Chapter 1232

Shaking his head, putting aside all this, Qin Feng held the steering wheel tightly, flashed many scenes that might happen in his mind, but only when he got there did he find that all of them were in vain.

In such a solemn and solemn place, Qin Feng did not dare to make a mistake. Like ants on a hot pot, he searched for what he wanted in the temple.

At this moment, in a room, is kneeling in tears Zhou Ningmeng, in front of a teacher Fu pan sitting there closed eyes.

"Your love is not over. Everyone has his own responsibility. He is always small. It's most important to adapt to the environment. He has a peaceful mind, so he has less sense of loss.

It is normal to have complaints and regrets. A life without complaints and regrets is a muddled one. Without complaints, there will be no joy in life. Without regrets, one will not feel the happiness of life. " Shaoqing, the teacher slowly opened his eyes, "he is outside, you can choose to avoid, but it does not mean that you can really forget the past, all the past will only become memory, girl, nothing can not be put down, the more the burden on your body, you will feel more tired, put down, is the best way to get rid of the shackles."

"But I..." Zhou Ningmeng hid his face and sobbed, and a trace of guilt welled up in his heart.

"I know what you want to say." The master waved his hand, "the knot still needs to be solved by himself."

"Thank you, master. I see." Kowtow respectfully, Zhou Ningmeng gets up and leaves.

"Coagulation dream" eager to hit the wall Qin Feng turned around to see the slow out of the Zhou Ning dream.

So quietly looking at Qin Feng, two lines of tears in Zhou Ningmeng's cheek.

"Ning Meng" came forward, Qin Feng suddenly held each other in his arms, "let's go home!"

"Um" nodded, Zhou Ningmeng bent over Qin Feng's shoulder.

One embraces and loses one's gratitude and hatred.

Qin Feng once thought about a lot of possible bumps, but never thought, sometimes, as long as you can sincerely choose to go back, the person hit will always stand there waiting for you to return.

After a long time, the two people are familiar and strange, lying in bed, Qin Feng stroking that hair "sorry, later, I will not leave again."

At this time, Qin Feng has made up his mind to be an ordinary person. Even if he once told Mina to invest here, he did not have the ambition and could return to the peaceful life before. This is the most important thing. However, the deep apology for Mina is deeper.

I have hurt too many women, but I have no ability to say sorry to them.

"She has gone abroad." In response, Zhou Ningmeng whispered, "I came here when I left."

Qin Feng's heart cluttered for a moment, and his hands stayed there as if frozen.

"I know you are sincere, and I know that if it wasn't for me, maybe it was the two of you who got married in the end..." Sigh, Zhou Ningmeng said leisurely.

"I promised to do what I promised. I said I would take care of you, and I would take care of you for life." Silently, Qin Feng holds Zhou Ning's dream into his arms. Although his heart is dripping blood, he can't change all this. He can only silently bless the distant one, and can really seek his own happy life.

"It is said that she has a good relationship with an international student, and she has also been recognized and supported by her family." Like telling a story, Zhou Ningmeng said a little about Lin Xuemei.

Qin Feng's heart seems to be torn apart, but he can't do anything. He can't give Lin Xuemei anything. He can't give her the future. Since he can't give, Qin Feng can't choose what to get. All the past will eventually become the past. The past flies with the wind. It's impossible to grasp it by hand. Maybe, at the beginning, it's a beautiful mistake But, in the bottom of my heart, Qin Feng still can't give up, can't give up the small secret between him and Lin Xuemei.

"She said that we can be friends forever, and she left a phone call, said, you can call her at any time." When saying this, Zhou Ningmeng's heart was sour, but she still chose to face it. Sometimes, there are many things to say.

Qin Feng was silent, how ridiculous he had been, always thinking about what to prove himself, but now, what is lost at the same time is eternal.

Men are domineering possessive animals. They always like to occupy a lot of people, but they don't know. Sometimes, when you have no ability to give each other anything, occupying becomes a kind of shackle to others. One night's love will not have results. However, is the so-called eternal love relationship bound to have results?

Qin Feng closed his eyes, tears in the corner of his eyes, if he did not leave willfully, perhaps, he and Lin Xuemei are still possible, but, can the time go back? Most importantly, what about Ning Meng? What about my own family?

