Mrs. Yan fulfilled her greatest wish.
Su Shang's marriage has been settled, and she has also received a generous dowry. Someone will protect her in the future. Even if she divorces Yan Kai, she will have money.
The biggest worry in her heart is death. Mrs. Yan dreams all night.
For a moment, she dreamed that when she was young, she stood on the balcony on the second floor of her home and shouted, "Xu Pei!"
Xu Pei is a gentle and shy boy. He knows girls' thoughts best. He stood under the tree, the mottled sun fell on his face, and his hair and eyelashes were covered with gold by the sun, showing a light golden yellow.
He smiled and the whole person was shining.
That's the person she dreamed of all her life.
She knew he didn't like girls and knew his pain, but she just fell in love with him, plunged into it and refused to look back.
Later, she obeyed her father's arrangement and married Chen Ding.
In the dream, Chen Ding, like a monster with a dark shadow and a bloody smell, knocked her down.
She was so desperate and painful.
She was pregnant with her eldest son and thought it was over, but lingchi never disappeared.
Chen Ding really loved making out with her in the first few years of marriage. She refused. He thought she was shy and would only be more determined.
When her second son Chen Guyue turned one year old and Chen Ding came to her room again, she stabbed him with scissors.
Since then, Chen Ding hated, humiliated and even beat her as soon as he saw her.
The reason why she was in poor health was that she was beaten a lot. Once, Chen Ding kicked her severely and stabbed her lungs after her ribs were broken.
Chen Guyue, the second son, grew up slowly. She could not only please Chen Ding, but also know how to protect her mother. Only then did her life return to calm. Chen Ding no longer punches her and doesn't think much of her.
Then her brother was promoted.
That year, when Chen Guyue was eight years old, Mrs. Chen had the confidence to make trouble with Chen Ding several times and stabbed Chen Ding again. Chen Ding did not dare to stab him back. Mrs. Chen knew that he was a bully.
Since then, the relationship between her and Chen Ding has become worse. Chen Ding is afraid of her and learns to be patient and respectful to her, even afraid to refute her decision.
Because her brother is Chen Ding's immediate boss.
During the war of resistance against Japan, her brother was a prisoner of the Japanese. Half a month after his capture, he was brutally killed. In order to avenge her uncle, Chen Guyue attacked the Japanese army to the death and was finally hit by artillery.
Although she lost her son and brother, she and Chen Ding have played a role in mutual checks and balances for more than ten years. Chen Ding doesn't dare to belittle her easily, and fear of her has become a habit.
She has had a hard life.
Fortunately, there was a vegetarian quotient later.
Su Shang is a small cotton padded jacket. Since she came to her side, it was like a thirsty person seeing water. Su Shang accepted and appreciated Mrs. Chen's love, which also made Mrs. Chen feel that her feelings were not wasted.
Especially after Gu Yue's death, Su Shang became her only one.
Her life is too hard. Up to now, she has experienced war and fled many times. Her physical function has endured to the extreme and can't endure any more.
After settling down, Su Shang asked for nothing else and was in a trance day by day.
Just in June, Mrs. Chen didn't know many people.
During this time, Chen sushang and Yan Kai have been living in the Chen family. Once Yan Kai came back with a strong fragrance, which is used by Chen Haoyue.
Chen sushang smelled it and was very insensitive.
Xu Qizhen also visited Mrs. Chen several times. Mrs. Chen was awake and didn't know who Xu Qizhen was or who Su Shang was. She just took Chen Su Shang's hand and asked "Qi Zhen, when does Xu Pei leave school?"
On June 15, Mrs. Chen suddenly came back and woke up.
It was evening and the sun was setting.
She said to Chen Su, "it's warm outside, isn't it?"
"It's not just warm, it's very hot." Chen Su business road.
"You help me to sit in the yard."
Chen sushang called Yan Kai and asked him to take a cushion. She personally helped Mrs. Chen and helped her to the yard.
Mrs. Chen sat under the tree, looked at the sunset like a fire in the sky and took a deep breath: "I seem to smell the fragrance of flowers."
Yan Kai hurriedly said, "Mom, that's xianghuili."
"It smells good. There are no such flowers in Nanjing." Mrs. Chen said.
She had no strength to explain or tell anything. She did not look at Chen sushang and Yan Kai, nor did she let them live a good life in the future.
She just looked at the horizon for a long time and suddenly said to Chen Su, "I dreamed of Xu Pei again last night, and your eldest brother and second brother. Many of them are there. If I go, they will take care of me."
Chen Su Shang said, "definitely." "... Xu Pei is the most careful person I've ever met. He always cares for others. He knows what you think, fear and hope. He is naturally sharper than others, so he has a lot of pain in his heart that others can't understand." Mrs. Chen again
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Yan Kai knew that Xu Pei was his second uncle who had died for many years, and sighed in his heart.
Ruan Yanfeng lived alone for half his life, because no one can replace Xu Pei. Without Xu Pei, others can no longer enter their own hearts.
So is Mrs. Chen.
She was even worse because Xu Pei had never loved her, hugged her or kissed her. Her love is a bitter single lovesickness.
"Su Shang, don't be sad." Mrs. Chen looked back at her daughter, "you see, how beautiful the sunset is. Mom has seen everything and has no regrets."
"Yes." Chen Su said, "I'm not sad, mom. You live a hard life, I know. It's a good thing to go. If you're free, you can reunite with your eldest brother and second brother. I have Yan Kai and master. Don't worry about me."
Yan Kai looked at her.
His heart was sour by her words, and he didn't feel it for a reason.
She's a little pathetic.
Mrs. Chen nodded happily, "OK."
That night, Chen sushang kept his eyes open and his tears flowed.
Yan Kai was lying in the same bed with her. He felt it and held her in his arms.
At dawn in the morning, Chen sushang got up and went to Mrs. Chen's room.
Mrs. Chen, with her eyes closed and a faint smile on her lips, has gone.
Chen sushang sat down on the ground with tears like broken beads. She seemed to hold her breath for a long time, and she cried loudly.
The cry was shrill.
Yan Kai's eyes were so hot that she couldn't help her, so she had to pick her up.
From Mrs. Chen's death to the funeral, it will be completed in three days.
The Chen family buried her in a cemetery on the outskirts of Singapore.
Chen sushang cried badly at that time, and soon recovered her composure afterwards.
She packed up her things silently and moved away several important things from Mrs. Chen.
She followed Yan Kai back to Yan's house.
In the evening, she said to Yan Kai, "thank you for being with my mother and letting her go so peacefully."
"Yes, she is my mother-in-law." Yan Kai said. He still wanted to comfort her for a few more words, but he heard Chen Su's business way: "Yan Kai, I'm leaving too."