Chapter 202 “Pious” prayer for forgiveness of sins
Tang Wan lay on the ground, held his head with both hands, relaxed his breathing, and softened his body.
Then close your eyes and wait for the pain to come.
However, this time, the expected pain did not come.
Tang Wan opened his eyes with some confusion, turned his head, and saw a large net opened above him at some point, catching the "puppet".
Tang Wan's heartbeat was still very fast. She pursed her lips and crawled out from under the net.
I saw the face of the "puppet".
There is a feeling that the dust has settled, and there is also a certain certainty that it is indeed the case.
That is Su Jiajia’s face.
It’s just that her smooth and flawless face is now covered with scars, covering her tender skin like spider webs, and the festering wounds are like cracks, swallowing up what little is left intact.
Looking very embarrassed.
Tang Wan walked to the big net and stretched out his hand to see Su Jiajia's wrist that had just been strangled by the silk thread.
However, the pale Su Jiajia seemed to have been frightened. She covered her face and rolled down the big net, and returned to the corner, trembling.
As if he were running away from some ferocious beast. In short, he looked very panicked.
Tang Wan raised his eyebrows. He didn't miss Su Jiajia's movements, but he was just a little confused.
In the final analysis, what Su Jiajia did during her wasted years was just bullying.
Compared to her mother and those evil people, Su Jiajia's malice was not even painful to Tang Wan.
And, most importantly, how could Su Jiajia be afraid of herself?
Tang Wan turned his back to Friel, a classmate behind him, and walked towards Su Jiajia step by step, wanting to know the answer to his question.
Su Jiajia just huddled in the corner and kept saying: "This is not right, this is not right..."
"No, it shouldn't be like this. Tang Wan, Tang Wan, Tang Wan should be dead..."
“This world is fake, fake!”
“I want to go back, I want to go back! Let me go back!”
Her voice was sometimes shrill and sometimes desperate, and she looked like she was scared out of her mind.
There was even some aggression.
But Tang Wan did not step back even half an inch. Instead, he tilted his head, like a kitten looking at something curious, and squatted down slowly.
Then he looked at Su Jiajia who was looking crazy.
No one knows what Tang Wan is thinking.
I just think she looks a little childish like this.
Su Jiajia was still shouting: "Get out of here, get out of here..."
“This is not my life…”
Tang Wan's pupils narrowed slightly, and he had a bold and absurd guess in his mind.
—This is not my life.
—This world is fake.
Combining these two sentences, is it possible that Su Jiajia has experienced something?
But in her "former" world, she would not have a happy ending.
But Tang Wan was not sure about Su Jiajia's mental state when she said this.
When people avoid the facts, they will have such illusions.
You will feel that there is a gap between yourself and the world, and that the world you are in is not the real world.
Tang Wan never despises or looks down on anyone, and she never lets go of any clues.
However, Su Jiajia's condition was really bad. She almost pressed against the wall when she saw Tang Wan getting closer and closer to her.
He was still shouting: "I didn't cause your death! You jumped down yourself!"
“Don’t come to me! Get out of here!”
“Ah! Get out of here!”
“Mom, mom, mom, wuwu, I’m so scared...”
“Save me, save me, take me back, I don’t want to be here...”
Tang Wan suddenly felt a dizzy feeling in his head, and several scenes seemed to flash before his eyes.
It is a deep night and bustling high-rise buildings. Opposite are the neon mirage and the city where the sun never sets.
as well as…
Suffocating loneliness.
Those dull pains were like a pair of big hands covering Tang Wan's mouth and nose, making her unable to make a sound or breathe.
“She” seemed to see the crowd of people walking like ants under the building.
Their expressions are hidden in the boundless night.
Then "she" jumped!
She seemed to hear herself saying something in an unfamiliar voice.
Tang Wan struggled, desperately trying to hear clearly, but in the end he could only see his relieved eyes.
She was like a kite with its string cut off, and she looked forward to death without hesitation.
Tang Wan’s knees weakened and he fell on the stage opposite Su Jiajia.
With the black curtain behind him, it looks like the curtain call of an absurd circus.
if.
Tang Wan thought to himself.
Just if.
Just a guess without factual basis.
If what she just saw was herself in parallel time and space, then is Su Jiajia also connected to herself in a certain time and space?
Compared to things like rebirth that have no scientific basis, Tang Wan is more willing to use the theory of parallel time and space to improve this guess.
The self in the memory fragments looks so lonely.
Like a weed that died in spring, no one cares about it.
Is it me in that world, where brother Lu Lin didn’t take me away, where I didn’t meet Grandma Lu and Grandma Si, and I didn’t get to know my father?
Does she have no friends or relatives?
She doesn’t know that her mother is a very good person.
Did she not see the letter home from her mother?
Has she not found the Xue family and has been wandering in a malicious world without a home?
Do you think that you have been abandoned by everyone, and that you are a soul that no one likes in an environment full of malicious eyes?
Just so alone, using my last bargaining chip to fall into the darkness.
She has nothing.
It just grew up staggeringly.
A sweaty hand covered Tang Wan's eyes, and Xiao Heqing's slightly cold voice could be heard in his ears.
He hugged Tang Wan and whispered, "Don't be afraid."
“I’ll take you home.”
“Don’t look, dirty eyes.”
Flour came to Tang Wan's side at some point. His Chinese language setting that he couldn't speak well came online again. He blinked his blue eyes and looked a little innocent.
"Candy, please don't, forget, forget our bet."
"you lose."
Fur clapped his hands, and a group of men in black emerged from behind the stage and dragged Su Jiajia off.
Obviously, this sloppy puppet show dissatisfied the Freer students present. They had a unique local arrogant expression on their faces, and looked at Tang Wan and Xiao Heqing with a bit of disdain.
Only people from the East have such a complex.
Only they can be so weak.
Saving people should be profitable.
As for this kind of thing of saving people as a meat mat.
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That’s what God does.
They just need to give God a lot of money and then "devoutly" pray for forgiveness of sins.
You can go to heaven.