Men, the most important thing is to take responsibility. After experiencing so many things, Qin Feng finally understood that there was no major event in life. He had seen the hardships of grass roots. After experiencing the second generation of Beijing, Qin Feng suddenly realized that the complicated and trivial things in life were the great things of human beings. It was the most important responsibility of a man to respect his parents and care for his family.All the things will disappear, only this love will never die.

"The pillar has been married, and the object is the person he has always loved. Now they have a big fat boy. They looked at it a while ago. With the intervention of general manager Lin, everything there is just like what you thought. The only deficiency is that the power of personnel there has been deprived by some people." Wipe away the tear marks from the corners of his eyes, Zhou Ningmeng tells Qin Feng about the past, the past that once belonged to Qin Feng.

"Power, sometimes, is not necessarily a good thing." Qin Feng shakes his head and laughs bitterly. However, he is still worried about something. That is, if there was no such report, maybe he would not have today, maybe he would not have to go to Beijing, maybe You and Lin Xuemei can still keep that sweet love even if it's buried in the bottom of my heart.

"I know what you're thinking." Leisurely, Zhou Ningmeng stares at the ceiling and says, "I did that."

"What's the matter?" Qin Feng suddenly did not respond to come over, Shaoqing, suddenly sat up, "what do you say?"

"I did it." Zhou Ningmeng said word by word.

"Why did you do that?" Qin Feng is a little crazy. He never dreamed that it was his closest friend who betrayed him. At last, he thought of Lin Xuemei's desire to speak and stop. Maybe she knew that everything was done by Zhou Ningmeng. However, Lin Xuemei could not say that she had to bury this matter in the bottom of her heart. Perhaps, she hoped that everything would become a mystery forever, but she did not think that today Zhou Ningmeng said it himself.

"I don't want you to go further and further on the wrong road. You know in your heart that everything should not belong to you. It's not true or false. When you did that, it was a mistake in itself. I just don't want that mistake to continue. If I could do it again, I would still do it, no matter what you think, whether you want it or not Zhou Ningmeng's words are very firm: "now, you know the truth, you can choose to leave. At the beginning, I once told Lin Xuemei that she would leave a chance for you. If you are really possible, now, maybe she is still waiting for you. The telephone is on the desk, you can call her at any time, and I will not stop you."

Speaking out, Zhou Ningmeng seems to have put down a heavy burden.

"You..." A burst of anger in Qin Feng's chest burning, shivering lips can not say what.

"I said, you can choose to leave, and now you have a chance. The phone is on the desk, and the divorce agreement is on the desk." Zhou Ningmeng is still lying there without expression.

Thinking of the warmth of the family he just got, the timid look of the little guy, the white hair on his mother's head, the joy of his cousin when he learned that he was back, his misery in Beijing, and all his past, Qin Feng finally chose to give up.

Sometimes, putting down is a kind of liberation, is a kind of Epiphany, put down, is the choice of mentality, put down, is the wisdom of life, learn to put down, all the pressure, worry, enemy and pain will be reduced a lot, the reason why I suffered so much in Beijing is not because I can't put it down?

"Calmly facing is a kind of bearing, which is a kind of bearing that men should have. Especially in front of women, calm is a kind of demeanor, a kind of wisdom, and a kind of rational choice." Lin Xuemei's words reverberate in Qin Feng's ears. At this time, Qin Feng suddenly realizes that what he has been unable to do is to put down.

The things in life, mention heavy, put down two light, learn to put down, chic gallop life, Buddhism has a cloud: how to upward, only put down. I'm lucky to get it, but I'm lucky to lose it. Calm people in the face of many changes in life, the mind is always clear; even if life is always windy, the heart is still calm.

If there is no Zhou Ningmeng's report, I may be able to make a great success. However, happiness and misfortune depend on each other. Maybe, I will also face another kind of pressure and shackles. Maybe, I can't avoid vulgarity. Maybe, I've been invited to have a big tea somewhere.

"Sorry, I just..." Qin Feng didn't know how to explain it.

"It's like a big piece of pressure in my heart." Zhou Ningmeng said leisurely, "no wonder the master said that the process of putting down is also the process of getting. When you clench your hands, there's nothing in them. When you let go of your hands, the world is in your hands. This is the wisdom to put down. The memory of the mind is limited, so we have to let go of the past. Only by releasing new space can we hold more new and beautiful things. Let go of when the pain is painful, pain after it is relaxed! Now I finally understand that the reason why my heart is painful is because I have too many things in my heart, because there are so many things I can't put down. Now, I'm much more comfortable to tell all the things. "

"You're right. I was too utilitarian." Qin Feng two eyes staring at the ceiling, "I naively thought that all things should be like, and later found that, how could all things revolve around you."

