Chapter 89:

Cheng Huan's words were soon swallowed in the howling mountain wind.

Chi Ying's body froze and she was completely stunned. Even if she left, she still wanted to go home. She had never presupposed, a life without him.

She has already completed two works, and the film pay is not much, but if you save some money and find a job, she can live independently ... Lu Jingyan is strong enough to protect Chi Cheng and grow up safely.

If she walks away, her heart will gradually numb and her memory will gradually blur ...

Is it possible to never face her painful past again. And can life return to peace ...

==

"Green Sun" has exploded. Since its release, the box office has consistently ranked at the top of the list, and fans have begun to look forward to the "Green Sun" star meeting.

"Come to L City! I haven't seen Aidou yet, you guys in the crew !!!"

"M City is here to queue! Why is M City anyhow a provincial capital? Why do n’t we deserve a name for each event? Believe it or not, we cry through the heart every minute !!!"

"Wherever I go for Qiyuan !! I have money ready [picture]."

"Ah, ah, ah, I want to see Su Yan's Chi Ying, and I want to listen to Chi Ying's speech. My sister's voice is super gentle."

"Me too! There is too little interaction between Chi Ying and fans!"

"Chi Ying will definitely come, I hope Qiqi can also come! Tut"

"Miss upstairs will help you line up!"

Gu Yuanchen started to prepare for the meeting in the rising voice. He called Chi Ying, but she turned off. He then called Gao Nan, but Gao Nan said, "Chi Ying can't come."

Gu Yuanchen squeezed his phone tightly: "Really? What does Lu Jingyan mean? Even Chi Ying's qualifications for the meeting should be taken away?"

After Gao Nan digested Gu Yuanchen's words, he slightly hesitated, "Gu Dao, don't get me wrong, it's not Mr. Lu's cause."

Gu Yuanchen didn't believe it: "Tell me what it is."

"Chi Ying has been inconvenient recently."

In these days, Gao Nan has said countless times.

Gu Yuanchen keenly caught the flicker between her words, and frowned: "What happened to Chi Ying?"

Gao Nan solemnly said, "Sorry, I cannot disclose the specific reasons."

After ending the call, Gu Yuanchen had no intention of working and simply went to Lu's house.

Gu Yuanchen hasn't been here for a long time. The sakura petals were flying in front of him, and the grassy scene made him feel shocked and shocked.

Under the blooming cherry tree, Chi Cheng's eyes were clear and he looked up at him: "Uncle Gu?"

Gu Yuanchen took off the petals of Chi Chengfa and asked gently, "Is your mother here?"

Chi Cheng shook her head: "She went to film, and hasn't been back for a long time."

Gu Yuanchen was in a stature and asked softly, "A long time?"

"Assassination" ... wasn't it a week ago?

"Yes, for several months," Chi Cheng said quietly in the soft light and shadow, "Is there anything uncle Gu? I can help you tell her when my mother comes back."

Gu Yuanchen touched Chi Cheng's short hair and smiled lightly: "It's all right, you don't need to tell her I've been here."

==

The headquarters of Eurotime, the office is cool. Gu Yuanchen's eyes flushed, and he lifted Lu Jingyan out of the president's chair and hit him with a punch: "Where has she gone?"

Lu Jingyan's back was dropped on the icy wall, and his expression was not waved.

Lu Jingyan did not fight back, Gu Yuanchen frowned, and subconsciously pulled back. He had a heavy tone and asked again: "Where did Chi Ying go?"

Lu Jingyan slowly raised his eyelids and said dumbly, "I don't know."

Gu Yuanchen stared at his dark eyes: "What do you mean."

Lu Jingyan said quietly: "I don't know where she is."

Gu Yuanchen couldn't understand his indifference, and frowned, "She's gone. Why don't you go to her and why can you work here with peace of mind-"

Lu Jingyan said: "The world is so big, where can I find her."

Gu Yuanchen heard that he couldn't calm down anymore, and there was irritability in his chest. He squeezed Lu Jingyan's shoulder tightly, his finger bones turned white: "You said you love her, this is what you call love ..."

Under the force of Gu Yuanchen, Lu Jingyan's shirt became wrinkled. Against his pale complexion, he was a bit lonely and embarrassed.

Lu Jingyan frowned slightly and did not speak.

"You are so arrogant, have you never experienced loss? Lu Jingyan, you chose to give up on her own." Gu Yuanchen said, released him, and walked toward the door with his lips.

Lu Jingyan's eyes moved on him, and he slowly said, "Where are you going?"

Gu Yuanchen's back was indifferent, and his tone was decided: "Go to her."

Lu Jingyan yanked the neckline and returned to his seat.

The computer was on, with a cold light, and the dialog boxes on the screen were monotonous and pale.

