Zhang Confession in the heart of the road, people and evil have evil sources;
Tragically, the heart changes and the mind distorts and destroys for the rest of its life.
"I was born in an ordinary house of clothing. Rong'er, how much do I envy you and Ruo Lan? Although both of you were born in clothing, your fathers were officials of the imperial court. There's nothing to worry about. I was drunk all day and couldn't even ask for a title. When I was five years old, my mother-in-law died, and I became a child that nobody cared about. " Zhang Laiqi slowly said, "My cousin saw me as a pity and said he would take me away, but I, Ama, do not care. My cousin is a doctor of Jiang Hu, and I have been travelling with him since he was five years old. "But no, all these years I've seen poor people die of illness without power or money, while rich officials all have to be extremely pampered. Yes, I know how to eat and heal, my uncle always thought that food was good medicine, too, I've learned a lot from him …"
"Then... "Red Fruit …" Rong'er murmured softly.
As if she didn't hear it, Zhang LEqi continued to narrate her story, "At the age of thirteen, I was sent home because a letter was sent to my cousin saying that I would enter the palace to participate in the palace's female selection. I am not a lady, and I have suffered a lot after following my uncle for so many years, but I am still happy to be with him, because he is always very temperamental after he finishes drinking. That year was two years in Kangxi. I entered the palace and became a servant in this palace, but I was very lucky because I was assigned to the emperor, and remember when we were assigned jobs, the empress dowager called us over, and she personally picked us relatively good-looking and mature maids and brought them to the emperor's palace. At that time, aunty said very bluntly, "When we came to the emperor's palace, she told us all to be smarter, do you know what we went to do?" Zhang Leqi looked at Rong'er.
Rong'er didn't say anything as he watched Zhang Leyao quietly waiting for her to speak.
Zhang LEqi snorted lightly. "We came to the emperor's side to let him know about the affairs of men and women. "The Emperor was only ten at the time, how could he understand this? We were taught a lot of things, and we palace maids want to make the Emperor feel warm and understand the affairs of men and women."
"But I really admire your majesty. Your majesty was only ten years old at the time, and he had only ascended the throne for two years, but he was very smart and studious, as if he liked to spend more time reading or riding. We've been by the emperor's side for more than two years, and the emperor hasn't touched any of us, and seeing that the emperor is about to get married, the empress dowager grew anxious, and often older aunts would come to signal for us to be more proactive.
Zhang Le Qi looked at Rong'er bitterly and said, "Rong'er, do you think the empress is pitiful? "Then let me tell you, I watched the emperor grow up. I can say with all my heart that the empress was the first woman of the emperor. Isn't that kind of happiness enough?"
Rong'er looked at the flabbergasted expression on Zhang LEqi's face. She didn't expect that the reason Zhang LEqi was sent to the Emperor's palace was for this reason.
Zhang Leyan looked at Rong'er's expression and seemed to understand her doubt. She smiled and said, "Rong'er, do you think that we are the only ones here? Actually, the empress dowager had the same thoughts in her heart. However, since the empress already understood the affairs of a man and a woman when you all arrived at the palace, the empress dowager didn't need to instruct you guys any further and only gave you a few more choices. At that time, aside from the empress, the empress dowager was the only one she favored, so she was also worried. "
Rong'er was shocked upon hearing Zhang Leyan's words. She really didn't expect …
"The palace maids are at the mercy of the masters, so of course they can serve the emperor. This is an honor, an honor for all of us, and it's also an honor for all of us, so after a month of marriage, the emperor has moved back to the Temple of Peace. I'm guessing that the empress can't completely please the emperor, the emperor is very lonely, so I can tell you that I've been in the Temple for three years, and I don't want to hide this from you, because I want to change my fate and rely on myself to change my fate." With tears in her eyes, she looked at Rong'er, "Perhaps in the beginning, I only hoped that I could have wealth and prosperity, but Rong'er, three years of being an assistant ruler, I really do like the Emperor. He is so diligent, so hardworking, any woman will like him, right? Rong'er … I said I was smart, because I knew that as long as the emperor felt warmth, he would one day pay attention to me. I would always silently serve the emperor, and even if I had tens of thousands of expectations in my heart, I still wouldn't show it, and in the past five years, winter hasn't passed yet, and young Emperors who are not in personal governance will always have a lot of worries. That night, I accompanied the emperor by his side, and actually, the relationship between Aunt Cheng and I was very good at that time.
Rong'er thought of himself. How similar was she to Zhang Leyan? They had won the favor of the emperor on a night when the emperor needed warmth. In fact, it was the same for Ruo Lan as well, Rong'er thought sorrowfully.
Zhang Le Qi continued to speak in a faint voice, "I have gained a favor, I am really happy. Based on my understanding of the Emperor for the past three years, I know that I will definitely receive a title. "In the third month, I received my title and became a young master. I have a palace maid to serve me and I can bully her now. I am very happy."
"Therefore, you did not treat Su Ya well …" Rong'er sighed softly.
Zhang Leyan nodded and said indifferently, "You know about this as well. Did Su Ya tell you about it? "Yes, I don't like her submissive expression. Without any resistance, it would only make me even more uncomfortable. No matter how I beat her up, she wouldn't make a sound."
"You treat her kindness like weakness …" Rong'er said with a frown.
"She is kind, but she is also weak. In this palace, you have to resist, because only then can you become stronger. Do you know how good I was to Aunt Cheng all those years ago? "If she's tired, I'll hammer her back. If she's thirsty, I'll immediately send her water. How much do I hate myself for being so powerless back then …" Zhang Leyan forced out a smile and said, "Later on, Ruo Lan got bestowed the title as well. I felt that the warmth I gave the emperor was taken away by someone else, especially after your Rong'er got bestowed the title. Why is that?" We can give you the warmth the Emperor wants, but why, why are you the only one who is favored by the Emperor? " At this point, Zhang LEqi could not help but raise her voice.
"That's why your heart is twisted …" Rong'er said sadly.
"That's right, I've twisted. I really hate you guys. You stole the emperor away. Because of your appearance, the emperor no longer misses the warmth I gave him …" I hate... "So hateful …"
"So you wanted to harm our child … using what you know about food therapy? " Rong'er looked up at Zhang Le Qi and asked with a sad heart, "But I don't understand why you want to be so smart."
"I did not harm Zhuo Hui!" Zhang LEqi looked at Rong'er and said in a loud voice.