Zhang Nian's eyes were red, and the feeling of suffocation tore her heart.
"There are so many things between us. Even though I still love them, I can't get close to you Because I'm so tired. " Zhang Nian looked at Chu Zixiao and slowly turned to face her. After a self mockery at the corner of his mouth, the tears were boiling down.
"Not every fairy tale has a happy ending, and not every love has a result." Zhang Niang sniffed and laughed, even with tears. "Isn't someone investigating online that 95% of first love is fruitless? You and Jianmo, you do to me... "
When the words fell, Zhang Nian felt heartache.
Originally, she can face him to become alienated and indifferent, but can not stop that love his heart.
This is the end of this relationship
She thought that even if she was sad, she would become indifferent because of those bad things.
But it turns out that she forgot the human heart. If it was filled with another person, it would be pulled out with blood
Chu Zixiao's face gradually cracked open, he looked at Zhang Nian, came forward, gently raised his hand to wipe the tears on her face.
"I don't want such a result." Chu Zixiao's voice was filled with a trace of sadness, "at the beginning, I couldn't see it clearly, but now it is Zhang Nian, I don't mind the hardships of this road, but I want a chance. "
Zhang Nian couldn't help but shed tears. She was choking with pain.
"No!" Zhang Nian closed his eyes and squeezed out all the tears in his eyes.
She kept shaking her head, even if the heartache was suffocating.
Chu Zixiao embraces Zhang Nian and encircles her body fiercely, as if to rub her into his body.
"At the beginning, I will not apologize, after all, I am angry and disgusted under such circumstances." Chu Zixiao's eyes were scarlet. "However, I ignored that you are also a victim. I didn't take into account your feelings. Even, you suffered twice as much as I did..."
The voice of Chu Zixiao is full of sorrow and regret.
If it is not because of the persistence of foam, if not because of the anger of that night, he and Zhang Nian may start slowly, everything can be quiet.
But what happened, whether he or Zhang Nian, could not be changed.
Even though he can guess the answer, he doesn't want to face
So he was struggling.
"At that time, I was also a victim. Now I don't have a chance. How cruel to me?" Chu Zixiao asked sadly, "and how innocent are we?"
Zhang Niang kept crying. In the embrace of Chu Zixiao, her tears seemed to burst the dike, and the dead force was pouring out.
Once upon a time, she was so extravagant about this embrace.
She had fantasized that if she was held in her arms by Chu Zixiao, she would be able to faint happily
Green onion's love, the girl to love all dreams, she has done in Chu Zixiao.
Because of all these dreams, when she woke up, she found how vulnerable her strength was.
"We are not wrong, but the time is always unable to get fit..." Zhang Nian endure also want to hold Chu Zixiao's impulse, she knows, this moment, she wants to muddle, will only let himself and he will be more painful.
Wrong, time can be fixed Chu Zixiao clenched his teeth. "If you miss it, you can wait. You can look back How can we know that it's always wrong if we don't try hard? "
Zhang Nian was already sobbing, "there's no way..." She suddenly pushed away Chu Zixiao vigorously, "can you return me a father? Can you stop my mother from lying in bed all year round? No way
Zhang Nian roared, "Chu Zixiao, you are not me. You don't know how embarrassed I am in the middle I even thought, if it wasn't my unreasonable request, if it wasn't for my so-called dream, if it wasn't for the play, would I be happier today? "
She laughed at herself and said, "but how can there be a if? Everything has happened, and we are powerless to change... " Zhang Nian wiped his tears. "Once upon a time, there were so many problems between Jian Mo and Gu Beichen, but they were in love, so they had to overcome them. What about us? No, how can we go through the thorns together without being deeply impressed? "
"Now we can write our own unforgettable memories!" Chu Zixiao roared.
Zhang Niang shook his head. "You don't understand Only when there is no impurity between each other at the beginning, can it be unforgettable. There is a gap between us. How can we portray each other's bones and remember each other's hearts? "
A question, let Chu Zixiao only feel weak.
He understood all that Zhang Nian said, because he understood, he was more powerless.
"They are all right..." Zhang Nian tried to smile, even though his nose was sour and astringent. "Maybe one day, I can forget my heart for you, and you can also find a quiet and your love We wish each other the best and keep our memories today. "Chu Zixiao's eyes are red, his mouth is moving, want to do something forcibly.
But at this moment, he couldn't move.
In front of Zhang Nian is so strong, he looked at her eyes, looked at the tears in her eyes, looked at the smile of her mouth, he could not use what to hurt the girl.
Winter night wind, mixed with bone piercing.
All of a sudden, across the face, and the tip of a small needle on the skin the same.
Can such pain, and how can compare to the pain of this moment in the heart?
From the beginning of his return to China, he made a mistake in dealing with Mo Mo's feelings, and finally extended the mistake to Zhang Nian.
He is innocent, but Zhang Nian is more innocent than him.
But now I understand that it's too late
Even if Zhang Nian is reluctant to be with him, she will not be happy and torment herself every day because of her behavior.
Is this what he can give for love?
With the original foam, can his love only bring harm?
No, it's not
He can give in and pay in silence, right?!
Not every relationship, he can do, only love but not under the sharp
Time, little by little.
The winter night is getting deeper and deeper, and the wind is more and more piercing.
Chu Zixiao leaned on the bus, smoking cigarettes, one by one. By the time Zhang Nian finished work, he had already fallen in front of his heel.
When Zhang Nian saw Chu Zixiao, his mood was complicated.
She didn't know what to do to push Chu Zixiao away completely
"You don't have a burden," Chu Zixiao saw Zhang Nian standing there still, gently opened his mouth, "in an awkward identity, send you the last time, OK?"
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