Chapter 1717

They wandered outside all day.

Gu Zhen summoned up the courage to face it several times and apologized to Luo, but she was too counselled and had stage fright in her heart.

She is not afraid of loneliness and difficulties, but of dealing with people.

She and Bai Xian are hanging out in the park.

The first month is still cold, the sun is thin, and there is almost no warmth. They sat down for a moment and Gu was frozen to dry.

She looked at the people around her and saw that he was still wearing a thin short coat. She sat on the stone stool downstairs all day. From winter to spring, she wanted to ask him, "aren't you cold?"

However, this is not appropriate.

What can I do if it's cold?

He's just a nobody, and he's not going to spy on her himself. Can he find a shelter from the wind because of the cold?

He lives in this world, I'm afraid he can't help it more than Gu Yao.

Gu Qian stood up and said, "let's go."

It's warm to walk.

Bai Xian said, "don't your feet hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt or tired. Let's go." Gu Chen said.

He has been watching for more than three months, rain or shine, and has helped her many times.

She doesn't know his name yet.

"What's your name?" Gu Chen suddenly asked.

Bai Xian paused.

He didn't want to tell Gu Chen his ironic name, so he said, "my name is stone."

Gu Zhen smiled: "stone? What's your last name?"

Bai Xian was silent.

Gu Chen said, "it's hard to say. That's all right. My name is Gu Chen. Gu pan Shenghui has different opinions."

Bai Xian only thought she spoke very well and looked very educated, but she panicked inexplicably in her heart.

Isn't it a cloud of white clouds?

Which word is that?

"How to write?" He asked.

Gu Chen was about to say it when he suddenly remembered that he said he didn't know the word. He subconsciously bit his lip and felt that he had said another stupid word.

She seems to be showing off on purpose, although she usually introduces herself like this.

She drew on the ground with her toes.

Bai Xian remembered that there were a few more strokes.

"Nice name. Who gave it to you?" He asked.

Gu said, "my biological father, I don't know. My mother used to be an aunt of a large family. Later, when the family went down, my legal sister gave severance pay, and we went back to the countryside. She said that my biological father took it. I don't know. I haven't seen him."

Bai Xian listened carefully.

Every word of her seemed to be engraved in his heart.

Gu Chen also asked him, "are your parents still alive?"

Bai Xian: "I don't know."

Gu Chen looked at him.

Bai Xian: "I was left in the welfare hall since I was a child. I was not raised by my parents."

Gu Chen's face was a little pale.

She smiled awkwardly. "I'm sorry. Look at me. I'm terrible stupid today. I'm wrong in every question."

Bai Xian shook his head: "what can you hide? You didn't offend me. In this world, it's good to be left in the welfare hall. At least you can survive. It's terrible to be left on the roadside."

Gu Chen had to smile awkwardly.

She casually asked Bai Xian, "are you married?"

Bai Xian felt as if he heard the sound of something breaking, which pulled him back to reality from his dream. He was silent for a few seconds before he said, "I'm not married, but there's someone..."

Gu's fingers curled up involuntarily, and she held them tightly.

Bai Xian continued, "I will marry her in the future."

"That's the fiancee." Gu's voice was much lighter. "It's good. Two people can finally become a family together. It's a good thing to live in peace."

Bai Xian made a sound.

Until dusk, Gu said he would sneak back to the newspaper to get his bag.

The key to her front door is still in the bag.

Colleagues have been off work one after another. Several of them saw her coming and saw her drooping her head. They were embarrassed to make fun of her and just said hello.

Gu Chen took the bag and left.

Bai Xian was in a bad mood after he told Gu Qian about himself, especially after "getting married". He changed shifts with his companions and left in a muddle.

He went to the back door of the song and dance hall. Every bone on his body seemed to be filled with cold wind, and his skin and flesh would be frozen to death.

He was cold, almost unbearable.

It seems that he has never been so cold in his life. He took off the scarf, wrapped it around his waist, sneaked to the stairwell and stuffed it into the quilt.

The words he said to Gu Chen echoed in his ears, and his viscera were empty.

He used to think that there was a gap between himself and her between "Gu" and "Yun". He learned that the distance was a little closer.

Now he knows that there are "looking forward to the bright future" and "different opinions". Let alone writing, he has never heard of it.

He sat down against the wall in silence.

At the moment, the song and dance hall is still open. Occasionally someone will pass by and call him "Bai Xian, come back so early?"

He was really not in the mood to listen to people, so he had to climb up the roof alone.

Sitting on the roof of the cold wind, he heard the voice of the singing girl on the stage.

It's haoxue.

He didn't like haoxue when he was a child.

Haoxue was also called Sanya at that time. Gu Lingjing was weird and often opposed him.

Later, she said that he always ignored her. She played tricks on him to attract his attention.

After he was twelve years old, he was tall enough to be an adult. Although he was still young, he could help others do things - serious things, not petty theft.

The children of welfare hall are either adopted or have to pay their own food expenses from the age of six. No matter how you do it, you have to pay every day.

Bai Xian thought that he needed to find a way out in the future, so he helped with some chores from the age of six and handed them to the welfare hall. He could save some secretly.

He is not greedy. He only hides a little at a time, so that people can't see it. He kept his secret until he was fourteen and his money disappeared.

He saved enough for several years to buy a train ticket and a set of clothes to leave Shanghai, and rent a house for a month in other places to make a foothold and change his face.

The money was lost, but the people of the welfare hall found that his hiding was more terrible, so he didn't dare to open it.

I think he stole his money secretly for a few days.

That day, while haoxue was sleeping, he sneaked into the girl's dormitory. In order not to wake her up, he quietly felt under her pillow.

Not found, he suspected that she was hiding under the quilt in the bed.

He climbed up.

Haoxue, who was sleeping soundly, suddenly opened her eyes. She put her arms around his neck, caught him off guard, pulled him onto herself and kissed him.

It was the first time he kissed a girl.

Haoxue didn't know what to eat at night. The taste in his mouth was very heavy and strange. He wasn't excited. In retrospect, he was a little disgusting.

The next day haoxue said to him, "let's leave the welfare hall and give them your money, even if you redeem us. After you go to my bed, I'll be your man, and you'll be responsible for me."

All his years of hard work were destroyed by haoxue's hand.

They paid the money and were released from the welfare hall.

If they don't go, haoxue is likely to be sold to the hall. He gives haoxue a choice, although it is only between singer and geisha.

It's still different.

Haoxue also knew about it, but she never thanked him. When she was in the welfare hall, she would vent her anger about life on other children younger and weaker than her. Now she has given it all to Bai Xian.

Two people do not know words, almost no way out. He still has the feeling of kissing snow and even living with him in the future.

Haoxue will never give herself to him. She often said, "women can sell money for the first time. Are you worthless? When I want to leave in the future, use it for a sum of money, which will be enough for us to buy ten mu of land! Ten mu of land, stone, both of us

Completely changed and became a landlord. "

He didn't insist.

He knows that he is abusive, and he knows that people like him are lucky to marry a good trick girl, not to mention haoxue?

Haoxue always controls him, and he doesn't resist.

He went to bed first, no matter what.

He was wrong first, so he had to bear the consequences. Haoxue beat him and scolded him. He thought it was right. He felt very painful and numb in his heart.

It is common for children who grow up in welfare hall to beat and scold.

It's just that he lives in the mud. Why does God want him to smell the flowers? In his ear, Gu's soft voice will ring out: "Gu, who looks forward to Shenghui, has different opinions."