This year, Gu Kun and Bai Xian had a big lunch with fish and meat on the fiery Mid Autumn Festival.

Neither of them spoke.

After dinner, Bai Xian said he was going to wash the dishes. Gu Chen didn't stop him and went back to his room.

She also has to write some articles for the newspaper in exchange for living expenses.

She has written the last two articles and is polishing them.

Unexpectedly, someone knocked on the courtyard door and said something to her in his hometown dialect.

Gu Qian hurried out to open the door.

Bai Xian is still in the kitchen, sitting on a small bench washing dishes. He hears the sound and listens attentively.

Then he heard a man say in Mandarin: "Miss Gu, this is really your home. It's not easy to find you!"

Bai Xian suddenly stood up.

Gu is also stunned.

It's Luo.

She never expected that she would see Luo Zhubi so soon.

She was stunned and didn't know what to say for a moment.

"You..."

"I came back from the front line in advance. I arrived in Shanghai that day and you just left that day. I learned your address after asking a lot of people.

It's hard to walk on the road. I've only been on the train for five days and I didn't arrive until today. " Luo was a little excited. "I'm back alive, Miss Gu."

Gu Chen was tongue tied.

She sent the villagers away and asked Luo Zhubi to enter the yard.

As soon as Luo Zhubi came in, he was surprised to see Bai Xian standing at the door of the kitchen.

He looked at Gu Chen and Bai Xian, and wanted to ask.

Gu Zhen thought of Bai Xian's box of money and thought that he was really just hiding by sending her away. Her heart was very cold. Therefore, she said, "the ninth master sent someone to send me. Come in."

Luo Zhubi's heart has been sinking.

He entered the house.

Bai Xian followed in.

Seeing that Bai Xian was always there and it was not easy for him to go out, Gu Zhen took Luo Zhubi to her parents' room, casually found a stool for him to sit on, and then came out to pour water.

Bai xianding looked at her and shouted, "Miss Gu."

Gu Chen just went to pour water and ignored his words.

She went into the kitchen and took a cup of tea. As soon as she poured half a cup, her hand was clenched.

Bai Xian's face was not good-looking, and she clung to her hand: "Miss Gu..."

Gu Chen couldn't get away and said, "I told you before, he... Do you remember?"

Bai Xian certainly remembers.

He asked Gu whether she had a boyfriend. She said she did and went to the front

He thought that in such an era, when he went to the front line, he could be separated from heaven and man forever.

He also thought that after returning to the countryside, it was only a matter of level between him and Gu, and there was no other barrier

Despair is a snare that traps him to death. He can't breathe.

His breathing was short and heavy. Looking at Gu, he had a ruthless way to destroy the boat: "Miss Gu..."

As soon as he was so distracted, Gu Kun pulled back her hand, and her wrists were pinched red by him.

Gu Kun poured water and brought it to Luo's main pen.

She said a few words with Luo Zhubi, and Bai Xian rushed in.

He pulled Gu out.

He locked the door of the guest room and pushed Gu to her own room.

Gu was stunned: "what are you doing?"

But he suddenly picked Gu up.

Gu Kun fell into his bed after a whirl.

Bai Xian lives and presses her down.

The air in Gu's lungs seemed to be squeezed out by him, and his face turned red.

Bai Xian's eyes were almost bloody.

He looked at Gu Chen: "Miss Gu, you kill me!"

Gu's Qi and blood were not even, and there was the sound of Luo's pen knocking on the door. She tried to push him away and get up, but the man on her seemed to weigh a thousand kilograms.

His tears fell on her face.

Repeat: "kill him!"

"What's the matter with you?" Gu was frightened by him. "Why should I kill you? Let me go first."

"Because I can't." He said, "unless you kill me!"

Then his lips fell down.

Gu's mind is blank.

He kissed her fiercely, almost with the force of biting, trying to crush her and melt her into his body.

He used to think that there were other possibilities. He didn't necessarily have to live and die because of her.

Until this moment, when Luo Zhubi came to the door, he clearly knew that without her, he would have to die.

He really doesn't deserve her, but he has no way to go.

He wants her.

He no longer stole a skimming kiss from her sleep, but completely depended on her lips and teeth.

His own tears, mixed with salt and moisture, added endless sadness to the kiss.

He didn't know when he had let her go.

Gu Chen sat up and wept constantly.

She didn't go out immediately, and the voice of Luo Zhubi outside stopped.

Luo Zhubi has long known that she likes that man. At first, she stood at the entrance of the dark alley and watched him run close before she refused to go back.

She fell in love with the man, but lost him.

When he saw Bai Xian, he knew he had no chance at all.

He didn't wait for Gu to say anything, let alone drink a sip of water. He picked up his luggage and said only one sentence: "I see, I'll go."

A few days of running, a cavity of love, have become a tragedy.

Luo Zhubi walked out of her yard and couldn't lift his legs.

And Gu Kun didn't catch up.

She didn't pretend to give it away, because Luo Zhubi didn't need her to do so.

She had promised him only because she was afraid that it would be unlucky for him to go to the battlefield.

She slowly locked the gate.

From the morning till now, everything seemed like a dream, and she was a little confused herself.

Bai Xian stood in the threshold of the main room and looked at her with tears on his face.

After she entered the door, he hugged her from behind: "don't drive me away! Scold me and hit me. I'm not afraid. Don't drive me away!"

He put his arms around her so hard that she couldn't escape.

Gu's tears fell like rain.

She choked and couldn't make a sound.

On the night of the Mid Autumn Festival, she and Bai Xian were in their own rooms.

Gu Chen sits alone, and Bai Xian has no sleep.

"Don't do this to me..." Her heart begged, "when you left, I was seriously ill. If it's just to stay, if you can't go back to Shanghai, just tell me, don't do this to me..."

She managed to stop her tears and shed them again.

In my heart, there are ups and downs of unprovoked sadness and unprovoked joy, and there is no stop.

The next day, it was daybreak. She opened the door and came out. She saw Bai Xian standing at the door.

His body tightened and looked at her with more tension.

Gu Kun didn't sleep all night. His voice was hoarse: "can you help me carry water? I have to wash the sheets in the morning."

Bai Xian's eyes lit up a little.

"Miss Gu..."

"If you don't want to go, I won't." Gu's voice was lower, "just... Don't do that in the future..."

Bai Xian stepped back.

He still doesn't deserve it.

He can't care about any sadness for a long time. He is satisfied to stay here.

"Miss Gu, I deserve to die." He said, "I'll fetch water."

He went out happily. Gu Chen took down both himself and his sheets and put them in the yard.