Chapter 349

"Ah?" Qi Yun's words make Qin Feng a little flustered and flustered, as if the things agreed with Zhao Haixia have been known by Qiyun.

"Why, inconvenient?" Qi Yun tilted his head and looked at Qin Feng, "ha ha, if it's inconvenient, I'll take another day. Anyway, there will be more opportunities in the future, young people. It's normal that many things happen. By the way, you said that you asked for leave that day. What happened in the end?" What makes Qin Feng feel gratified is that Qi Yun didn't entangle in the matter of eating together in the evening, but shifted a topic.

"Not so good" Qin Feng shook his head, a burst of loss in his heart, there are many times, he really want to make a phone call, but the finger on the mobile phone button but still dare not, also did not have the courage to press down, later, after all, still forced this idea down, but, in the heart that miss is more intense, at the same time, a want to go up as soon as possible Once again, Qin Feng's mind surges into Qin Feng's mind. In his opinion, as long as he can climb to a certain height, he will have the opportunity to decide something that he can't decide now. Maybe, Lin Xuemei and I will have a chance. Maybe, all the impossibility will become possible. Maybe, the biggest regret in this life may become myself It is possible that Qin Feng did not dare to think about those possibilities, but also felt that if he did not fight for it, it might become impossible forever. Therefore, he still needs to work hard.

"Qin Feng, you know, there are a lot of things in people's life that are destined to regret some things. What we can do can only be as few regrets as possible." it seems that he saw through Qin Feng's inner world, and Qi Yun gently patted him on the shoulder. He didn't know that it was such a sentence that suddenly untied the knot that Qin Feng pressed in the bottom of his heart.

"Thank you, secretary in charge, I understand." looking at Qi Yun, Qin Feng firmly nodded. He already knew what to do and what to do so that he would not regret all his life. After Qi Yun left, Qin Feng took out his mobile phone with shaking hands, exhausted all his strength, and pressed down 11 numbers, which he had always remembered in his heart, but never Have the courage to press the number, 11 dreamy but can not be together, listen to the phone doodle Du With the sound of Du, Qin Feng felt his heart suddenly raised to his throat. He didn't dare to think about how to talk to the people on the other side of the phone

Finally, the beep is not there. Instead, the number on the mobile phone screen starts to beat. It is the number that makes Qin Feng feel that his heart has stopped suddenly. At this moment, he did not know how to say what to say. After so much heartbreaking miss, at this moment, it turned into a silent, electric On the other side of the people, two lines of tears have slipped into the snow-white neck, the phone side of the people, two lines of tears are also flowing silently, but, they can not say anything, not that they do not want to say, but, they really do not know what to say, do not know where to start, should not how to tell those heartbroken, even, Qin Feng feels like his language ability I almost stopped working. I touched my lips several times, but I didn't touch a word. Finally, the person on the other side of the phone took the lead.

"Are you all right?" The voice of fengrao, once a distant voice from the sky, is still so familiar to me One at the Cape.

"I'm fine, and you?" Qin Feng's voice is a little hoarse, hoarse to doubt whether he said it.

"I'm ok." after that, the two men fell silent again, until they heard the cry of a child coming from the other party's microphone. Qin Feng finally couldn't help saying, "sister Lin, is this my son?"

"Son, don't cry, don't cry, darling!" The child is the mother's all, this is not false at all, even if the person on the phone is a man who he thinks about day and night. In front of his flesh and blood, he can't be compared. He throws away his mobile phone. Lin Xuemei quickly picks up the child and quickly fills her milk into her pink mouth. She feels the powerful permission, and her face shows a happy smile It doesn't matter if the next cell phone is still there, it's in a call state.

Until the child with a sweet smile to sleep, see the sharp edges like a person's small face, Lin Xuemei thought of the phone beside her pillow. Take it, the number above is still beating fast, which has been displayed for more than 20 minutes.

"Are you still there?" Layers of ripples surged into Lin Xuemei's heart again. Facing the microphone of her mobile phone, she asked softly. She didn't know whether she was afraid to disturb the child who had just fallen asleep or that the sudden inquiry would disturb the person on the other side of the phone. At the same time, the deep thoughts that had been accumulated for a long time were like the flood that opened the floodgate again and rushed to Lin Xuemei's The whole heart.

