Yes, it was a feeling of loneliness, a feeling of empty helplessness. Even though I have received the love of my Master from all over, and at the same time, hugged onto the thighs of Heaven Realm's thickest War God, this kind of feeling often inexplicably arose in my heart.
This feeling, it was as if I lost something precious in my previous life, resulting in a huge void in my heart that I was unable to fill and could not ignore. It caused me to often fall into tears in my dreams at midnight, lusting after the gentle embrace that repeatedly appeared in my dreams … It was a particularly warm embrace, not as cold as my master's, but always exuding a sweet scent of magnolia, like cotton wool, like clouds, like a shallow lake; and every time I dreamed of it, I felt that my life had been so perfect.
However, that was only in my dreams. In reality, I have never met such a person and have never experienced such a embrace. Thus, I was unable to escape the feeling of loneliness.
At the dinner party, Fairy Copper Sparrow also came as promised. She was very happy for me and even offered me a toast. However, she kept glaring at me and didn't allow me to eat anything!
Under her fierce gaze, I reserved the air of a "lady" until the end of the dinner, when I was almost starved to the point of sticking my chest to my back.
The banquet had finally ended and his master led the guests from the Xi Yue Palace to see them off. Almost running for my life, I ran back to my room in the backyard, stripped off my clothes, changed my clothes, and snuck back into the kitchen to steal food.
Unexpectedly, he was caught red-handed.
"I knew you were looking for something to eat. Here, I've prepared everything for you." She leaned against the side door of the kitchen, holding a large red lacquered food box in her hand. She looked at me with seductive eyes.
I immediately ran over in joy. "Ah! Big sister Copper Bird, you treat me the best …"
The copper sparrow revealed a pampered smile as it opened up both of its arms. It used its big sister's eyes to look at me like she was its little sister to be welcomed … Look, that's how she pampered me!
However, I didn't pounce into her embrace. Instead, I pounced towards her like a tiger pouncing on its prey. I bluntly snatched away the box in her hands. "Aiyo, I've starved to death …"
We snuck into the garden and ate and talked to each other on the crescent tree, and the copperfinch made me a drink.
She poured a glass of wine for me and said, "I know you didn't drink well at the banquet. Here, this is the osmanthus wine. I personally brewed it for you! It was the first laurel flower from the Yue Guilin, Guang Han Palace... "How is it? Am I good enough?"
I took the glass and immediately a refreshing fragrance filled my lungs. What a good wine!
After three consecutive drinks and a few large chunks of red braised pork, I was able to speak to her: "Thank you, Bronze Sparrow! I've coveted for a long time for that Moon Palace's osmanthus wine, but Chang'e has always refused to give me face, so I didn't dare to trouble Master … "
The bird smiled and nodded at me, "You, who told you to start the crime scene, Wu Gang …"
I was surprised. "I've offended Wu Gang? How come I don't have an impression of him? "Ah, could it be that I offended him in my previous life?"
I opened my eyes wide and looked at the copper sparrow. The copper sparrow's expression immediately changed and its eyes fluttered a few times. "This …" I was just guessing randomly! "
Sigh, forget it. I know that she doesn't want to tell me about my previous life.
As of now, everyone in the whole Palace, including everyone in the Heavenly Court who knows me, knows nothing about what happened in my previous life.
Forget it, let bygones be bygones. I can't remember anyways.
Don't even think about it if you can't remember.
I continued to drink and chat with the Copper Sparrow. This was the true start of my birthday party, and it was a great blessing to be able to spend three hundred years with my closest and dearest sister!
The wine was delicious and the meat delicious. Although I still hadn't eaten the roasted chicken I wanted to eat on my birthday, I should be satisfied with having a beauty to accompany me.
The copperbird accompanied me in my drinking. Her alcohol tolerance has always been inferior to mine. After a few cups, her cheeks turned red.
Looking at her dazed and drunk state, I suddenly had the desire to prank and teased her, "Tong Que, who is your favorite person?"
The copper sparrow looked at me and giggled foolishly. "Lord Yuanyuan is the most handsome …"
Sigh, how boring, this girl could not hide her worries at all.
I couldn't help but ask her, "Brass sparrow, what kind of feeling does liking a person have?"
The bronze sparrow teased, "Yo, is little Ling in love with spring?"
I blushed a little. "Seriously!"
The copper sparrow was slightly startled as it sat up straight. It held a crescent moon hairpin to its temples and sniffed it before its voice, like a cool breeze, resounded in the sea of flowers under the moonlight. "If you like someone, you will want to be with him everyday; whenever you see him, you will be happy and smile whenever you think of him …" "His embrace is the warmest place in the world …"
Under Heaven... The warmest place?
My heart jolted before I asked again, "Then …" You have liked Yuanyuan for so long, will you feel lonely? "
Sparrow's eyes turned red, he raised his head to take a gulp of the wine, and said helplessly, "Of course I'll be lonely! If he couldn't get the one he loved … "White boy, I hope you don't taste this, never!"
Her tone was very sorrowful. Her eyes were still blurry, but a little teary.
I'm a little regretful. Although I was the one who sent out the letter, I've already thought of the Brass Sparrow … She secretly loved Yuanyuan. Up until now, it had been over three thousand years. Although she had confessed many times, Yuanyuan had always refused to accept it. The people who lost their loved ones were truly pitiful!
I felt sorry for her. "Why has Yuanyuan never accepted you? It's good that you're like this! "
"Does he have someone he likes in his heart?"
"Who is it? His dead fiancée? "
The Bronze Sparrow once mentioned this to me by accident... The fiancee of Yuanyuan, Fairy Qing Qiu, died in the Great Immortal War 3300 years ago.
Sparrow nodded his head, looking a little disappointed. "Apart from this, I can't think of anyone else he would like."
I sighed and looked at her hesitantly. I almost blurted it out as I thought about it again and again … A bronze sparrow! You're stupid! After all these years of constantly coming to our Palace, can't you see what's on Lord Yuanyuan's mind?
What he likes is, my master, Xuan Yue!
Recently, there have been many happy events in the Palace.
First, I was conferred the title of a third-rate deity, and then, someone came to our Palace to propose marriage.
The one who came was Chaos, the personal guard of Lord Yao Yuan of the Sky Dragon Palace, and the one who was asked to marry is our Palace's letter, Fairy Liu Li.
He often accompanied Lord Yao Yuan to the Moon Reaching Palace and got to know Liu Li from one trip to another. This Chaos guy might look like a silent and boring person, but he was still very fierce towards me. However, he was very daring when it came to matters of the heart. Not only did he bring flowers as a betrothal gift to show his love to Fairy Liu-Li, he even incited his master, Yuan Yuan, to come.
Yuan Yuan asked Xuan Yue to discuss this matter with her. At that time, I was helping Master grind the powder in her study.
His Master was greatly surprised and said to me, "Supreme Celestial Primal Chaos actually admires our family's Liu-Li? "Eh, why have I never heard of this before?"
My heart gave a slight snort … My master, every time you meet Yuanyuan, the two of you will always be alone together, not even allowing Primal Chaos and I to get close to each other. How could you possibly discover Primal Chaos and Liu-Li's private feelings? Furthermore, the Primal Chaos would usually go with Yuanyuan, so Master naturally wouldn't notice him.