"At that time, I had no other idea, that is, I didn't want you to go further and further on the wrong road." Tears flow down Zhou Ningmeng's cheek, remembering his miserable childhood and the sufferings he has experienced, Zhou Ningmeng suddenly finds that what he is most afraid of is loss.Ordinary people, like sages, can't have a calm state of mind. They can look up to the towering mountains like stones, but they don't feel ashamed. If grass is the same, we admire the great shore of poplar, but we don't belittle ourselves.

Because she got too little when she was a child, Zhou Ningmeng was always afraid of losing. She was afraid that the things she had grasped would slip away in her own hands. Because she was afraid of losing, she did not dare to confess to Qin Feng. It was because she did not dare to confess that she was destined to have everything that happened later.

If, if, these two words can only be regret when people regret, because everything can not be overturned again, calm clouds, rain and snow, free to look down on the world; pine and cypress calm, can not change their original intention, let the seasons change; flower calm, can full room fragrance, no regrets fragrance perish; people calm, can be comfortable life, always have happiness.

Only by giving up the past and feeling the future with heart can we realize the beauty of life.

In the master's place, Zhou Ningmeng got a lot, but also deeply realized a lot. It is with this state of mind that we have the courage and the courage to face.

"I know" turned around, Qin Feng held Zhou Ningmeng tightly in his arms, but did not know that Zhou Ningmeng's other hand had been holding something.

All the things really become the past!

In a corner of a room in the provincial capital, Lin Xuemei, sitting there with her legs in her arms, was tearful, with a mobile phone on the ground beside her.

Although Qin Feng and Zhou Ning dream of the first in her hope to see, but the bottom of the heart that love is not so easy to give up.

People say that love is a pain that cannot be abandoned. Then you probably don't love me later, because you can give up. And I probably love you very much, anyway I would not let go, but finally I gave up, because I want to complete your future success and happiness. I hope you will also encounter love no matter how painful it is, so you can count my pain one by one.

However, there is really such a person in the world, let you go to the moth to the fire, over and over again scarred, or not willing to give up, once, along the way, some people laugh, some cry, some give warmth, some give shoulder support, but, that person is destined to accompany themselves through that short good time.

Forget the past, that beautiful, but can not belong to their own love.

After wiping the tears from her eyes, Lin Xuemei got up in silence. Today is the end of the past and the beginning of a new life. She washed her face and picked up the plane beside the table: "help me book my ticket and fly tomorrow..."

"Xuemei, have you finally agreed to me? You are willing to join me at last... " "I will treat you well, and I will give you all my love."

"I just want to have a peaceful and ordinary life, and children must be around me." Lin Xuemei tried to bear the heartbreak.

"I know, I will let time prove everything." The man on the other side of the phone said cautiously, "can I get there now?"

“……” Lin Xuemei doesn't speak. Psychologically, she still doesn't want to accept, still doesn't want to face it, and still doesn't want to admit that all this is true.

"Then I won't disturb you. You have a rest early. I'll pick you up tomorrow." The person on the other side of the phone was a little lost. He knew that it took time for Lin Xuemei to accept himself, and time was needed to prove his heart.

"Come here After hanging up the phone, Lin Xuemei turns around and walks into the bathroom. Everything new will begin. The past, let it be the past forever. That beautiful memory can be used as an afternoon dessert when she is old.

Looking at Qin Feng sleeping in his arms, Zhou Ningmeng gently hung up the phone and sent a short message: the wrong person did the wrong thing at the wrong time, but this error has cast the once beautiful, we are forever friends!

Bless you!

Turn off the mobile phone, Zhou Ningmeng gently covers the quilt for two people, and finally reveals a sweet smile: This is what she wants, this is the life she wants!

Tomorrow will continue, but she is no longer worried, nothing is more important than Qin Feng back to the side!

In the bottom of my heart, the old master's words sounded again:

let go of the realm: Bodhi has no tree, and the mirror is not a platform. There is nothing in it. Where can we get dust!

Calm mind: honor or disgrace is not startled, smile at the flowers in front of the court, go or stay unintentionally, look at the sky clouds roll cloud Shu!