Chapter 1717

Zhang Nian looked at Qiao Jinnian and didn't answer immediately.

After her mother left, she didn't come back to Los Angeles. She took a bus directly from Yuncheng and began a personal trip

She has been to the plateau, to the deep mountains, through the beautiful rape fields, also in the hanging foot upstairs, leaning against the window, listening to the gurgling water, enjoying the early morning fog and the song of swallows in the mountains and forests.

For a few months, she made money and traveled

When a teacher resigned, she said: the world is so big, she wants to see it!

Zhang Nian envies that kind of "willfulness". Finally, when he can do so, he knows that the original life is full of unknown expectations.

But the teacher found his other half on the journey.

One person's journey has become a road for two people.

And she

Zhang Nian suddenly smiled, which was different from the shyness and bitterness of love when she liked Chu Zixiao before.

It is also different from Qiao Jinnian's helplessness and gratitude in the face of his help before.

It's different from... The sadness when my father and mother left one after another in the face of Zhangjia mutation.

Now Zhang Nian has found his position again during the journey and knows more about what he wants?

Life, perhaps after losing everything, can not turn back.

"Senior, you want to be with me..." Zhang Nian asked, "can you tell me what I look like in your impression?"

Qiao Jinnian smiled, "quiet but flexible, generous but reserved, filial piety, tenacity... Clean."

Listening to Qiao Jinnian praising himself, Zhang Nian laughed.

No one doesn't like to be praised, but when he praises a little too much, he will feel a little untrue.

"Senior, in your eyes... Is there nothing wrong with me?" Zhang Nian asked calmly.

Qiao Jinnian was stunned and then said, "beauty is in the eyes of lovers... I've tolerated your bad, haven't you?" his eyes were burning. "Besides, what makes me feel bad about a girl like you?"

"What if I tell you that I'm not as clean as you see?" Zhang Nian ignored Qiao Jinnian's slight frown and just looked back at the front, "senior, I'm not a place... I'm not as good as you think."

"Xiao Nian..." Qiao Jinnian frowned deeply when Zhang Nian said he was not in the right place.

He didn't like her saying that about himself.

"I didn't lie to you." Zhang Nian glanced at Qiao Jinnian. "I'm not as good as you think. Although I'm not debauchery, don't you mind if I'm gone for the first time?"

"I don't mind!" Qiao Jinnian hurriedly said with some rough breath.

Zhang Nian smiled faintly, "no, you care!"

"I don't care!" Qiao Jinnian's voice was hurried without any consideration, as if he was afraid that there would be different answers.

"But, I care!" Zhang Nian smiled calmly. "Senior, my heart has given Chu Zixiao, and my body has given him... But I can't be with him because of Zhangjia."

Qiao Jinnian's breath began to become rapid, and there was an unspeakable feeling in his heart, which gradually spread.

"Senior, are you sure you want such a woman whose body and mind don't belong to you?" Zhang Nian asked.

"I want it!" Qiao Jinnian said hurriedly.

However, when he said this, there was an unspeakable emotion in the bottom of his eyes. Even though he was trying to bear it and suppress it, it still leaked out.

"Senior, why deceive yourself?" Zhang Nian mercilessly exposed Qiao Jinnian's deep heart, "You're clean, so you ask your other half to do the same. It's no problem... The problem is that I knew Chu Zixiao earlier than you, and I couldn't help having a relationship with him... Although that night was an accident, I felt very happy. Because it was the best night in my life."

Finally, Zhang Nian was able to face the events of that night. Even now, Zhang Nian became very calm.

Whether it's talking about Chu Zixiao, or thinking of her parents' departure, Zhang's depression... She can treat her with an ordinary heart.

"Everyone has their own life. Parents naturally want their children to have another half, so they don't want to be alone, so... When they die, they want to entrust me to you." Zhang Nian said calmly, "you are a good man, but sometimes, if you're not good... You can be together."

Qiao Jinnian's heart seemed to be torn open by Zhang Nian's calm. What did he want to say, but he found that he was unable to say?!

"The life of two people is not bad, but one's life may not be bad..." Zhang Nian smiled and smiled quietly. "I don't want either Chu Zixiao or you. Because there are things between him or you and me that can't be melted and ignored."

Zhang Nian looked back at Qiao Jinnian and said, "I'm fine now... I don't need to consider other people's ideas for the time being. As long as I'm happy." her eyes gradually became far-reaching, with a trace of mystery, "Maybe, in the future, I can meet my final him, maybe, I am such a person all my life... In fact, no matter what, how can I know the joy of fish?"

"Xiao Nian..."

"Senior!" Zhang Nian interrupted what Qiao Jinnian was going to say and smiled at him. "Today, I promised you to go out for dinner and even come here for a walk... I know you will definitely mention things together again, so I came. I came because I want to tell you, let's do it... If a friend can do it, I can't do it. I'll treat it as if I don't know in the future."

"Don't!" Qiao Jinnian was worried, "Xiaonian, I really don't care about your first time. You can't veto my future because of the past..."

"Then you think I'm selfish!" Zhang Nian said obviously without any room for maneuver. "I'll make it clear to you today that we... Can't!"

Then she looked at Qiao Jinnian deeply and got up.

Without saying anything more, I turned and went up from one side of the steps

"Xiao Nian..."

Qiao Jinnian's voice came from behind, but Zhang Nian didn't stop.

Today, Qiao Jinnian may need to consider and digest.

However, she is not in this matter. For a clean person, even if he can forgive, it will become a wound in their later life.

She didn't want each other to become sharp because of this. Therefore, she was not afraid of how Qiao Jinnian looked at her. She told her what happened that night tonight

However, she didn't say it was because of her father's design, but made him think she climbed up Chu Zixiao's bed!

Suddenly, Zhang Nian stopped

The sight fell on the person who had just stopped in the roadside car. For a time, he forgot his reaction.