Chapter 65： Don't be so sensible, don't be so sad

Fu Wenzhi's voice was a little muffled. He said "hmm" and looked at the code flashing on the computer screen in front of him without making a sound.

Tang Wan on the side didn't know what was in front of him, so he stayed quietly beside Fu Wenzhi.

She was still a little uneasy just because she was in a strange place. She could only curl up on the sofa and sort out her thoughts in her heart.

Speaking of it, it seems that I really haven’t thought carefully about who sent me to the orphanage.

Tang Wan’s previous memory was very vague. This was not caused by her young age, but by the self-defense produced by the brain to protect the subject after being frightened, and the sequelae of forgetting the pain.

The body can be accompanied by muscle memory. Under certain circumstances, it will be connected with the memory at that time, creating a feeling of "déjà vu".

However, Tang Wan can’t tell the difference.

Some may be my own memories, while others may be the "Mandela Effect".

Memory may deceive oneself. Tang Wan cannot tell whether it is true or false.

She once suspected that the Xinxin Orphanage was a huge cage with many eyes observing her in the dark.

It's like "The Truman Show."

This is a grand fixed-point performance.

And I feel like an animal with a stereotyped reaction, stumbling around in this closed world and unable to find its direction.

She is too young.

She can't make a sound and is locked in a world of black and white.

One step forward into the abyss, one step back to be swallowed by darkness.

 Being able to seize this opportunity is a blessing from God, and it is also the best result of self-struggle.

Things can't get any worse.

Tang Wan clearly knows this.

But she had no way to prove that her memory was true. She could only look for clues of her true past from every corner of the Xinxin Orphanage.

Those vague memories are supporting Tang Wan, telling herself over and over again that her world is not like this!

Fu Wenzhi looked at the quiet Tang Wan with his peripheral vision, thinking about the news he had received.

The message states that Tang Wan has been staying in the orphanage all this time, and she did not come from behind.

Information shows that she was an abandoned baby.

This is completely different from what Tang Wan said.

Fu Wenzhi did not think that Tang Wan was deceiving him.

He has eyes and ears himself, so he can know what kind of child Tang Wan is.

She can’t lie.

Then these two mutual paradoxes are very interesting.

Is the entire group lying?

How many people must have participated in such a huge lie?

Furthermore, isn’t Tang Wan an ordinary child?

Why do they go to all the trouble to tell such a big lie?

Fu Wenzhi was thinking about it, and the movements of his hands did not stop.

Then he chuckled.

unless…

Tang Wan is not an ordinary child.

Her parentage is in doubt.

Someone took black sand and covered the treasure over and over again, trying to cover up her innate light.

He even wanted to replace the civet cat with the prince and replace the treasure with glass.

Unexpectedly, the plan failed.

Tang Wan looked at Fu Wenzhi who suddenly laughed and tilted his head, a little confused.

Is he laughing?

Although the corners of his mouth only curved a little.

Tang Wan thought, stood up and walked to the bathroom.

She had to wash her clothes before Lu Lin came back.

That was something Lu Lin gave to him. Tang Wan liked it very much and cherished it.

…

Night falls, and there are bad things lurking in the darkness.

Lu Lin is very skilled, but he never shows it.

Things for self-defense should not be displayed at any time. They should be a "surprise" when necessary. But Lu Lin didn’t expect that he would see a “surprise” here.

He was trapped in a ravine.

And there was a group of people looking for him.

Lu Lin got separated from his people.

He really didn’t expect that the mountain roads here were so rugged and complicated, and he got lost as soon as he walked in.

Moreover, the surrounding signal was not good, and Lu Lin’s mobile phone even lost signal several times.

It is probably not a surprise for someone in this wilderness to be injured or dead.

It’s because I was careless.

Lu Lin clearly realized this when he entered this place with no signal.

The water in this backward place is deeper than Lu Lin imagined.

The poor mountains and harsh waters bring out unruly people, and this applies to any era.

Thinking of this, Lu Lin felt a little lucky that Tang Wan did not follow him out and did not experience such a dangerous moment.

Tang Wan has been exposed to enough dangers, but Lu Lin still wants Tang Wan to live a more stable life.

Suddenly, Lu Lin heard the sound of footsteps stepping on dead branches and leaves, and hid his cell phone behind him to avoid being discovered by them.

Those accented words kept falling around Lu Lin: "Did they find us?"

“Probably not, that figure looks like a child.”

"Su Yue and her baby have also found us. I feel like we need to change places."

“From a labor perspective, Su Yue and her son should be killed. It’s really annoying us now.”

"Oh, don't say it, don't say it, find the Kazakh man quickly, find that person and kill him, otherwise when they find this place, we won't be able to eat and walk around."

 Lu Lin heard their conversation, and the expression on his face became more and more serious.

Looking at their indifference to human life, it was as if they were discussing an insignificant ant.

Obviously, these people have crossed the bottom line of human beings and attacked their companions.

Lu Lin did not expect that Fatty Pan would choose such a "chosen place".

Fortunately, these people did not stay in this position for too long and left quickly.

Lu Lin cautiously walked out of the ravine. However, as soon as he took a few steps, he saw Mr. Fu waiting for him outside.

He had already changed out of his suit, and as if he hadn't noticed the mess on Lu Lin's body, he said, "Go back first, Tangtang has been found."

Lu Lin was stunned for a moment, and then realized that Tang Wan had also run out.

It’s just that it’s not a good time to reminisce about old times, so he nodded and left here.

Mortal matters are not something that a small actor like me can solve.

Even the Lu family behind me can’t.

This is the bottom line!

Just before leaving, Mr. Fu said: "Don't blame her, she's just too worried about you."

Lu Lin was stunned for a moment, and then walked into the car parked on the side of the road without any other reaction.

He didn’t want to blame Tang Wan.

He just wanted to see Tang Wan.

I want to know what she was thinking when she wanted to go out despite knowing the danger.

Doesn’t she have any thoughts about herself?

Lu Lin has never seen such a child.

I have never seen such a person before.

In her heart, she is always the last one.

Sacrifice everything for others, with a self-destructive spirit of dedication.

Lu Lin didn’t know what Tang Wan had gone through.

She doesn’t know who is shaping her spiritual world in her missing memory.

He just wants Tang Wan to stop being so miserable.

He is willing to give Tang Wan lots and lots of candies.

Don’t be so sensible, and don’t be so sad.