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Rong'er thought to himself: There is a kind of sadness that will devour people's hearts. It is so painful that you will forget what your heart is like. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do.

Rong'er, Ling Xiu-er and Lu Li had agreed to take turns guarding her because they were afraid that something bad was going to happen to her. However, they didn't see any improvement, and just like that, another day passed. On the morning of the third day, it was dark and gloomy, making Rong'er feel like her heart was sinking, as if something was about to happen.

This news caused Rong'er's heart to feel incomparably sorrowful. It was so heavy that she couldn't breathe!

This was the first time Rong'er had seen Yin Shang since he was smashed into the ground, but he was already an ice-cold little corpse. His face was no longer as red as before, and Yuan Yuan would no longer be able to blink his black eyes!

In half a year, Yin He would be six years old, and he would be the oldest of all the children that had died in the past few years. Because he had been raised for so long, he had become more and more sad, and he was so smart and cute, and Rong'er was blaming himself, and it was her fault that she did not send Yin back to the palace, and that it was her fault, and that it was her fault … Tears were already streaming down Rong'er's face as he looked at Xuande, muttering, "It's my fault, I didn't take good care of you, it's my fault, it's my fault, Xuande, you can't blame me, it's my fault …"

Xuande silently shed tears, gently shook her head, and did not say a single word. Xuan Ye, who was standing to the side, softly sighed, and said somewhat powerlessly to Rong'er and the others, "If you've seen her, then go back." Xuan Ye had been accompanying him for the past two days, and he was truly sad. Yin was more than five years old, and he had died not because of an incurable illness, but because of an accident, an avoidable accident. Apart from sadness, his heart was filled with indescribable anger. I can't come back, I can't come back...

Sitting in front of Ruo Lan's bed, Rong'er subconsciously held onto Ruo Lan's right hand. That hand was so cold, so cold that she felt her entire body trembling, and although Rong'er's warm tears fell on Ruo Lan's hand, they still couldn't make her warm up. Rong'er kept murmuring as if he had lost his mind: "Ruo Lan, wake up, tell me, you're fine, you can't be okay, you definitely can't be okay! "Yin Shu has already left, you don't need to be like him, I don't want you to die, I really don't …"

"Imperial Concubine Rong, don't be like this." Ling Jiao'er worriedly called out in a soft voice, "Ruo Lan will be fine, she will definitely be fine."

Rong'er didn't answer, but continued murmuring, "I was the one who accidentally killed Yin Wei, and in turn caused Ruo Lan's death. If Ruo Lan died, I would be ashamed to face them. It was all because of me, all because of me …"

"Imperial Concubine Rong, why do you have to be so harsh on yourself?" Ling Xiang'er walked to Rong'er's side and grumbled: "You know, this matter can't be blamed on you. After so many years in the palace, the four brothers who have already read up on this have all come over, no one thought that it would happen, and never thought that it would happen, moreover, when Sixth Brother came, he was also an elder accompanying us, how could he possibly ask us to send someone else when we leave. So Imperial Concubine Rong, you shouldn't take all the crimes for granted, you are kind, don't take kindness as weakness."

Rong'er lightly wiped away the tears on his face and shook his head. "No, I know that the emperor is blaming me. I can tell from the way he looks at me and the tone in which he speaks that the emperor is blaming me …" It's my fault. "

"Rong'er …" Seeing Rong'er in such a fragile state, Ling Ying'er's heart ached, and stopped calling him Imperial Concubine Rong. Being called Rong'er was a kind of sisterly feeling, and Rong'er could only shake his head and sob, "Yin Qi is dead, but he was really wronged. It's not because of the illness that he couldn't avoid, but because of me …"

Suddenly, she knew that Rong'er's sadness did not only come from Yin's death and Ruo Lan's injuries, but also from the fear in her heart. She was afraid that Xuan Ye would blame her, afraid that Xuan Ye would leave her in contempt.

Rong'er knew that she had lost her composure. Her heart was truly in pain because Xuan Ye's death truly made her feel very uncomfortable. Xuan Ye's coldness made her heart feel as if it was being torn apart. She looked at Ruo Lan, her only remaining hope, but would she be able to recover? Maybe only if Roran gets better, maybe she can be at ease.

His grief and grief for his child's early death made Xuan Ye's heart ache. Xuan De, who usually had a strong appearance and a strong personality, suddenly became very weak in the face of such grief. He became especially dependent on Xuan Ye for more changes, causing Xuan Ye's heart to ache even more. He spent more time accompanying her.

At the end of May, an official asked Xuan Ye to patrol the north. The sadness in the palace was too heavy, so Xuan Ye decided to patrol the north in early June.

Rong'er knew that the emperor was going to patrol the north, but it had been nearly half a month since his death, and she hadn't seen Xuan Ye again. Xuan Ye also hadn't come to visit her, but she had sent someone to visit her and ask for more supplies from the inner palace, and people said that the emperor had been accompanying Xuande during this time. Rong'er sometimes thought that perhaps it was a good thing for her to stay asleep, and if she knew that the emperor hadn't come to see her, how sad would it be that Xuande was being treated so highly by the emperor now? When did this happen? Had he reached the point of constant companionship? Had he done more than he did to her all those years ago? The pain in his heart swallowed his heart.

On the first of June, the emperor was supposed to make a trip to the north as planned. This time, the people accompanying him were the Imperial Noble Concubine Yi and the Imperial Concubine De. This time, along with the big brother Yin Wei and the crown prince Yin You, is expected to leave the Li Palace for about three months, as well as to take shelter from the summer heat.