Chapter 9:

When these sincere words penetrated through the eardrum, straight into the bottom of the heart, Chi Ying could no longer ignore the pain and pain they brought.

After forcing herself to swallow them as if swallowing glass, Chi Yingzhang instilled.

Is she acting?

No.

She plays herself.

I still remember that when she was a child, she represented the kindergarten drama troupe in the city to participate in the game.

She is still ignorant when she is small. She usually likes to listen to her grandmother telling fairy tales because the stories are lively and interesting and colorful.

The limitations of her age and experience made her unable to understand the deeper connotation under the streamlined text.

The Repertory Theatre teacher said that at the end of the show, she would cry and weep.

Xiao Chi Ying knew that the girl in the story was very poor.

But she was pathetic.

Even though she has no father and mother and her family is poor, her grandmother treats her well.

Even if the economy is tight, she will never lack the lollipops and dolls she wants.

Xiao Chi Ying felt very happy.

Not only does she not cry, but she smiles brightly every day, as warm as a little sun.

The teacher asked her, "Do you know how to make yourself cry?"

She shook her head blankly.

The teacher said seriously: "Imagine that one day my mother will leave and I will never return."

Xiao Chi Ying nodded, and soon she shook her head again.

She has no memory of her mother.

How could my mother be sad when she left?

Not sad, not at all.

The teacher was a little confused and distressed, but soon she patted her head as if she suddenly remembered something.

"Chi Ying, who is your favorite in this world?"

Her voice was young and affirmative, and it was loud: "Grandma."

"After you came on stage, imagine your favorite grandmother leaving you forever, okay?"

On the day of the performance, Xiao Chi Ying stood alone on the big stage, looking down, there was a crowd of black people.

I can't see where my grandmother is.

She felt helpless and helpless.

What would she do if grandma left her?

Grandma was so nice to her, she didn't want her to go.

An uncontrollable grievance and sadness exploded in the chest, and her tears rolled down along the milky cheeks.

Speaking again, the soft waxy voice has started to choke.

There was applause in the auditorium.

After the performance, the teacher rubbed her head, "Awesome!"

That day, she was spotted by the scout.

Later, Chi Ying systematically studied acting, and was fortunate to meet a respected and highly skilled master craftsman.

The teacher told her: "This way of crying is wrong."

"It may be good for beginners to get started, but if you want to be a real actor, you must keep improving, including the control and control of subtle emotions."

Although they all cried and cried, the emotions entrusted to them were different.

The eyes are the windows that show all of this.

Chi Ying is used to imagining the scene of "losing her grandmother". The emotion is more a kind of sadness and sadness, and a fear of the unknown life.

But the emotions required in the script are not always the same.

The teacher said, "The tears you shed should be the tears of the character."

"You have to be her, feel her, guide her, show her."

"The night of the drama, you cried not because you lost your loved ones, but because you lived on the streets and were starving.

In the future acting career, Chi Ying will hardly encounter a director as meticulous as a master.

Most film and television works are gradually reduced to fast-food culture, and they will not dig and blame your eyes.

Even so, Chi Ying still did not relax herself.

However, she has made mistakes she hasn't made in so many years, but made the same mistake again in the audition just now.

It is not her role that she substitutes, but herself.

The character's experience is not the same as her experience, and the emotions cannot be exactly the same.

There will be similarities, and there will be differences in concentration and shade.

It's no wonder that the audition teacher said, "Some emotions can be more prominent, but you haven't caught them."

Is the hero sorry?

regret.

Desperate? Depression?

No.

His death was rapid and he did not experience long mental pain.

He has never lost faith in following his ideals, and he is even willing to do so.

Chi Ying thought that it was the surface of the story that easily aroused her emotions, and she was deeply moved by the untimely self-movement. She forgot that for a while, it was the bed or stage of her previous life.

In the future, we must strengthen emotional management. How can it be so easy to mess up?

Quan Zuo is a lesson.

Chi Ying's lost eyes brightened for a moment.

She tightened her punches and bowed earnestly, "Thank you teacher!"

Chi Ying turned to her side and Gu Yuanchen called her.

"and many more."

"I'll give you another question."

Gu Yuanchen stared at her.

Hu Guangxun Qing Fang is good, is Chi Ying's eyes at the moment.

He was moved.

The protagonist of the next character card also suffers from terminal illness, but because of his humiliation and life, there is only deep relief and pleasure at this moment.

Chi Ying quickly cut back to a normal state, even better than usual. In those eyes, there was not only the relief of the dust, but also the fatigue after the wind and frost.

Spirituality suddenly appeared.

The judges sighed and applauded unexpectedly.

Gu Yuanchen Shen Shen said: "The next question."

It was a dumb in a wheelchair who watched Zhi Ai be killed by Ling Chi but could not call for help.

Women's eyes were red and crackling.

"next question."

The protagonist is pushed into the sea of ​​fire by those who have been rescued at any cost, a farmer and a snake farmer.

Chi Ying's painful eyes were even full of thinking about human nature.

