Chapter 1360： heart is deserted

in a residential area.

Ni Yan had just finished breastfeeding the child, and after putting the child to sleep, she carefully covered the quilt.

She glanced at the time and turned on the TV, ready to watch the weather forecast for a while.

Ni Yan went into the kitchen to wash the dishes, and the news of Pei Muchuan's execution today was broadcast on the TV in the living room.

"Snapped--"

The bowl in his hand slipped out, and with a crisp sound, it fell to the ground into pieces, and the porcelain pieces on the ground exuded a faint dark light.

Ni Yan quickly squatted down and picked up the pieces, but the pieces were too sharp, and she cut her fingers with a brush, and bright red blood quickly overflowed from the fingers.

"..."

As if Ni Yan didn't feel the pain, tears flowed out of her eyes, dripping on the ground.

"Mu Chuan... Pei Muchuan..."

She murmured his name again and again, and fell weakly to the ground, lying on the ground, as if all her strength was exhausted at this moment.

"..."

Ni Yan just sat down on the cold floor of the kitchen, as if a long time had passed, until the child in the room cried, and the dazed thoughts were pulled back.

She stood up just as she was about to coax the child, she gasped when she saw the bleeding fingers, and went to appease Pei Qingshu after the wound was healed.

——

On the third day after Pei Muchuan's death, the prison where he was previously held sent a letter to her.

Ni Yan unfolded the envelope, and what caught her eye was a clear and powerful font.

[Yanyan, Zhan Xinjia.

I am not a good person. I am selfish and vicious and also engage in illegal business. My hands are stained with the blood of countless victims.

But... Yanyan...

All this I have no choice.

I grew up in Pei's family, and my parents instilled in me the idea that "you can do anything as long as you can make money."

But when I fell in love with you without reservation, I suddenly hated such a dirty self, how can I be worthy of you, such a person who does all evil?

I was timid and wanted to step back and save, but I found that countless people's lives were already on my shoulders.

The situation is not that I want to say no and don't do it.

In recent years, the Pei family has been so powerful that it has long been involved with those who make "goods".

Whether it's an enemy, a former collaborator, or someone in the group, they continue to push me all the way to the dark.

I know this is wrong, but only when I die, those other forces hiding in the dark will let you go, and you and your children will be safe.

This life is too dirty, and this death hopes to wash away all sins.

If the next life can be clean and white, then is there a possibility that the relationship between me and you will continue?

Yanyan, I love you.

I am waiting for you in the afterlife. 】

...

After Ni Yan read the letter, she burst into tears, holding the letter and her tears kept overflowing.

She burst into tears, "Afterlife, afterlife? You really are a fool..."

How could someone who is obviously so smart believe in such absurd remarks about the afterlife?

"..."

Ni Yan cried out of breath.

She didn't know how long she cried, her eyes were red and swollen, and even her feet were weak and light when she walked.

The place in the heart is empty, it seems that the oasis has turned into a desert and the city has turned into ruins overnight.

Ni Yan held the letter in her hand and raised her head to look at the blue sky above her head.

"..."

Pei Muchuan, did you know?

After you left, you took my heart with you, and my heart will no longer be beating hot for anyone.