Zhang Nian looked at Qiao Jinnian and did not answer immediately.
After her mother left, she didn't come back to Los Angeles. She took a bus directly from Yuncheng and started a personal journey
She has been to the plateau, to the deep mountains, through the beautiful rape fields, and in the stilted building, leaning against the window, listening to the gurgling water, enjoying the early morning mist, the swallows in the mountains.
For a few months, she was making money and traveling
Once a teacher resigned and said: the world is so big that she wants to see it!
Zhang Nian was envious of such "capricious", and when he finally could do so, he realized that his life was full of unknown expectations.
It's just that the teacher found his partner in the journey.
One person's journey has become a road for two.
And she
Zhang Nian suddenly laughed, different from the previous love Chu Zixiao, that hesitant under the shy and love but not under the bitter.
It is also different from the helplessness and gratitude of Qiao Jinnian when he helped him before.
Geng Jia is different from Facing the sudden change of Zhangjia, my father and mother left one after another for several months.
Now Zhang Nian, in the journey to find their own positioning, but also more know, what do you want?
Life, perhaps in the loss of all, in order to have no turning back.
"Schoolmaster, you want to be with me..." Zhang Nian asked, "can you tell me what I look like in your impression?"
Qiao Jinnian laughed, "quiet but smart, generous but reserved, filial and tough Keep yourself clean. "
Listening to Qiao Jinnian boasting about himself, Zhang Nian began to laugh.
No one doesn't like to be praised, but when the praise is a little too much, it will feel a bit untrue.
"Schoolmaster, in your eyes Is there nothing wrong with me? " Zhang Nian asked calmly.
Qiao Jinnian was stunned and then said, "beauty is in the eye of the beholder I've tolerated all your bad points, haven't they? " His eyes were burning. "Besides, what's wrong with a girl like you?"
"What if I told you I wasn't as clean as you saw me?" Zhang Nian didn't pay attention to Qiao Jinnian's frown, but took back his eyes and looked at the front, "schoolmaster, I'm not a place I'm not as good as you think
"Xiaonian..." Qiao Jinnian frowned deeply when Zhang Nian said that he was not in the right place.
He didn't like her saying that.
"I didn't lie to you." Zhang Nian turned to Qiao Jinnian and said, "I'm not as good as you think. Although I'm not slovenly, I'm not here for the first time, do you mind?"
"I don't mind!" Qiao Jinnian's breath was a little rough, and said in a hurry.
Zhang Nian but a faint smile, "no, you care!"
"I don't care!" Qiao Jinnian's voice did not think at all, as if afraid to consider, there will be different answers.
"But I care!" Zhang Nian was very indifferent with a smile, "schoolmaster, my heart has been given to Chu Zixiao, and my body has also been given to him However, I can't be with him because of Zhang Jia's affairs. "
Qiao Jinnian's breathing began to become short of breath, and he felt an indescribable feeling gradually spread.
"Schoolmaster, are you sure you want a woman who doesn't belong to you physically and mentally?" Zhang Nian asked.
"I want it!" Qiao Jinnian said in a hurry.
However, he said so, but there is an indescribable mood in the flow, even though he tried to bear, suppress, but still leaked out.
"Schoolmaster, why deceive yourself?" Zhang Nian mercilessly exposed the things in Qiao Jinnian's heart: "you are clean, so you ask your other half to be the same, this is no problem The problem is, I knew Chu Zixiao earlier than you, and I couldn't help but have a relationship with him Although that night was an accident, I felt very happy. Because it's the best night of my life
Finally, he was able to face up to the events of that night. Even, Zhang Nian became very calm now.
Whether it's talking about Chu Zixiao, or thinking about the parents' leaving and the frustration of Zhangjia She can be treated as usual.
"Everyone has everyone's life. Naturally, parents want their children to have another half and not be alone. So When I'm dying, I want to trust you. " Zhang Nian said calmly, "you are a good man, but sometimes, it's not good We can be together. "
Qiao Jinnian's heart seemed to be torn open by Zhang Nian's peace. What he wanted to say, he found himself unable to say what?!
"Two people's lives are not bad, but one's life is not necessarily bad..." Zhang Nian laughed, smiling very quietly, "no matter Chu Zixiao, or you, I don't want it. Because, whether it is him or you, there are things between me that can't be melted away and can't be ignored. "After looking at Qiao Jinnian again, Zhang Nian withdrew his gaze and said, "I'm fine now For the moment, if you want to live your life freely, you don't need to think about other people's ideas. Just be happy Her eyes gradually became far-reaching, with a trace of mystery, "maybe, in the future, I can meet my final him, maybe, I will be such a person in my life In fact, no matter what, how can children know the joy of fish? "
"Xiaonian..."
"Schoolmaster!" Zhang Nian interrupted Qiao Jinnian's words and laughed at him, "today I promise you to come out for dinner or even come here for a walk I know, you're going to bring it up again, so I'm here. I come because I want to tell you, let's just If a friend can do it, if he can't, I'll think I don't know. "
"No!" Qiao Jinnian was in a hurry. "Xiaonian, I really don't care about your first time. You can't veto my future because of the past..."
"Then think of me as selfish." Zhang Nian obviously had no room for maneuver and said, "I'm going to make it clear to you today that we No way
After a deep look at Qiao Jinnian, she got up.
There is no more to say, turn around and go up from the side step
"Xiaonian..."
From behind came Qiao Jinnian's voice, but Zhang Nian did not stop.
Today, Qiao Jinnian may need to consider and digest.
However, she is not in this matter, for a clean person, even if he can forgive, it will become a wound in their later life.
She didn't want to become sharp because of this, so she was not afraid of how Qiao Jinnian looked at her and told her about that night
Just, she did not say, because of the father's design, but let him think that she climbed on the bed of Chu Zixiao!
Suddenly, Zhang Nian stopped
The line of sight falls on the person who just stops in the roadside car, for a time, forgets the response.
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