"Have you found it yet?"

"Already working, President Lu."

==

In the setting sun, the cherry blossoms fall.

Chi Cheng farted and ran to the door of Lu Zhai, but saw that Lu Jingyan's eyes were red for a full circle.

Chi Cheng shuddered, his chubby hand pulled Lu Jingyan's little finger: "Dad, hasn't mom come back yet?"

To Chi Cheng's pure eyes, Lu Jingyan's fingertips were cold.

He was still thinking about whether she would return, and whether she might return in the past. Later he discovered that he was wrong, how could he be so greedy. As long as she can come back, even if she can't laugh, even if she doesn't have emotions, even if she resists her all her life, as long as she comes back safely. But why hasn't she returned yet? He's about to lose faith.

Lu Jingyan's eyes were dim, he took Chi Cheng's hand, and smiled, "It's coming soon."

Chi Cheng raised his face and said to Lu Jingyan, "Daddy don't laugh anymore, your smile is too ugly." It's not **** good-looking anymore.

Lu Jingyan froze.

"I'm kidding. Dad still has to laugh." Chi Cheng didn't want to make Lu Jingyan strong and laugh, but didn't want to make him unhappy. But his vocabulary is limited, he can't express well, he can only raise a warm smile, "After leaving Dad, Aunt Wen made super delicious pork ribs, we are all waiting for you to come back."

At the dinner table, Chi Cheng enthusiastically provided Lu Jingyan with dishes: "This is sweet and sour pork ribs, this is braised pork ribs. Dad, do you like sweet pork ribs or salty pork ribs?"

Lu Jingyan's eyes fell elsewhere, and he didn't speak. Chi Cheng froze, and shook Bai Shengsheng's hand in front of his eyes: "Dad?"

Lu Jingyan looked back: "Huh?"

Chi Cheng repeated with a smile: "Dad, do you like sweet ribs or salty ribs?"

Lu Jingyan bent his lips, "I like them all."

Chi Cheng smiled brightly: "Then you eat quickly."

Lu Jingyan said, "OK."

Ten minutes later, Lu Jingyan returned to work in the study.

Chi Cheng looked at the spare ribs piled up in the bowl opposite him. "Oh ... why I haven't eaten too much."

Aunt Wen cleaned up the chopsticks in silence, and heard Chi Cheng's sigh, said softly to him, "That Cheng Cheng eat more."

"Aunt Wen." Chi Cheng also smiled at her, "Daddy doesn't seem to like to eat pork ribs. We will change it tomorrow."

Aunt Wen's heart was sour: "Okay."

At night without stars, Chi Cheng arched Lu Jingyan's tight body with a small head: "We are all men. What are your fathers' troubles? In fact, you can tell me, I understand you."

Lu Jingyan rubbed his hair and said in a calm tone: "How can there be trouble."

Chi Cheng bulged up his cheeks and yelled at him angrily: "Lu Jingyan, you are really a big liar, isn't your mother not coming back, you haven't told me?"

After Chi Cheng shouted, his voice softened: "Dad rest assured, as long as I'm with you, my mother will come back."

"Who makes me my little baby is her favorite person. She won't leave me, she will come back."

Chi Cheng said, a little bit crying. He sniffed and shed tears back. If he is not strong, who will protect his father?

After cheering himself up, Chi Cheng lay on Lu Jingyan's chest and hugged him with open arms: "Dad, I'll give you warmth. If you want to find a mother, you go. I can be at home alone, and I will be good Listen to Aunt Wen ... "

==

After suffering a car accident, Cheng Huan became safe and secure, and received all treatments cooperatively.

Cheng Ye thought he had finally changed his life after life and death, and he was relieved that Cheng Huan's custody had become lax.

However, he did not expect that Cheng Huan appeared in the ward for less and less time, and never returned. By the time he realized, Cheng Huan had disappeared.

At this time, Cheng Huan was seriously injured and had at least three months to leave the hospital. Cheng Yan was not very angry, and within a few days, his hair turned white.

Cheng Yan tightened his brows and sat cross-legged on the floor of the living room. A broad sandalwood case was placed in front of him, and a sharp-eyed middle-aged man stood beside him. His name is Nie Cheng, and in recent years he has often assisted Cheng Yi.

Cheng Yi inadvertently played the game, pushed the chessboard aside, and asked angrily, "Have you found Cheng Huan?"

Nie Cheng nodded: "Yes."

"Where did he go?"

"Now in W."

"What is he going to W City?"

Nie Cheng said, "Before Cheng Huan left, Chi Ying appeared at the hospital where he was treated. These days Cheng Huan has been behind Chi Ying, but he hasn't said anything to her. It's not entirely certain whether Cheng Huan is She went. "

"It's Chi Ying again?" Cheng Zheng was distressed, and he threw out his hand, slamming it, and hit the ground fiercely. "Cheng Huan has become like this, why isn't he long ?! He's okay? What woman did Lu Jingyan grab ?! "

Nie Cheng saw silence.