"Okay." Gu Yuanchen nodded. "Wait for a notification."

Chi Ying has a pair of talking eyes.

At this moment, her eyes were filled with joy and gratitude.

Gu Yuanchen met her eyes.

It's already one o'clock in the afternoon after the audition, and the outdoor sunlight is very spicy.

Chi Ying didn't rush to leave, she went to the dressing room and applied some sunscreen.

The dinner experience made her vigilant, holding her phone tightly in her hand.

When coming out of the dressing room, Chi Ying saw Shu Bai pacing anxiously in the corridor.

She was surprised, "Shu Bai? Why are you back?"

Shu Bai raised her eyes to see her, and said with some embarrassment: "The agent asked me to send me two cigarettes for my guide."

Looking down, she was carrying a delicately packed gift bag in her hand.

"..."

The company really didn't pay much attention to the little stars, and just sent Shu Bai over a word.

Although it is commonplace for actors to give gifts to directors, it is too careless.

If the director is not Gu Yuanchen but Cheng Huan's hunger and violence, the consequences would be unimaginable.

However, they often seem to pay no cost.

Chi Ying told the truth: "Gu Dao doesn't like to receive gifts."

It would be a bit exaggerated to use "Xianfengdao bone", but Gu Yuanchen does give people the impression that he doesn't touch the worldly things very much.

Shu Bai frowned bitterly. "But the broker told me to send it out. The cigarette is expensive."

She suddenly remembered something: "Sister Xue, have you finished the play?"

"Um." Chi Ying nodded.

The door of the audition room was locked.

"Gu Gu left."

Shu Bai said angrily, "Ah": "Then I can only go back ..."

They walked silently for a while.

There is a safe passage on the side of the corridor, and the door is open.

Suddenly, Chi Ying pulled Shu Bai back to the door and leaned against the wall.

"Shh."

Gu Yuanchen was faintly seen standing in the crack of the door, leaning on the stairs with long legs slightly bent.

There seemed to be something wrong, and a cigarette between his fingers was clearly gone.

Gu Yuanchen is also a cold temper, not very easy to get along with, but it is indeed one of the few men with deep thought and connotation that Chi Ying has seen.

Unexpectedly, soon a beautiful little star appeared in the corridor.

She has beautiful makeup and a low collar.

The pretty little star straightened her waist and walked to Gu Yuanchen's, softly and charmingly calling "Gu Dao".

The twin peaks squeezed out are particularly eye-catching, and they can be seen so far from this distance.

Chi Ying was impressed by her and was one of the audition army.

The next second, the little star opened his arms and naturally wrapped around Gu Yuanchen's neck, and his lips were ready to be attached.

Shubai said "Ah-it's her-" and blushed and didn't open her eyes.

Chi Ying motioned to her snoring.

Gu Yuanchen quickly pushed away the little star and frowned.

"You won't have to audition for me in the future."

The little star's face paled for a moment, and soon returned to normal.

She left along the stairs of the safe passage.

The head is still high and the back is straight.

People must be in the circle, and that's pride.

Shu Bai shy, "Thank you, thank you, sister, it's me who almost lost the chance ..."

"You just met that girl?"

"It's a girl from the class next to the acting department. I'm not familiar with her ..."

Chi Ying didn't talk much, and Shu Bai couldn't say anything, she was silent.

They took the elevator without a word and quickly went down to the first floor.

The assistant waiting at the entrance of the elevator immediately greeted him, "How about for nothing, did you send it out?"

Shu Bai lowered his eyes: "No."

The assistant looked displeased and even frowned.

Shu Bai panicked: "When I went up, the audition just ended, and Gu Dao had left ..."

The assistant was aggressive: "What have you been doing so long?"

Thinking of the picture I just saw, Shu Bai's words struck his throat.

The assistant's brow frowned even deeper: "You can hide these two cigarettes, you can't throw them anymore, and we will tell sister Liu that we have sent them out.

Chi Ying listened in silence to the conversation between Shu Bai and his assistant.

In front of the building is the exit of the building. After going out from here, she will go in the opposite direction with them.

The entertainment industry says it's not big, it's not small. However, Chi Ying hoped they would never meet again.

She said goodbye politely to Shu Bai.

Before walking, he saw a short distance away, and a black Bentley slowly approached and stopped at the door of the skyscraper.

Three middle-aged men in suits and shoes quickly got out of the car, walked three or two steps outside the right door of the back row, and greeted another man.

Lu Jingyan's slender body protruded out, his eyes grim, his thin lips curled into indifferent lines.

The surrounding crowd briefly boiled for a few seconds, and then because of the man's powerful aura, he was instantly quiet.

But no one can look away.

The air seemed to freeze, and the sneaky girls almost forgot to press the shutter.

Lu Jingyan stepped on his long legs, and the three men followed, striding towards them.

Chi Ying Yuguang glanced at Shu Bai and glanced at Lu Jingyan.

Thinking of the experience of the past two days, she knew for the first time what the enemies are narrow and meet each other.