Yan Ziqing was distressed and helped her.

He took Xu Qizhen, who had vomited almost faintly, back to the car, drove the car out a little and just stopped at the door of a small shop.

"Wait a minute, I'll buy water." Yan Ziqing said.

He ran very fast, but in a moment he bought a bowl of water.

Xu Qizhen rinsed her mouth, which was a little better.

"Do you want to take a break, or should I drive you to the hospital now? I'll drive slowly." Yan Ziqing asked.

Xu Qizhen was powerless: "what hospital are you going to for carsickness?"

Yan Ziqing was worried.

She vomited so badly that she always had to check it out.

"What if it's not carsickness? You always say you want to get pregnant, what if you have a child?" Yan Ziqing said.

Xu Qizhen was stunned.

She didn't refuse to go to the hospital again, but she had to wait until the lump in her stomach rolled over.

When she went to the hospital for examination, Xu Qizhen found that Yan Ziqing guessed right.

Her vomiting and carsickness are on the one hand and pregnancy on the other.

"You are so sharp that you must have a fate with this child. I think it can survive." Xu Qizhen said with a smile that she was in a good mood.

Yan Ziqing took her hand and kissed the back of her hand several times.

Out of the hospital, he drove his car home slowly.

He took Xu Qizhen back to bed, sat next to her and kissed her lips: "Qizhen, I'm wrong. I apologize to you. I shouldn't go back on my word, let alone peep into your things. Keep all those letters and don't burn them."

Xu Qizhen smiled and patted the back of his hand.

The news of her pregnancy has not been notified to others, only to Yan Lao.

"Keep it a secret for three months." Xu Qizhen said, "my mother said that this is the rule of my hometown."

Yan Ziqing's hometown also has this rule, and Yan doesn't say anything anymore.

After Xu Qizhen became pregnant, she didn't deliberately stay in bed, because the doctor said that pregnant women had better move normally unless they became red.

She is still busy in the restaurant.

Yan Ziqing and Yan Lao didn't say anything. Yan Ziqing was afraid to quarrel with Xu Qizhen because of his guilty heart; And Yan Lao trusted Xu Qizhen. Besides, he was born in a poor family. He had seen a woman go to the ground to do farm work after seven or eight months of pregnancy. He was very calm about it.

And Xu Qizhen burned all those letters.

After burning, she stopped writing, but she always felt as if she was missing something.

She used to write once a week, but now she can't. after her habit was broken, she became at a loss.

She was frightened when she thought of her last pregnancy.

However, she didn't know how to say it, let alone to whom.

Such fear made her sleepwalk.

Yan Ziqing was startled by her and saw her spinning around the telephone in the living room alone. She recited Gu Shao's phone silently, but didn't call him.

She is very unhealthy.

Yan Ziqing decided to talk to her.

He told Xu Qizhen all about her sleepwalking last night, and then seriously asked her, "you still love him, don't you?"

Xu Qizhen was silent.

She bit her lower lip: "it's meaningless to say this. I can't turn back with him..."

"I know." Yan Ziqing said, "but you can't let go. It's not good for you. Pregnancy scares you, isn't it?"

Xu Qizhen nodded.

"Afraid of miscarriage like last time?" Yan Ziqing asked again.

Xu Qizhen still nodded.

"Last time was an accident, Qi Zhen. Accidents happen every day, but they don't necessarily repeat." Yan Ziqing said, "I'm by your side. I'll protect you this time."

Xu Qizhen clenched his hand.

A cold sweat came out of her palm.

Yan Zi dared not sleep in the clear night, because Xu Qizhen still sleepwalks and even talks in her sleep.

When she sleepwalked for the third time, she no longer revolved around the telephone, but shrank beside the cabinet and cried.

She cried and said something.

Yan Ziqing got close and heard her say, "no one loves me... I don't understand. How can I teach you that no man has ever loved me..."

He was stunned on the spot.

Yan Ziqing hugged her tightly, making her almost unbearable.

Xu Qizhen woke up confused.

She was frightened by herself and Yan Ziqing and panicked: "what are we doing?"

Yan Ziqing helped her to sit on the sofa and poured her another glass of water.

Xu Qizhen looked downstairs and said, "am I sleepwalking again? This is a little scary. Take me to see a doctor tomorrow."

Yan Zi nodded: "OK, let's go and have a look tomorrow."

The hospital has a psychiatric department, but Xu Qizhen is just pregnant and can't take medicine.

The doctor advised her to tell her heart knot.

Back home, Yan Ziqing talked with Xu Qizhen. He briefly told her what she said when she was sleepwalking: "you want to enlighten others..."

"It's a friend of mine. She called me when she was in love. When I said I couldn't handle it well, she was angry and said that I was selfish and I couldn't accompany her when she needed me. Up to now, she hasn't paid any attention to me, which is hard for me." Xu Qizhen said.

She said, looking up at Yan Ziqing: "do you say I need to send a telegram to her?"

Yan Ziqing said, "yes, step by step, untie this first."

Xu Qizhen sent a telegram.

That night, she did not sleepwalk again.

Later, she received a telegram from her friend from France. The telegram said that she didn't listen to Xu Qizhen's advice. Now she's not doing well, so she didn't dare to contact her.

The friend also said that she will soon return home and will pass by Singapore to see Xu Qizhen.

Although Xu Qizhen was a little worried about her, she was relieved.

A few days later, when she went to the hospital for examination again, the doctor said that the fetus grew up a little, she and the child were very healthy, and Xu Qizhen's expression was very happy at that time.

These two knots are solved.

What she never said was also her greed - she hoped that her marriage could be not only redemption, but also love.

She wants someone to love her.

Yan Ziqing decided to invite her to dinner.

"Let's choose a western restaurant and have dinner together. We always eat your dishes on weekdays and sometimes others." Yan Ziqing said.

Xu Qizhen was a little curious: "why is it so sudden?"

"Because I have something very important to tell you." Yan Ziqing said.

Xu Qizhen was puzzled.

For a moment, she really couldn't think of what Yan Ziqing was going to say. She is pregnant, and Yan Ziqing cannot leave her; She also burned Gu Shao's letter, and Yan Ziqing couldn't embarrass her any more.

Full of doubts, she followed Yan Ziqing to the restaurant.

Two people sat down, the lights were luxuriant, and Yan Ziqing suddenly looked at her and smiled.

Xu Qizhen had to smile and didn't know why.

"Qizhen, you are really beautiful." Yan Ziqing said.

Xu Qizhen smiled: "you are also very handsome."

"When I first saw you, you were wearing a white dress and your skin was snow-white. It was different from Nanyang girls. I had a lust at that time and thought I wanted to sleep with this woman." Yan Ziqing said. Xu Qizhen drank and almost choked to death when she heard this.