Chapter 148 It doesn’t matter, I’m lucky enough
Under these letters is a record of plastic surgery that has been gathering dust for a long time.
In order to get closer to the mission goal, Xue Mina completely transformed herself into another person.
Her name is Tang Na, also called Xue Mina.
is Tang Wan’s mother and Si Huai’s lover.
For the safety of her family, Xue Mina did not send a letter or make a single phone call.
Most of the letters are soliloquy letters.
In a city where you are unfamiliar with, learn their language, wear clothes similar to theirs, integrate yourself into the area, and become a qualified "local".
It has been more than six years since I left.
Those beautiful words, Si Huai can feel her unspoken love and her determination.
He carefully put the letters back into the wooden box and looked down at the little cub in his arms.
Subconsciously, he wanted to put on a gentle smile.
But he hadn’t smiled for so long that his smile seemed forced.
Especially because there was sadness in his eyes, which made people even sadder.
At first glance, Si Huai felt that this little cub looked very much like Nana.
Especially those beautiful eyes, so clear that they can see people’s souls clearly.
But there were too many things going on, and he gave up the idea of seeing the child again.
Because he knows that his lover is always in danger, and he cannot miss her just because there is a child who looks like her.
This is unfair to Nana and unfair to Tang Wan.
Si Huai didn’t know that he and Nana had a child.
So by some mistake, their recognition was delayed for so much time.
When Nana left Jing Jiao, Si Huai didn't know she was pregnant.
If you knew…
Had she known it, Nana probably wouldn't have changed her mind.
Si Huai has always known that a stable life must be protected by someone. Under the education of the Xue family, Nana's patriotic belief is greater than anything else.
For his lover, what matters is not what she does, but what she can do.
As long as there is something she can do, she will try her best to do it.
Si Huai thought of this, stretched out his trembling hand and touched Tang Wan's head.
He has heard some rumors about Tang Wan, and he also knows about Tang Wan's self-sacrifice on the show.
Tang Wan inherited his qualities as a lover.
It is the continuation of her life.
It means doing everything you can to help those you can help.
While helping the Lu family search for Tang Wan's past, he discovered that Tang Wan's past seemed to be covered by a pair of invisible hands, and nothing could be seen.
But at that time, he just thought that it was probably because Tang Wan was smart enough to see their dark side.
They kept silent about Tang Wan's origins and blocked all distress calls from Tang Wan. There was only one variety show.
Only a variety show that connects with the outside world can allow Tang Wan to appear in front of others.
If, Si Huai means if.
If Tang Wan was really replaced, Lu Lin did not go to the orphanage to see the candidates for the variety show in advance.
Whether it was his and Nana's child, he would die helplessly in that orphanage.
Like those dry bones discarded in a shabby house, or like those children who were made into weird shapes...
Jing Jiao and Huainan are so far away that Tang Wan may not be able to find him in his lifetime.
She was so small that she had no way to escape from the closed cage, nor could she recover her memory.
She could only have a nightmare in the lies spun by those people.
Thinking of this, Si Huai hugged Tang Wan tightly.
How difficult it is.
They met here and met again here.
This is Nana’s last “love letter” to herself. She taught Tang Wan well and he is a proud child.
Tang Wan clearly felt Si Huai's emotions. His body temperature covered her body, like a spring day pushing away the wind and snow, bringing warmth.
It’s like going back to when I was a child, when my mother hugged me.
Embrace yourself fully.
Tang Wan's eyes were a little blurry, and when he looked at the dirty room, he suddenly felt like the dust had settled.
It is different from crying with extreme sadness.
The big one and the little one just shed tears silently, then stretched out each other's dirty hands to wipe each other's faces.
Finally, they looked at each other's painted faces, showing an expression that was even uglier than crying.
Si Huai's voice was still hoarse, but his whole person was much more real than when Tang Wan first met him.
“Let’s go, let’s clean up here and then go home.”
go home.
These are words that Tang Wan will feel moved no matter how many times he hears them.
Fu Wenzhi and the bodyguards standing outside looked at each other, somewhat unsure when they could go in.
Fu Wenzhi looked at the children's watch on his wrist, and then opened the door: "Okay, you can go in and clean up."
Tang Wan was already cleaning the house, and Si Huai was following behind her. It seemed that the relationship between the two was much better.
It’s just that in the process of getting along, we are still a little unfamiliar.
There is actually nothing to tidy up in this small room.
This building has been uninhabited for a long time. At that time, the windows were not sealed, so many homeless people climbed in through the windows and took away everything they could from inside.
All that is left are some things that are inconvenient to carry.
Even the remaining desk lamp was left because it was welded to the table and could not be easily moved.
Three hours later, Tang Wan and his party walked out.
Just when he was leaving, Tang Wan stood there and looked at it for a long time, as if he wanted to engrave everything here deeply in his mind.
She had a hunch that she would come back.
They got on the helicopter and returned to Jingjiao along the way they came.
The only difference was that Si Huai sat next to Tang Wan this time, held Tang Wan's hand tightly, and pushed Fu Wenzhi aside.
Fu Wenzhi:…
Tang Wan actually feels a bit unreal.
It has actually not been half a year since I came out of Xinxin Orphanage.
But more things happened in these few months than in the previous years.
She has a family.
I also know that I am not an abandoned child.
I also know that I am the continuation of my parents’ love, and I am not disliked.
This is a huge surprise, and it is the most beautiful answer that Tang Wan knows.
Si Huai did not send Tang Wan back to the Lu family, but returned to the Si family with Fu Wenzhi.
He took Tang Wan into the children's room, which had been empty for several years, and then took out the clothes he had prepared long ago from the closet inside and handed them to Tang Wan.
“I have prepared everything for you.”
"If nothing unexpected happens, you should grow up in this room."
Tang Wan held the clothes in his hands blankly and lowered his head silently.
Then he put down his clothes, rushed into Si Huai's arms like a firecracker, and hugged Si Huai tightly.
She opened her mouth, wanting to speak.
She wanted to say.
It doesn't matter, she is lucky enough.
From the moment she left the orphanage, all she met were good people.
The country that my mother wanted to protect.
It’s really beautiful.