct is to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

When some memories are too painful, they will hide them and lose them on the surface of the memory.

But it still exists.

Open the cover of the surface layer and have a panoramic view of the inside.

The governor was excited by the word "no longer love her" from the governor, and suddenly remembered why he loved Fangfei so much.

"... once I walked along the ridge alone. At that time, there were factories and farmland where we were stationed, and the street was not far away.

I walked to a place and smelled the fragrance of Sophora japonica. That kind of flower is very fragrant. I'm a little hot. I saw a row of houses. It's a big factory.

At that time, I thought there should be a small shop over there to buy some water to drink. Unexpectedly, after taking a few steps, I saw a little girl, about two or three years old, standing under the eaves playing.

I thought at that time, the child is very cute. Why is there no adult around? Just then, there was a loud noise and a fire broke out everywhere.

I watched the child being hit by the fallen eaves, leaving only one hand exposed and playing with a wool ball in his hand. " Si dujun road.

Si Xingpei said, "that should be the factories of the Xu and Ruan families. How could a good textile factory explode?" "The machines of that era were all trendy things. They were sold by foreigners. They were expensive and unsafe. Who knows what equipment they used? Anyway, it was very explosive. I was too close, and I was deaf for nearly half a month and kept in bed. I said I couldn't remember that time all the time

Things. " The superintendent sighed.

Ears can not hear, that memory is always vague.

The superintendent was depressed at that time. Coupled with the deafness caused by the explosion, he was ill for a long time.

When his ears recovered, he suddenly found that it was such a beautiful thing to hear, so he cheered up.

The Suzhou government dealt with the Xu and Ruan bombings. There was nothing wrong with the garrison, and the supervisor army was not involved from beginning to end.

The short-term memory before hearing loss is more like being erased.

"... when I first lost my hearing, I dreamed of the child every day. In my dream, I always grabbed the child's hand and dragged her out, but when I looked at it, there was only one bloody hand, and then I woke up.

I remember that there was a war in those years. When I returned to Yuecheng, I saw Fangfei at home alone. Everyone left. My wife 'left her'.

I hugged her, not a nightmare, not a broken arm, but a solid child. A heavy stone fell to the ground in my heart. That night, I finally got a solid sleep.

Later, I always preferred Fangfei because I thought she made up for my powerlessness when I was young. She is not just my daughter, but more like filling my regret. " Si dujun road.

Among his children, he is really biased towards Fangfei.

After he said it, he was silent for a long time.

Si Xingpei was also silent.

After a long time, the Secretary asked, "what happened later?"

"I don't remember." The superintendent said, "normal people suddenly lose their hearing. It's like being blind. What they see won't go into their memory. Later, I only remember to suppress the bandits. But it's autumn.

I don't remember what happened that summer. At that time, my ears were always uncomfortable. I certainly couldn't do anything evil. If I make a mistake, it's probably indifference that leads to other accidents. "

The period when he couldn't hear and the subsequent recovery period delayed a lot of official business.

He remembered the hard work of making up for his official duties.

Since official business can be delayed, so can other things.

If someone asked him for help at that time, he would probably ignore it.

"There should be more than that." The superintendent said, "but I tried my best. I really can't remember."

What you see but don't hear is not in your memory.

How to dig that memory is also blank.

"Then don't bother. I almost know. I'll deal with it. I'm not looking for you to recall the past."

The superintendent looked at him.

The secretary told the governor his plan.

The superintendent turned pale and said angrily, "you bastard! Use your family as bait. Can you save it in case of an accident? Just in case you don't understand?"

"It doesn't matter. Let the family see the world." Si Xingdao.

The governor is not a man afraid of hands and feet, but he is old and dare not take risks anymore.

"If the boat knows, don't be angry?" Si dujun road.

"She doesn't know." Si Xingpei said, "she needs to rest recently. Don't let her get involved in these things. I want to solve the matter as soon as possible and find out all the people behind, so that the light boat can be at ease for childbirth."

He was really angry this time.

It was not only Gu Qingzhou's accident, but also her worry.

If Gu Qingzhou is worried about someone like this, Si Xingyu will want to kill someone.

From then on, the world will be peaceful. This is the new life si xinglei wants.

"Abba, our father and son haven't suffered a loss in the situation like that in China. Now I'm in the light and people are in the dark. Is it difficult to be afraid of petty criminals and live in fear all day?" Si Xingdao.

Speaking of this, Si Xingpeng's voice dropped again: "since the other party counts you in, maybe there is a traitor in our family. Aren't you afraid that the person we trust is the black hand in the middle of the night?"

The superintendent suddenly shivered.

In this family, there are no less than 30 sergeants and no less than 20 ordinary male and female servants. They all brought them from China, all of whom are confidants.

These people have one characteristic: they have been around for a long time and are deeply trusted.

No matter who is an insider, it is easy to hurt the root of the Secretary's family.

"You're right." The tip of the governor's tongue was sharpened from his teeth, as if to sharpen his teeth and chew the ghost.

In this family, there are his son, daughter-in-law, daughter, grandchildren and a concubine.

The rest are his soldiers.

These people, who have been thinking about his future, have always believed in him.

No one can be sacrificed for nothing.

"Then do as you say. But you have to be careful." The superintendent said, "if there's something wrong, I'll break your leg first."

Si Xingpei: "

He's in his early thirties, and his father threatened the ten-year-old boy. It's a little embarrassing.

"Can you change some new words?" "How old are you? Do you still want to take your son's legs?"

Si dujun: "

Their father and son had a discussion. That night, an "urgent telegram" was sent from Nanjing. It was an old friend of the supervisor's army who was seriously injured.

The superintendent is going back to see the doctor.

The secretary arranged a plane to see him off.

After the supervisor left, Gu Qingzhou lay in bed and didn't move much. The children were handed over to the servant.

"Why did Abba suddenly return home?" Gu Qingzhou asked Si Xingyu, "did you arrange it?"

"No, it's his old subordinate. He was wounded in the chest and abdomen by a bullet. I don't know if he can save it. He went back to have a look. He planned to attend the funeral." Si Xingdao. Gu Qingzhou frowned slightly.