Cheng Yan was burning in anger, and the blue muscles on the back of his hand exploded: "Since everyone has found it, why not drag him back!"

Nie Cheng said, "Mr. Cheng, you also know Cheng Huan's temperament. If he could be persuaded to come back, he would have persuaded to come back."

Cheng Ye's chest was violently undulating: "Isn't he a little more relaxed after the car accident? Not to mention he's hurt his muscles and can't move easily. If you can't do it alone, you can go to ten people. There are so many people up and down the Cheng family. Can't you subdue him? "

Nie Cheng said: "It is because of Cheng Huan's injuries that we dare not act lightly."

Cheng Ye coldly said, "Just breaking his bones and getting me back."

"Yes." Nie Cheng responded, and said after a pause: "No process, should we give Lu's a lesson?"

"That's got to be capable too--" Cheng Yan clenched his fists, his phalanx rattled, and finally he could only sigh heavily.

Nie Cheng was about to speak. At this moment, the door of the hall opened. Cheng Ya bent down to change her shoes, and then came in.

She is the illegitimate daughter of Cheng Huan's father Cheng Ye and his mistress. The Cheng family accepted her privately and tried to cultivate. However, Cheng Ya's mind has never been focused on her studies, and she never did it at university. Cheng Ye arranged all kinds of work for her, which was not very good, because she couldn't do the complicated things. As a result, Cheng Ya became inflamed, relying on the identity of Cheng's family, she often offended the people around her. Every new post will be fired within a few months.

Cheng Ye heard the movement at the door and looked up to see Cheng Yali's glamorous makeup. Thinking of grandchildren, no one can make him worry and breathless: "You still have a face back—"

Cheng Ya was accustomed to this situation, walked towards Cheng Yi without changing his face, and called him crisply: "Grandpa!"

Cheng Yan hadn't come over in a breath: "Don't call me grandpa!"

Cheng Ya paused slightly, then trot over, and continued to yell, "Grandpa ..."

As she said, she knelt behind Cheng Yi and gave him a piggy back: "Don't be angry, what are you doing?"

Cheng Ye was pleasing in his heart, but did not show it, watching the surveillance video of the w scenic area yesterday with an expression on his face.

Cheng Ya leaned forward and looked at the computer screen.

In the grey picture, Chi Ying was wearing a mask and was slim. Even if the pixels are not high, her face is blurred and does not prevent the beautiful beauty.

What did Cheng Ya think of suddenly? She was emotional and excited: "She is the woman Cheng Huan likes?"

Cheng closed his eyes and raised his chest again for a while, before reluctantly admitting, "Well."

"It turned out she was Chi Ying!" Cheng Ya was surprised, her eyes flashed. "Grandpa, I remember! When I was working in kindergarten, she always used a mask like this to pick up a boy named Chi Cheng! If I That's right, she has been with Lu Jingyan for a long time, and they have a son in middle school! "

Cheng Ye didn't believe it at all, and interrupted her angrily: "This kind of thing, what nonsense do you--"

"I didn't talk nonsense! Believe it or not!" Cheng Ya's mouth froze, her facial features crumpled into a ball, and she said softly, "When I organized the drama rehearsal, the boy was terribly terrified. I stomped and ran home! Within two days, I was rushed home by the headmaster, how could I not know! I finally knew why I was fired, grandpa, it was not my fault at all! "

Cheng narrowed his eyes, his tone suddenly sinking: "What are you saying?"

Cheng Ya nodded affirmatively: "It's true!"

Cheng Ye sneered a few times: "Lu Jingyan willingly pressed Cheng Shi repeatedly for the sake of late cherry blossoms. It turned out that they had children. How could I have such a confused grandson.

Nie Cheng's eyes flickered, and his tone implied a clear meaning: "For nearly a week, Chi Ying has been single. If I didn't guess wrong, Lu Jingyan is sending someone to find her ...

After Cheng Ye listened carefully, he rubbed his chess pieces with his rough fingertips: "Single? A couple quarrel is normal, but what did she go to the hospital before?"

Nie Cheng said: "Chi Ying saved a child in the scenic area, and this incident spread throughout the scenic area."

"So kind?" Cheng Yan smiled slowly, with danger in his eyes.

After the silence, he banged the table heavily with a chess piece: "Tie that child."

==

It was raining in the city of W, and a gray curtain was woven between heaven and earth, and Chi Ying was walking along the street with an umbrella.

As she passed a fork in the lane, a cry came from the child deep down the alley, breaking the rain curtain sternly and desperately.