"I "Qin Feng hall, a seven foot man's words are also full of trills at the moment. In such a season, it should not happen, but after hearing the voice of mother and son on the other side of the microphone, it still can't help but happen.After a long time, Qin Feng took the lead in saying: "actually, I've wanted to see you for a long time, but I can't leave now because of some special circumstances. After this period of time, I will certainly go to see you."

"I know that work is important, especially as a secretary, You must put aside all the miscellaneous things around you. No matter what, the boss should be the first. What's more, you are just entering the industry and still in the probation period. Don't think that the boss has already assessed you and you can finish the job. You should know that the boss's assessment is anytime, anywhere, and maybe one thing is a problem that the boss gives you So, be sure to... " Lin Xuemei herself did not know why, before two people did not talk to each other, she was so eager to think about it. However, once the phone was connected, her heart was strangely calmed down, and she could not help giving Qin Feng a lesson again.

"I'm sorry, I'm not at your side when you need me most." although Lin Xuemei seems to have come out of her missing, Qin Feng is still trapped in it, choking. Qin Feng says what she says in her heart, especially when she hears Lin Xuemei's teaching to herself again, Qin Feng feels more guilty as a man Qin Feng doesn't know how sad it is and how irresponsible it is. However, it is something he can't change. In front of such a huge society, he is really too small, so small that he can't even control himself or even his thoughts and behaviors 。

Lin Xuemei, the goddess in her mind, will not deny this, whether it was in the past, or now, or in the distant future. Even if she has Zhou Ning's dream, even if she has gone deep into her heart, Qin Feng can't deny that her heart still keeps her place for Lin Xuemei, and it is a quite large position, This position is irreplaceable. As Zhou Ningmeng's husband, it may be inappropriate to do so himself

, but Qin Feng knows that this cannot be changed. This is a reality that can not be changed even if he wants to change it.

At the beginning, the reason why I agreed to marry Zhou Ningmeng as his wife was completely out of a promise to Kong yuan. I even said that at that time, I had no feelings for Zhou Ningmeng, and I had no preparation to live together for a lifetime. However, in the face of Kong Yuan's praying and expecting eyes, Qin Feng could not refuse, nor could he refuse a man in imminent danger Especially after Wei Dapeng showed such inhumanity, Qin Feng did not have the courage. Once, when Qin Feng was just sensible, his parents once told him that he must be faithful.

Faith, in short, is credit and morality.

Credit, simply speaking, is the trust that can fulfill the promise. Credit is the trust and credibility accumulated for a long time. Credit is rare and easy to lose. The credit accumulated in ten years is often lost due to one thing's words and deeds. It also refers to the positive record of our past commitment fulfillment. It is also a kind of behavior art, and a behavior management mode that everyone can try and self manage.

With the development of human history, the word "credit" has already contained rich connotations. It may be one of the most complex and elusive concepts in human cognition. "Some things only exist in people's minds. Among all these things, none is more eccentric and more subtle than credit. Credit is never forced, but consciously voluntary, depending on such feelings as expectation and worry. Credit often appears on its own without striving for it Once the credit is lost, it is difficult to recover completely Credit is very similar to, and in many cases it is.

Credit can be explained from multiple levels, from the legal level, or from the economic level. However, in Qin Feng's view, the most important way to interpret the meaning of credit is from the perspective of ethics.

To interpret credit from the ethical point of view, in fact, refers to a kind of moral quality of keeping promises. It is a special invisible but vital driving force that can make the interpersonal relationship of the whole society develop healthily. Without this impetus, human society will no longer be civilized. Without this impetus, all kinds of feelings between people will also be It will no longer exist. Therefore, from the moment when he has his own cognitive ability, Qin Feng warned himself that he would stress on credit no matter in any case, as long as it is not based on violating the law. Whether the other party is a child in infancy, or an old man in the twilight, or just a person on the street, people are afraid to avoid beggars, and In other words, the other side is a heinous villain. However, as long as it does not violate the law, Qin Feng will demand credit from the other party.

In Qin Feng's opinion, credit is the premise and morality is the guarantee.