Chapter 94： You are my most important person

The light of the flashlight shone on Fu Wenzhi's face.

The cold light made his still immature face have sharp edges and corners, making him look somewhat mature.

The bright moon shines on them, surrounded by flying fireflies, embellishing everything around them with gentle colors.

The world is colorful, but in Fu Wenzhi's eyes, everything is logical.

Those logics will let him know how the people and things in front of him will react in the next second.

Except Tang Wan.

She was a completely different color, coming to Fu Wenzhi's eyes in an attitude without dazzling light.

She is not ignorant and kind, nor is she weak and timid. She has a core similar to her own.

It’s just that Tang Wan is more stable and he is more manic and depressed.

From a very young age, Fu Wenzhi knew that people should not overthink.

Once a person crosses that safe threshold, he will fall into nihilism. ①

But he has not grasped anything in this world.

In his eyes, everything is a flat surface, not a three-dimensional creature.

Even his father is like this. In his heart, there is no "anchor" that symbolizes the starting point②.

He seemed to be standing alone in a glass bottle isolated from the world, observing the changes of the seasons with cold eyes, without any real feeling.

Until Tang Wan appeared.

Perhaps it was the paranoia coming from her that attracted him.

Perhaps it was the same kind of magnetic field calling him, and his eyes fell on Tang Wan.

He knew clearly that he was different from Tang Wan.

But everyone is the same in her eyes, so isn't that a kind of indifference?

He eagerly wanted to know what kind of reality was hidden under Tang Wan's stubborn character like spring grass.

This is probably the reality he wants to grasp.

Now, he reached out his hand and grabbed Tang Wan.

It's like grasping the solid line that has always been illusory, and it feels real.

Tang Wan subconsciously wanted to withdraw his hand, but felt the coldness on Fu Wenzhi's fingers.

Such a feeling made her stunned for a moment, but the shock was only for a moment, and she soon returned to normal.

It turns out that the weather is already so cold.

Let Fu Wenzhi's hands feel like ice cubes.

As if he didn't feel Tang Wan's resistance to him, Fu Wenzhi walked to Tang Wan's right hand side, with the same expression on his face as usual, but his voice was colder than Leng Yue's.

“I’ll accompany you.”

“The road is a bit unsafe.”

Tang Wan did not reject Fu Wenzhi's kindness.

I just feel that the gesture of the two holding hands is a bit too intimate.

The cool wind blew away the strands of hair around Tang Wan's ears, and the hat on her head was about to be blown off.

However, the next second, a hand came to Tang Wan's head and silently pressed down Tang Wan's hat, covering her embarrassment.

The surroundings are really quiet, only the branches with new buds are playing music.

In the moment of complete silence, Tang Wan seemed to feel the gentle touch on the top of his head.

Fu Wenzhi seemed to be soothing Tang Wan's somewhat restless soul, telling her not to be so anxious.

The stars spread across the sky, making the whole world light up.

Finally they took steps and climbed to the top of the mountain.

Tang Wan slowly raised his head and saw a bright world, like the sun in the dark night, dispelling the darkness.

The bright and gentle lamps hung high bring more warmth than the fireflies on the mountain road. Tang Wan's black grape-like eyes seemed to be stained with these bright lights, as if they were planted with stars in the sky.

Just like stars entering the eyes.

Gou Xi couldn't wait any longer. She hurried to Tang Wan's side, wearing the same lamb suit as Tang Wan, and danced crookedly around the bonfire.

The little ones’ movements are a bit clumsy, but they can’t stand up to their abundant emotions and sincere feelings.

She is chubby and looks very cute when she dances.

Two lambs were dancing over there, and Lu Ze couldn't sit still anymore and ran over to jump with them.

Fu Wenzhi was not involved.

That kind of activity is still a bit too lively for him.

The dishes that Tang Wan cooked at the foot of the mountain were brought up and placed one by one next to the bonfire.

Lu Lin took out a harmonica from somewhere and played music for Tang Wan and Gou Xi.

Lu Ze started a street dance seriously next to him, while Chris took out a drum set from somewhere and played a bunch of improvisations next to him, which blended well with Lu Lin's harmonica.

A group of people were singing and dancing here, and naturally they did not forget Su Jiajia.

Just looking at the lively scene in front of her, Su Jiajia was so jealous that her back teeth almost broke!

My birthday is similar to Tang Wan's, and her birthday is also within these days.

But they had never held such a grand birthday for themselves in their previous life, and even saying happy birthday was perfunctory!

Su Jiajia thought she could accept that these people would not hold a birthday party for her in this life, but she didn’t expect the contrast to be so strong, and she couldn’t bear it all of a sudden!

She clenched her hands into fists and looked at Tang Wan with a look that was not really good.

Tang Wan felt a malicious gaze looking at her. She turned her head subconsciously, and what she saw was Su Jiajia's smiling face.

Perhaps because of the lighting, Tang Wan felt that her face was a little gloomy.

When Tang Wan wanted to make sure again, Su Jiajia's expression was the same as usual.

Can't see any difference.

The atmosphere at the scene was so good that the fat director couldn't help but shoot for a long time.

Then he said with emotion: "Tangtang is so lucky. After meeting Brother Lin, she will live a good life in the future."

The staff on the side shook their heads in disapproval.

“She is not lucky.”

“This is the only way we can see her.”

“If, I mean if.”

“If parallel worlds really exist, then she might have died early.”

“This world didn’t give her a chance to live.”

When the fat director heard these words, he suddenly felt a little chilled.

That's right, from the information he saw, some people didn't want Tang Wan to grow up in peace at all.

Then he raised the camera in his hand and took a few photos of the happy Tang Wan.

Probably because Tang Wan’s past is blank, and only now can he truly survive.

After everyone had eaten and drank, Lu Lin and Tang Wan stayed alone.

Lu Lin looked at Tang Wan's rosy little face, squatted down and asked, "Are you happy?"

Tang Wan nodded without hesitation.

Of course I am happy, Tang Wan has never been happier!

Many people are celebrating their birthdays, it’s so happy and lively!

So many people are like bright flames, lighting up their decaying world all at once.

Tang Wan thought so in his heart, his eyes were bright, and he expressed himself in sign language quickly.

[You are my most important person]

Note ① Original sentence: Excessive exploration of the spiritual world is very dangerous. Once you cross that solid line, your life will move towards nihilism. This is why it is said that people must fall in love with something and be a little tied to it. Developing a grip that keeps you in this world. —"Absurdity and Tragedy" [France] Michel Foucault

Note ②: Anchoring effect, also known as anchor effect.