Chapter 330 Awkward
Friday morning.
Lin Qianxiao tidied herself up. As soon as she came out of the bedroom, she smelled the strong smell of meat, and couldn't help swallowing.
Jiang Zhi was laying out breakfast, and when he saw her, he reminded him gently, "Eat, I'll take you to the company after eating."
Lin Qian smiled and shook her head while sitting, "No, I won't go to the company today."
Jiang Zhi paused for a moment when pouring milk, then continued.
Jiang Zhi brought a glass of milk, peeled eggs, and a vegetable to her, and then sat opposite her.
Lin Qian smiled, sniffed and stared at the steak in front of Jiang Zhi for a while, then pouted and protested, "Why do you eat steak while I only have vegetables?"
Jiang Zhi's eyes were full of helplessness, "You gave me a menu two days ago, and asked me to cook you breakfast according to it."
Lin Qianxiao just remembered.
A few days ago, under the advice of her physique teacher, she listed a weight loss recipe.
Because Jiang Zhi was making breakfast, she gave Jiang Zhi the recipe for weight loss in the morning, and the recipe for weight loss for dinner to the nanny.
She smiled flatteringly, "I'm sorry, I forgot."
Black eyes fell on her sweet smiling face for a moment, Jiang Zhi got up and went to the kitchen to get a clean plate, cut a small piece of steak and put it in front of her.
Lin Qianxiao stared at the delicious steak, struggling inwardly.
The physique teacher strongly advised not to eat meat within a week, otherwise all previous efforts will be wasted.
She weighed herself last night, and she lost a pound in the past two days after eating the diet meal.
Her goal is to lose three pounds a week.
Lin Qian gritted her teeth with a smile, and pushed the steak back to Jiang Zhi with a firm face, "I won't eat it."
Jiang Zhi's black eyes rested on the pushed back steak for a moment, and ate it silently.
The atmosphere was inexplicably condensed.
Although Jiang Zhi usually doesn't talk much when eating, he seems to be in a bad mood today.
Lin Qian smiled while eating vegetables mixed with olive oil and salt, while looking at him with moist apricot eyes, "Honey, are you in a bad mood recently?"
Not bad, but very bad.
The current her made him uncomfortable and unaccustomed to her, but he couldn't express it.
It was he who told her himself that she could happily do what she wanted.
She is very happy now, and she is doing what she likes, but her happiness and liking are not because of him.
Jiang Zhi has always known that he is sick, paranoid and possessive.
In the past, he once thought that his illness had been cured by her smile and company, but it was not. Now he is even more ill.
Sometimes even have the idea of imprisoning her by her side, so that she will never be away from him for a moment, only see him in her eyes, only have him in her heart, and only love him.
Jiang Zhi, immersed in madness and self, exudes a coldness that rejects others thousands of miles away.
Lin Qianxiao couldn't express what she felt, but felt uneasy and wronged.
"Honey, what's wrong with you?"
The girl's soft voice brought Jiang Zhi back to his senses, he raised his dark eyes to look at her, "It's okay, I'm thinking about something."
Lin Qianxiao felt a little uncomfortable and panicked.
He looked at her calmly, it was a kind of strange eyes that she had never seen before.
Even when Jiang Zhi didn't like her back then, he never looked at her with such calm, emotionless eyes.
But she didn't know that this kind of calm was faked by him with all his strength. He was afraid that the possessiveness in his eyes, which was approaching pathological, would frighten her.
The grievance and sadness on the girl's face were obvious, and he couldn't pretend not to see it, but at this moment all his willpower was used to suppress the violent emotions in his heart, and he couldn't think about anything else.
Jiang Zhi lowered his black eyes in embarrassment, and ate in silence.
five minutes later.
Jiang Zhi's irritable mood gradually calmed down, he put down his knife and fork, and looked up at her, his eyes were as gentle as ever.
"Smile, I'm going to work."
Lin Qianxiao sat quietly, with her head slightly lowered, the corners of her mouth pursed silently.
Jiang Zhi looked at her for a while, then got up with a sigh and walked in front of her, stroking her soft hair with his palm, "Don't be unhappy."
Lin Qianxiao's head was still hanging down, but there was steam gushing out of her eyes.
She quickly raised her hand to wipe away the tears on her face, looked up at her, choked up slightly and said, "What about you? Don't tell me what you have to say now, do you not like me anymore?"
"no."
Seeing her cry, Jiang Zhi's heart seemed to be clenched tightly.
He knelt down, kissed her forehead, and said in a low voice with helplessness, "Smile, you still have the nerve to talk about me, think about it yourself, how long has it been since you had lunch with me?"
Lin Qianxiao was slightly stunned, and then explained with a guilty conscience: "I've been busy recently, and I have to lose weight, and I can't eat rice, so I didn't go to you."
Jiang Zhi touched her slightly thinned cheeks, "You are not fat at all, you don't need to lose weight."
"But a little thinner will look good in a wedding dress. We get married once in a lifetime. Don't you want to have a perfect wedding?"
"For me, as long as the bride is you, that is the greatest perfection, and the rest is not important at all. Compared to a beautiful skin, I hope you are healthy, happy, and carefree."
"But I am healthy and happy now, my husband, my weight loss is only temporary, and I will resume my normal diet after the wedding. Don't be unhappy because of this, okay?
I am now studying English and business management. Apart from running the company I founded, I also want to help you. I don’t want to be your burden and burden. I just want to make myself better and more worthy of you . "
Jiang Zhi looked at her quietly for a while, then said in a low voice, "Smile, no matter whether you are good or bad, the outside voices will never stop, you don't need to care about those.
Compared to now, I like you more in the past. "
Lin Qianxiao's eyes turned red all of a sudden, "Then you don't like me now?"
"I don't dislike it, but I hope you can be yourself as you are, and don't have to force yourself to change yourself because of the eyes and doubts of the outside world."
Lin Qian smiled and looked at him with mist in her almond eyes, "Don't you want me to become better?"
Jiang Zhi hugged her, "You are good enough now, so good that I can't stop, I don't want to leave you for a moment."
On the surface, the unhappiness of breakfast seemed to be over.
But Lin Qianxiao knew, no, at least, her heart was still stuffy, like a ball of cotton.
Jiang Zhi said he liked her better than before.
She actually understood that in the past, she centered on him in everything and revolved around him all day long. Her life and world had nothing but him.
But with the establishment of the company, she came into contact with more and more people and things, and she gradually understood that love is not the whole of life.
It seems that a new world has been opened up. She wants to try more possibilities and become better.
She couldn't figure it out, Mrs. Mingming Jiang encouraged her to study and become better, but he was not happy at all, and said that he liked her better than before.
Lin Qianxiao felt an incomprehensible grievance in her heart, and even couldn't help feeling that he was very masculine and selfish.
He only likes Lin Qianxiao, who used to be completely dependent on him, and doesn't like himself who works hard to become outstanding and independent.
(end of this chapter)