Side Story Chapter 314
Joshua quietly looked around the garden. Over one hundred of his people were scattered all over its grounds; around half of them had already breathed their last. Most of the dead and wounded were the Black Knights, but two people caught Joshua’s eyes.
“...Viper.”
Joshua didn’t get an answer back, which told him that Viper was near his end. Ever since Joshua had first set foot in the palace, Viper had been with Joshua as commander of the Auxiliary Battalion. He was a dear old friend to Joshua, but Joshua didn’t even get to say goodbye to him.
“Guh!”
Joshua turned to look at someone who still had some energy left.
“Carmen von Agnus.”
“Joshua... Sanders...”
It was obvious that she was reaching her last day in this world. She desperately tried to stand up despite the blood dripping out of her mouth.
-Why are you refusing to use my power! Why?! You wouldn’t have ended up in this mess if you used my power!
Meric, the Permeation Demon, screamed from within her, but Carmen paid the demon no mind. She looked at Joshua. He could tell from her eyes that the spite and grudges she had harbored against him had faded significantly.
“I never... thought... it would end... like this...”
“...Are you angry that you didn’t get to get revenge?” Joshua asked.
“...Even if... I get to go back to the past... I will...”
Before Carmen could finish speaking, her head drooped as death came to greet her. Joshua looked away from her after a moment. He assumed that her last words were that she would make the same choice. Aden von Agnus was her only sibling, so, just as Joshua had after being betrayed, she wouldn’t be able to think straight after losing her only brother.
Regardless, Carmen should have given up on revenge long ago. The tragedy of the Agnus family wouldn’t have occurred in the first place if Aden von Agnus hadn’t been blinded by his own desire for revenge. It was safe to say that the Agnuses had brought their downfall upon themselves.
“...Revenge is surprisingly meaningless,” Joshua muttered to himself.
He had thought that he would at least feel free, but his regrets only grew over time. With the second chance he had in life, he could have focused on something other than revenge. Many things in his life might have been better.
Bel slowly walked toward Joshua.
“Finally... Finally...” he mumbled.
Joshua extended his hand. In response, Longin quickly found its place in Joshua’s hand. Joshua thrust the spear toward Bel, leaving a long red streak in the air.
“Lightning Flash, huh?” Bel parried the attack with ease using his spear made from the dragon lord’s bones.
Of course, that didn’t discourage Joshua one bit. He simply swung his spear with extra force the next time.
Inside the storm that Joshua created, he and Bel crossed spears, adding fountains of aura sparks to the tempest.
Bel flinched for the first time as the air grew turbulent.
“Magic Spear Arts Level 10...?”
Alarms ringing in his head, Bel charged forward, his fist flying at Joshua.
However, Joshua was quicker.
‘Eternal Regression.’
Time worked like a circle, and people’s lives repeated in the circle forever. That would mean he would have a next life, but even that life might put him through trial and tribulation that would make him into a grudgeful monster who was obsessed with revenge. Nevertheless, he would go through it again if that was what it took to meet his loved ones—but he was never going to repeat the life of neglecting them and forcing them to sacrifice themselves.
‘If I have another chance, I’ll live a life of sacrifice for my people.’
At that moment, Joshua became the spear itself. He used his body and soul to use the Magic Spear Arts to its full potential.
“What...?” Bel’s eyes widened.
Before him stood another red dimensional rift—space itself had been severed by Joshua’s swing.
Apocalyptically powerful bolts of lightning rained down around them. The dimensional rift tried to swallow the entire world, especially Bel.
“What the fuck? Are you going to destroy the world just so you can kill me?!” Bel desperately drew up more mana so that he wouldn’t be sucked into the red hole, but it was meaningless. He clung to the edge, screaming. “Arghhhhhhh!”
Joshua himself wasn’t in a good condition. His attack had exhausted his stamina, putting him through the side effects that he had been worried about.
‘...You were so happy when I broke out from the ice boulder earlier than I planned.’
The Demon Spirit’s power hummed happily as if the Demon Spirit himself was eagerly watching the fight. Although the Demon Spirit’s personality had been annihilated, his power still remained within Joshua. However, Joshua had no intention of letting the Demon Spirit’s power enjoy itself.
‘Angel Spirit’s Fragment,’ Joshua called.
-Call me Arash.
‘I’m going to become a new Spirit by embracing everything that is left of the Demon Spirit and Angel Spirit in this world.’
-...Becoming a new Spirit to replace the destroyed balance of light and darkness is theoretically possible, but if you do that...
‘I will no longer be able to stay in this realm.’
After the Angel and Demon Realms’ destruction, the gods had descended to the Human Realm, destroying the realm’s balance. He had to restore the balance to stop the Human Realm’s collapse.
-Gods and humans belong in different places. There is no way that a complete Spirit can stay in the Human Realm.
‘It would be better than letting the world fall.’
Joshua strode forward. It was his turn to sacrifice himself to protect his loved ones.