Chapter 367 Worldly and wonderful love words
From that day on, Xu Sheng never pestered Bai Mengyao again.
She started trying to go out, make friends, and go to parties. There are more and more smiles on my face, and I even found something for myself to do, created a brand of my own, started from a small studio, and filled it up every day.
Bai Mengyao is getting better.
Better than ever.
Later I heard that the blizzard that night made international news.
Both Ying Jing and Yu You called her.
Words can't hide the concern.
As soon as I got the news, I got in touch with Bai Mengyao. Knowing that she even went to participate in the event that day, I was even more afraid.
"People safe is good."
There was a lot of noise on the occasion, and the two of them closed the phone without saying a few words to make an appointment to talk next time.
Bai Mengyao planned to go to a nearby supermarket to buy some delicious food to reward herself and her assistant in the evening.
Walking on the road, she suddenly felt dizzy for a while, and the next second her phone fell to the ground, and the person fell unconscious.
…
In the fleeting shadows, people are also in a trance.
The body soared into the air, she struggled in a coma, the lonely and clear breath penetrated into the tip of her nose, and her sore eye sockets were about to pop out.
No one told her that she misses a person too much, but that person is always unwilling to enter her dream. When she was willing to let go slowly, she felt that he was by her side all the time.
Even the breath of the stranger carried his shadow.
Even if it is an illusion, she still wants to catch the wind that cannot appear in this country.
"Xu Chengan, I miss you." A very light and soft sentence, crushed in the affectionate love.
The person in her arms is much lighter, and the heavy clothes still can't hide her gradually thinner figure.
Mingming knows that she should be let go to live a new life, but she still can't let go of the person she has loved for so many years.
Xu Chengan was even a little sad.
The person you love is just a meaningless shell, don't hold on to a dream with no return date. Today she is your lover, but tomorrow she becomes a stranger again. Ling Chi's knife shouldn't scrape the flesh of her heart piece by piece.
The smell of disinfectant was unpleasant, Bai Mengyao frowned and opened her eyes, white gauze was blowing through the open window. The back of the man is standing behind the white gauze, talking with the phone next to his ear.
She couldn't hear clearly.
It just feels a little familiar.
Passed out again in a daze. Woke up again and subconsciously looked for the figure in front of the white veil.
Xu Sheng saw her wake up, got up and walked to the bed. "Do you know that you have a fever? If you come later, you will be a fool."
"You sent me to the hospital?"
Reason told her that that person should not be Xu Sheng. I know it's not him, but my heart is still lost!
Xu Sheng poured her a glass of warm water. "When I came, only your assistant was there. The nurse said that you were sent to the hospital by a passer-by. Do you have any impression?"
Bai Mengyao rubbed her eyes, but didn't say anything even though she was suspicious.
"Thank you, as long as there is an assistant here to take care of you, it won't delay your work!"
"Do we need to talk so much between us? I am willing to stay and take care of you." The little assistant went out to buy food for her, but there was no one in the ward. It happened that today was fine, so Xu Sheng planned not to go anywhere.
"Xu Sheng, you probably already guessed the answer I gave you. Thank you for your care during this time."
"Well, if you reject yours, I'll do mine. If you feel embarrassed, just tell me, don't feel embarrassed. Just like now you reject me actively, I can't put you down immediately. Next Seeing you for the first time, knowing what you have, I will still actively wait for it."
People are especially vulnerable emotionally when they are sick.
If she hadn't met Xu Chengan, the man who surprised her all her life, Xu Sheng would be the object of her heart.
This person is much better than that **** Xu Chengan.
She is not qualified to stop Xu Sheng's emotions, the only thing she can do is to guard her heart.
After the assistant came back, Xu Sheng politely left.
Even the assistant was a little moved by this quiet and affectionate expression.
"Yaoyao, you really don't have any thoughts about Xu Sheng? Isn't it good to find someone who loves you? Every aspect of life can be taken care of well."
"How do you know whether I love the one I love now or not. Maybe he has some reasons beyond his control."
Look, how nice she is, she can coax herself well without Xu Chengan.
It was just a fever and a cold. After the fever subsided, Bai Mengyao went back to the apartment. People walk on the street and receive countless concerns on their mobile phones. She lowered her head and casually flipped through it, picking out some replies from her friends.
The phone freezes for a moment and jumps to the contact interface.
Those words that are too obvious, it's hard not to pay attention. Like a ghost, she pressed the dial button.
He won't answer.
It was too late for him to avoid her.
The sun was not out that day, the rain was heavy, and the road was covered with snow. In the middle of the street in the beautiful small bungalow, Bai Mengyao pulled on her scarf and continued walking.
The familiar cell phone rings somewhere around.
She stopped and turned her head to look back.
Lonely street, scattered people passing by her in a hurry.
It came to an abrupt end.
The sky and the earth were all white, she couldn't see it, her eyes were fixed on the corner of the clothes that disappeared at the corner of the street.
After the night show, I received a call from Bai Mengyao, and the patient crying came from the phone.
There were people around her, so she found a quiet corner to talk to her.
"Meng Yao? What's wrong."
Bai Mengyao's eyes were red, and her voice was choked with surprise. "Strange to say, I met someone who shouldn't be here."
The only thing I can think of is Xu Chengan.
"Did you see him?"
"No."
"That…"
It turned out that the glimpse at the foot of the mountain that day was not an illusion.
"I'm just telling you, I can't find anyone to share what I'm feeling. Do you know what it feels like?"
I understand the situation, but I can't empathize with it. She was not Bai Mengyao, and Xu Chengan was not Wen Fucheng. The same love, they love differently.
"Then what are you going to do now?"
Bai Mengyao wiped away the tears from her eyes.
"I, I will never revolve around him again. I also have things I want to do. It will be a pain for both of us if we are entangled. I will let go. Xu Cheng'an is still very important to me. This will never happen." It will change. For the rest, let nature take its course. Maybe in a certain year, I will really be willing to let go and accept a new relationship." Or maybe the fate between them is not finished, and they can continue. If that day really comes, she must take good care of that heartbroken man.
It's good for her to think like this.
Background against the wall, the toe of the shoe draws freely on the ground.
Listening intently to Bai Mengyao's words, she didn't notice that people from far and near approached her not far away.
Subconsciously, he held his hand. He happened to be on the phone too. Ying Jing hung up the phone and looked up at him, just in time for him to turn around too.
"I'll talk about the rest later, I'm going to take my wife to dinner now."
Yingjing rolled that sentence in his heart, feeling secular and wonderful.
【Slowly resume the fourth and sixth shifts. 】
(end of this chapter)