Chi Ying frowned subconsciously. This voice sounded familiar. Where did she seem to have heard it ...

There was a strong uneasiness in her heart, and she did not hesitate to fold into the alley. The sight in front of her shocked her pupils.

Next to the dirty trash can, the boy curled up helplessly. He was wearing a thin hospital suit, and the pain in his body made him cry.

Chi Ying's eyes were dull and trembling. That was the child she rescued in the scenic area. Shouldn't he be treated at the hospital at this moment, how could it appear here ... She was clearly half a motherland away from the city he was in ...

Was he abandoned by his parents? But that day, they still held her hand tightly and said tears in tears ...

An ominous premonition enveloped her, and the end of the alley was a closed corner. Chi Ying wasn't sure if it was a trap or a bait, but she couldn't help it. The boy's injury hadn't healed yet. The rain fell in autumn, and his weak body was lying on the cold floor like this, and his thin face was still covered with the cold and lingering residues that somebody had discarded. Regardless of the reason the boy was lying there, the anger was burning fiercely in her chest. This was the strongest emotion she'd ever heard from her frozen heart these days.

For a moment, Chi Ying didn't want to delay any longer, holding her cell phone tightly and approaching the child.

Looking at each other, the moment the boy saw her, his cry weakened, and a bright hope arose in his eyes. Chi Ying trembled in her heart and bent over and hugged him tightly.

Before she could react, a group of people came out in all directions and besieged her in the corner. They clasped her shoulders sharply, opened her fingers, and snatched the cell phone she used to call the police. Immediately thereafter, a slender needle pierced through her neck. Her hands and feet were **** and thrown into the trunk of the off-road vehicle. After a snap, the world fell silent.

Chi Ying couldn't feel the pain, she was about to lose her consciousness, the surroundings were dark, but her thoughts were far less vague.

She thought dullly ... would she die like this, and end her life calmly when her heart was numb. No longer have to face everything she has avoided, no more painful licking of wounds, no more remorse and sadness. Wouldn't it be great to end like this, she has died twice, and she is not afraid of death.

Her eyelashes trembled very lightly in the darkness, and her breathing gradually weakened.

but……

Chi Cheng doesn't have a mother. He would be sad. And Lu Jingyan, he paid so much for her, but she always hurt him.

She said she would go home, but why she never went back. As she walked, she seemed to have forgotten everything. Forgetting why she set off, forgetting the people she loved in this world, forgetting her ideals that she pursued day and night, and forgetting so many so many regrets in her previous life.

She has also seen rebirth novels. Why are the protagonists actively changing their destiny, only she hides like a tortoise. Saying good dreams is just a trivial joke. Say good self-confidence and self-reliance, strong and independent, could she lose her helmet and armor so easily. After resurrection, she still did not accompany Chi Cheng to grow up healthily and happily, still did not stand where she wanted to stand, and did not stay with him to grow old.

What is she doing recently, dragging her heavy body, walking in the world without a soul, and repeating the same mistake again. Should she really leave the world like a walking dead?

She seemed uneasy.

As drowsiness became heavier and consciousness was dying, Chi Ying closed her eyes tiredly. She was so tired that she didn't want to think about it anymore, so it was useless to think so much. It's easy to sleep clearly, but why, in the dark world, she saw Lu Jingyan's pale face, Wu Qing's lips, and the sweat dripping from his forehead. She never thought about why the world would come back, but why, a vicissitudes of voice told her, because someone had paid a huge price, she gave up so indifferently, was worthy of him, worthy of herself.

Her eyes seemed to be wet again, but what should be done, her hands and feet were bound, her consciousness was dying, and before she could call the police, they snatched her cell phone.

Cell phone ...

In the chaotic mind, she vaguely remembered that she still had a mobile phone. In order to avoid the people in the past, she has not turned on for a long time.

Struggling to exert force, she cut her hands behind her and bumped in the dark. Fortunately, the bag is nearby. She desperately resisted the dissipation of consciousness, took it from the bottom, and turned on the machine. Drugs are spreading wildly. She should have slept over to complete these actions. Her body is exhausted.

But the power-on password is complicated and there is no way to enter the password. She had never dialed in an emergency and did not know how to touch it blindly.

In deep despair, in her hazy consciousness, she suddenly remembered.

"When in danger, short press the volume up button three times on the lock screen, and you will get the most timely rescue. Do not turn on gprS, it will automatically turn on after calling for help."

I was running out of energy, and my fingers were so soft that I couldn't keep up. But just three.

She painfully condensed her consciousness at her fingertips, struggling hard. She didn't know how many times she had stumbled, whether she was wrong, and whether the call for help system really existed.

With a bang, the phone dropped on the car board, and Chi Ying fell asleep.