The weather in early autumn is very good. It has been sunny for days and people are in good spirits.
Gu Chen's footsteps are heavy.
She can't lift herself up these days.
Another colleague resigned.
This colleague is changing a newspaper office and feels that the current newspaper office has no future.
The landlady didn't say anything.
Who knows this day, my former colleague arrived near the newspaper office and just stopped Gu Chen.
"Miss Gu, we still lack a compiler. You've always been safe. I'd like to recommend you. I've just passed by and I'm not familiar with my place. If you go, we'll still know each other." The colleague laughed.
This colleague is a man in his thirties. He is also very decent on weekdays and has a good relationship with Luo Zhubi.
The reason why he is interested in Gu Chen is that Luo repeatedly told him to take care of Gu Chen before he went to the front line.
Gu Chen is not with Luo.
After Bai Xian disappeared, Luo Zhubi pursued her for several months and showed his sincerity. The more serious he was, the more intolerable Gu was. He simply told him that he had someone in his heart and couldn't accept other feelings for the time being.
Later, Luo Zhubi went to the front line with his boss to be a war reporter.
He asked Gu Chen, "if I can come back alive, will you give me another chance?"
Gu Chen was very sad at that time.
What do you want her to say?
Say no?
Is she going to curse Luo Zhubi for not coming back?
So she said, "OK. If you can come back alive, we'll talk about it."
"Then don't get married before this. Don't cut off my hope." Luo Zhubi said.
Gu Chen nodded.
This man loves her so much that he would rather gamble on life and death.
At dinner the other day, Bai Xian asked her: have you made a boyfriend?
She wanted to ask: do you want to pursue me?
But this problem, she can't promise others. If he said "yes", then she would tell him that at least she had to wait until Luo Zhubi came back alive. When the war was over, she personally refused Luo Zhubi.
If he says "no", isn't she amorous?
She has always been thin skinned. She can't think of such embarrassment. She didn't say these secrets.
She and Bai Xian are like two strangers. In the past, he followed her every day. It was Hongmen's task and Zhang Xinmei's entrustment.
Didn't he never show up again?
If he had a heart to pursue her, it would not disappear so completely.
In the final analysis, there is only such a little place in the French concession.
"... Miss Gu." The colleague called her again, "what's up, Miss Gu?"
Colleagues found her distracted.
She's always in a trance recently. She seems to have a lot of things in her heart. She is too inside show, even if there is a secret, she will not talk to her colleagues, and it is inconvenient for colleagues to ask more. "I shouldn't work in another place." Gu said, "I want to go back to the countryside. If I have a chance in the future, I also want to write articles for the newspaper and be the lead writer of a column. You know my writing style, I think I can do it. If you can see the new newspaper
People, it's more than one network. I'll be able to make a living in the future. I'd still like to thank you. "
The colleague thought, "it's not easy for everyone in such years. Well, let me tell my friend, have dinner tomorrow night?"
Gu Kun said good.
At dinner the next day, my colleague specially called a female colleague of the new newspaper to avoid Gu Chen's prudence.
Unexpectedly, the female colleague likes to have a drink.
Gu Zhen asked for help, and her female colleague was forthright. She had to clink her glasses with her.
After two drinks, she knew it was not very good because her brain was dizzy.
My colleague was sorry: "Miss Gu, I didn't expect you to drink so badly. Why don't you refuse?"
Gu is not very good at evasion.
She said to her colleagues, "please call me a rickshaw."
Over there, before dinner was finished, the female colleague had not enjoyed herself. She complained that Gu Chen was in the way, and her colleagues were not good. She left her new colleague to see Gu Chen off, so she had to call a car for her.
At the gate of the alley, Gu Chen still knows to pay.
But as soon as she got out of the car, she took a few steps, and her drink capacity was completely revealed. As she walked, she flopped down on her knees.
The knee knocked on the floor tile of the alley with a crisp sound. The rickshaw driver who had not gone far hurt for her.
He wanted to go up and help. He felt that the woman was drunk. He was afraid it was not a good thing. He didn't want to get into trouble, so he had to turn and run away, pretending not to see it.
Gu Kun was on the ground for a long time and couldn't get up.
She struggled twice. When she was ready to make her third effort, a dark figure blocked the light.
Then the shadow leaned over and picked her up.
Gu is a little unknown, but she doesn't struggle and feels safe from her subconscious mind.
She let the man send her back to the house.
Bai Xian never expected to see her drunk again.
He knew for the first time that she could drink.
He carefully held her, found the key from her bag, opened the door and put her on the bed.
She fell asleep after she fell asleep.
Bai Xian took off her shoes and wanted to draw water to wipe her face, but he was afraid that something would wake her up.
He just helped her pull the quilt.
There was no light in the room. He stood in the dark. His eyes adapted to the light and could see her clearly.
He slowly sat down beside her bed.
His heart beat hard and his breathing was hot and rapid.
He wanted to reach out and touch his sweetheart's face. Only in such a dark night, when she slept ignorant, could he dare to be so presumptuous.
I can't hold down my thoughts together.
His fingers fell slowly on her cheek.
Her cheeks were cool and her skin was smooth.
His heart lake surged and the waves beat layer by layer. He clearly heard his heartbeat.
Touch gave him courage.
He didn't restrain himself. Finally, he bent over and touched her lips gently with his lips.
He heard the roar of the sea, the wind passing through the forest on the high mountain, and the Horseshoes in the snow - all the shocking sounds.
This is the blood boiling all over him.
He got a kiss from his sweetheart, a shallow, unwitting kiss.
Even if you die, you will have comfort in your life and die well.
He walked out of her room in silence and dared not stay any longer.
His heart was joyful, but when the wind outside blew, he bowed his head again, adding guilt to his joy.
Did he despise her for his own selfish thoughts, or did he molest her?
He felt that no matter how he changed his face, the filth of the lower class flowed in his bones.
He hurried away, trying to find a safe haven for his indecency.
Gu Chen doesn't know all this.
She didn't even know how she got home.
After getting off the rickshaw, her memory seemed to be broken.
Because she felt safe, she let herself lose her mind.
"Why do you feel safe? Did I enter the house at that time?" She asked herself in a muffled voice.
Her bag was on the table, her keys were next to her, and her shoes were neatly on the ground.
None of this is like what a drunk person can do.
She remembered the shadow.
"Is it a dream or is it true?" She asked herself.
Yesterday, was it true that someone came and sent her home?
None of these can be tested.
Gu Zhen cleaned up and went to the newspaper.
Unexpectedly, the landlady came early.
Gu Zhen thought she was still a little time, but things were earlier than she expected.
The newspaper finally couldn't make it.
"I'm sorry for you." The landlady said, "I have to go back to the countryside for refuge. This money is your two-month salary. I have only so much."
Everyone has an envelope on their desk with their respective salaries in it.
Gu Chen took it and found it very thick.
It's not just two months' salary.
Gu Qian opened it quietly while cleaning up and found that it was a full three-month salary.
The landlady is ready to go downstairs.
She stopped the landlady. The landlady knew what she was going to say, so she clenched her hand and shook her head at her gently. "Do you want to go back to the countryside, too? It's hard to walk on the road. You're a young girl. You need to be careful everywhere and spend more money. I can't help you, myself
Take care. " Gu's tears fell: "landlady, take care of yourself. When peace comes in the future, we should exchange information and report peace."