Page by page, that kind of uneasy and anxious under the worry mood, thoroughly reflected in the text.
Even, the characters at the back began to be scribbled, which clearly showed the writer's mood, and could not be calm at all. Even, it seemed that something was haunting the mind.
Today, I went to the cemetery and looked at the picture. It was so young and full of light. But at this moment, I could only print it on the tombstone in the black and white photos, standing in the wind, and no longer popular. It feels like a knife! I repented, but every time I repented, I didn't alleviate my guilt. More than that, I just wanted to cover up more powerless self blame and helplessness.
He Yining's breathing began to be short gradually, her hands began to tremble, and she did not dare to continue to turn down.
However, some things are not afraid of you, you can not face, often you know clearly should not continue, continue to bring you can not bear the consequences, but you still can not stop their own behavior.
Turn the page. It's blank.
In the middle there are traces of paper being torn off.
He Yining only felt that her breath was blocked, and the feeling of suffocation under the ups and downs of her mood made her leaning against the wall powerless.
Swallow again, why rather continue to turn down, with a few pages of blank let people's mood more and more depressed.
After a few more pages, there were words again.
I'm sorry, Yining. The wedding gift that dad was going to give you should be sealed. I don't know if you will find out. Even, I don't know if you will come with Li Yunze. I only hope that all the bad things will be borne by my father, and you can go on happily. For Li Yunze You are lucky to get it; I'm lucky to lose it!
He Yining eyebrows have frowned together, the feeling of tumbling in the chest, as if to break out of the cavity.
What's going on?
What makes dad so miserable?
What's the matter? It seems that dad doesn't want to let her know?!
He Yining continued to turn, but after that period of writing, there was no writing on many pages.
He Yining got up, looked at the several books still in it, put the "fifth" back in the safe, took the others and began to look through, trying to find some clues.
However, the front is basically a record of her growing up. In addition to her parents' worries about her growth, she is full of hope and beauty.
……
Jin looked at the time and saw that he Yining had gone to the office for nearly an hour and didn't come back. He frowned slightly.
“Boss!” When Lu fan saw that Jin shaosi was up, he also got up.
"I'll take a look at Yining," Jin shaosi glanced at Tan Zhonglang, sitting on the ridge. "Pay attention to Alan."
Lu Fan nodded, "I understand."
"Well." Jin shaosi took a slow step and went to the office building.
He was a little worried about Yining. He was afraid that she would be hurt.
However, he also knew that Yining needed independent space to commemorate the memory of the past.
Tomorrow she will get the certificate with Li Yunze. Only by letting her let go of the hidden guilt of the master and his wife's car accident can she be truly happy.
And he also believes that Yining can put down the past and walk forward bravely
After all, isn't that her?!
When Jin shaosi was halfway there, the mobile phone vibrated in his pocket.
Take out, see is Li Yunze, the corner of his mouth across a touch of sneer, "how?"
"Is eling ready?" Li Yunze asked, "OK, I'll go and pick her up."
"Li Yunze, so worried?" Jin shaosi snorted coldly.
"No," Li Yunze said quietly, "I just want to take her home with me. I will accompany her to get her official license tomorrow and go directly to the Civil Affairs Bureau."
"Li Yunze, don't you think it's hard to say that to me?"
"Oh, really?" Li Yunze slightly pick eyebrow, "that is sorry."
Jin shaosi slowly stopped and looked at the bright office building in front of him, and his eyes gradually deepened. "What about me, I advise you not to bully others too much, otherwise, I may disappear with Yining today..."
Li Yunze drooped his eyes and laughed, "Jin shaosi, such willful words can't really be said by you."
The ridicule made Jin shaosi feel a little uncomfortable. When he did this, he felt speechless. No wonder Li Yunze didn't find his words convincing.
"People can be self willed sometimes." Jin shaosi said with a smile, "once willful, I may have done something I would not normally do."
Li Yunze was stunned and frowned slightly. He could not bear to refute Jin shaosi's words.
He knew that if it wasn't for Jin shaosi's help, he might not have handled some things so quickly, nor would he have been so smooth with Yining.
Between men, do not need to say thank you, many things, do not need too many words."Have time for a drink?" Li Yunze said, "there are things, or need to be solved in a man's way."
Jin shaosi's eyes were deep and he didn't speak. After a while, he hung up the phone
Never, what he wanted to help was not Li Yunze, but for Yining.
Naturally, Li Yunze is clear about his ideas.
With a deep sigh, Jin shaosi walked to the office building
……
He Yining twisted her eyebrows and took out the last diary. She had no hope of finding the secrets mentioned in the "fifth" book.
Since Dad wants to leave a trace, how can she not?
However, with the agitation, the uneasiness in her heart seemed to be expanding exponentially. What's more, it seemed that a obsession was blocking her mind.
Clearly know that he should not continue, but as if there is something pulling her, can only continue.
Suddenly
There is something in the book slipped on the ground, why rather Leng next, close the book at the same time, squat down to pick up.
It was the paper torn from the book and folded in half.
He Yining doesn't have to think about it. It's the paper in the fifth.
Can not help swallowing down, why rather breath because of tension and become short.
She opened slowly
She did not know whether she was too nervous, or because of her subconscious emotional fear, just as the paper opened, she subconsciously closed her eyes.
When the front of a dark time, he Yining suddenly feel a little funny.
Take a deep breath, slowly open your eyes, drop your eyes, and your eyes fall on the paper
He Yining looked at the line by line. When she saw the back, she was trapped in a kind of unspeakable imprisonment. Her whole eyes were filled with resistance.
Even the hand holding the paper began to shake.
Until
She saw the last page, she looked at the words behind, breathing completely disordered, the whole face instantly fission fear.
"Ah --"
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