Chapter 151： I used to love, now I don't

Cheng Jin came out of the ward, Xu Chengan was taking a look at the candy in his hand.

Delicate and compact packaging.

There is a mint inside.

was previously thrown to him by Wen Fucheng for him to taste.

"Aunt Cheng, I'll take you home." He put the candy and got up and came to Cheng Jin's side.

The secretary and assistant are still there, so it's never his turn to send it.

Cheng Jin waved his hand to let him have a good rest, and said hard work.

When passing by Wen Hanting Ward, the door opens automatically.

The man was standing inside the door with a cane, his whole person was much older, and with this fall, his whole person looked even older.

When they got divorced, the affairs of the Wen Cheng family were very serious in the circle. The two still meet on individual occasions. At that time, Cheng Jin also had his own pride, and he was also unconvinced, and often broke up on occasions.

Later, Wen Hanting would avoid running into her.

Gradually, the number of meetings has decreased, and since Wen Fucheng took charge of the Wen family, she has never seen each other again. Wen Hanting officially disappeared from her life.

During the festivals, if there is any activity in the Cheng family, either Cheng Ran will not come back, or Cheng Jin will not come back.

For many years, it seemed like a line had been drawn between their generation, and the two sides adhered to a silent agreement that no one would cross the line.

Cheng Jin also went from being sad at the beginning to being cheered up later.

is now able to face it lightly.

That night, it was dark. The only street light was not enough for him to scrutinize her.

Empty corridors with bright incandescent lights overhead.

Cheng Jin dresses brightly, and never wrongs himself whether they are together or not.

The movement on her side caught her attention, and Cheng Jin also saw Wen Hanting. His eyes were calm and unwavering, more unfamiliar than looking at strangers.

After fighting and fighting for so many years, she has long figured out that she has been sad for an unworthy person for so long, but she cannot continue to be sad for an unworthy person.

It took her so long from the anger at the beginning to the calmness now.

Now it is really heart-stopping.

As long as they don't come to provoke her, it's not bad for them to live their own lives.

Cheng Jin is really happy now, and he is also a lot of age. No matter whether he will fight to go to the grave, he will spend his whole life in resentment. This kind of life is too scary.

She persuaded herself to let go and have some fun.

In this life, pleasing yourself is the most important thing. If you are unhappy, there is no result, no matter how persistent you are, there is no use.

Wen Hanting is like the wind blowing by her side, she can't hold it and slips away from her fingers.

His passing aroused her calm heart lake.

The wind disappeared, but the turbulent ripples remained uneven for a long time.

Have you ever been in love?

also just once loved.

"Cheng Jin."

Meeting outside the restaurant that night was not a pleasant one.

"Have time? Let's talk."

"What do you want to talk to me about? What else is there to talk about between us. My time is calculated in terms of money. If I talk to you a few words, I will make a lot of money less." Cheng Jin spoke ruthlessly. , every sentence is choking.

Make her feel good about Wen Hanting.

Sorry not yet.

"How much do you want, I'll give it?" He was also not short of money.

Who is this low-pitched look for? There were not many spectators present.

"Wen Hanting, you should remember how I left the Wen family back then! You drove me out with your own hands. On a majestic rainy night, you didn't even want to give me an umbrella."

His face paled a bit after hearing her words.

"I was young and frivolous back then."

Cheng Jin smiled.

"You didn't come up with this excuse. You wanted to let go of the humiliation I suffered when you were young and frivolous? You can get together with me if you don't love me, but if you told me about a peaceful divorce back then, you can stay with Cheng Ran after the divorce. Together, I'll probably give you a high opinion. But everything you do makes me sick to the core."

She Cheng Jin is not an unreasonable person.

You won't have to live with someone who doesn't love you.

She was encouraged by herself, and the two were already living together.

He even brought Cheng Ran to their home countless times, on their bed.

She was also a little girl in her twenties!

Full of joy to marry the person you like.

naively thought it would last forever.

The tragic ending told her that the approach from the beginning was a conspiracy.

Cheng Jin glanced at the time impatiently.

"I'll give you five minutes, what do you want to say? My little boyfriend is still waiting for me. You know, it's hard to coax young people to be angry now."

"Cheng Jin, this is the life you want? Are you happy?" Wen Hanting looked at her sadly, his eyes full of disappointment.

"Don't tell me, don't look at me like this. You really don't need to sympathize with me so much, I'm cool now. Let's be honest! I have resented you for many years, and I have loved you for many years, these It's all traces that can't be erased from my mind. But you should also know that everything will fade after a long time. Over the years, I almost forgot what you looked like. "

When I was with him, it wasn't that I wasn't happy.

Bringing up some past events, Cheng Jin's face became a little softer.

"The year I married you, I thought our life was very long, and we would be very happy. Look, no matter how long it takes, it will not come to the half-hundred years old. Sometimes I will sigh that life is flowing so fast, and I have no time to complain. Too many and it has gone for many, many years. Now this life is over, I just want to be happy now, and it has nothing to do with me whether others are happy or not.”

…

"It's true that I loved you."

"It's true that I don't love you."

"Love yourself more now is the real thing."

…

"Wen Hanting, I'm not young anymore, and I'm getting old too." The playful little girl also had countless wrinkles on her face. "I don't hate you anymore."

The most hurtful words in the world are nothing but this one. I don't hate you for a long time.

Emotions come when you can't let go.

Being able to be as calm as water is really like a stranger.

Wen Hanting's hand on the door frame trembled slightly, Cheng Jin's eyes would never stop for him, these were what he wanted most back then.

He wished she would leave earlier, don't drag him down at all, he and Cheng Ran could be together.

"I ask you, did you have a piece of jade in your hand?"

Cheng Jin's eyes fell on him, very flat and flat, even if there were waves at a certain moment, it quickly disappeared.

After a while, she sneered.

answered without hesitation.

"No."

"you are lying."

"Does it make sense?"

"Yes, it means a lot to me."

Cheng Jin's promise is still that one.

No.

Cheng Jin walked over to the elevator, Wen Hanting calling her name behind him.

"Cheng Jin, why, why didn't you stand up and admit that the piece of jade was yours. As long as you say it, how could I admit the wrong person." At the end, he almost muttered to himself.