My poor father, he was treated like this even though he had advanced liver cancer. But I didn't have the power to complain, because I knew that even this step was due to them giving Gu Shaoyu face. If it wasn't for Gu Shaoyu, I, I don't even know who I could have asked for help from.
I felt the calluses on his hands. God, what had happened to him in prison? I knew in my heart that my father was only a prisoner and that he was not suffering from any inhuman torture, but in my heart, he was suffering from the torture of the last breath. This is my most beloved father, why is God so cruel to me? I really wanted to roar out my discontent, but I didn't have the courage. It was as if I didn't know why I had to persevere.
Suddenly, I felt that my father's hands had moved, and his eyes seemed to be about to open. I knew Dad was going to wake up. He probably knew about my father's liver cancer, so I dried my eyes. I wanted to be a happy daughter in front of him, at least so that my father would be happy because of my happy atmosphere. This is what Bai Zhi told me.
Dad reached out his dry hand, trembling, as if to stroke my cheek. However, because of the pain, his father's hand couldn't get any better. Looking at him, I gently grabbed my father's hand and placed it on my face. Despite the strange friction of the dry hand against my cheek, I was still smiling happily. Because I knew that the Lord had been kind to me, and that he had let me see my father.
"Shui Er, Daddy finally sees you again. Seeing that you're doing pretty well, Daddy can walk without a worries now." Father sighed. My father already knew what his illness was. After his father finished speaking, he forcefully coughed a few times, as if his internal organs were about to be coughed out. As I stood there, I felt as if a knife had been stabbed into my heart. The coughing sound became louder and louder, as if there was a trace of blood on it.
I don't know what to do. I patted my father on the back. "Dad, stop it. I don't blame you at all. " I knew that my father was still feeling guilty about his imprisonment, which had turned the family upside down. I cried. Even if I had dreamed at midnight and thought about what had happened to me, I would have felt some resentment toward my father. But it was gone now. Nothing. I just hope that my father will get better and do what I can to keep him alive.
I calmed my father's emotions as I watched him fall into a deep sleep. I sat on the edge of my father's bed and watched him silently. He didn't dare to leave for even a moment. Because I was afraid that once I left, I would never have the chance to accompany him like this again. For me, this time was like a minute less, so I didn't want to leave that quickly. Let me see my father's face again!
"Sister Shui Er, you should go rest first! You just finished your morning IV, so you can't go on like this. Rest assured, I'm here to accompany uncle. " At some point, Bai Zhi had come to my side. Now she knew that my father had advanced liver cancer.
I shook my head, still holding my father's hand, and rubbed my temple with my free left hand. I was tired, tired, and hungry, but I didn't want to let go.
"Shui Er, you should go to sleep! Ah Zhi and I are here! " Han Chen saw my tiredness and came over to comfort me. I shook my head. I didn't want to bother them, but I didn't want to leave my father either.
"Miss Shui Er, you should go and rest! It's not too late to come back after you've rested! " At this time, even the Housekeeper Lin came over and advised me. If you don't eat, drink and sleep like this, your body won't be able to take it either! "
Although I am also very tired, I just rubbed my temples and shook my head. I took a deep breath. No, I can't sleep, I can still persevere. I just foolishly looked at my father lying on the bed. What if I don't see him again after I sleep? That's what I kept telling myself.
"She still hasn't left?" When Gu Shaoyu walked to the door, the first thing he did was ask the butler about me.
Housekeeper Lin shook his head.
He walked in quickly. "Do you want to die with your father? Do you know that you will die from exhaustion if you continue to be like this? " Gu Shao Yu roared at me. I heard Gu Shaoyu's words, and I understand the consequences if this goes on, but I don't want to raise my head, I don't want to reply to Gu Shaoyu, I want to accompany my father forever.
Gu Shaoyu paced back and forth in the ward. I knew what he was thinking, but I'm very sorry, this is my last family member in the world, so I didn't want to leave like that. I wanted to accompany my father for the rest of the day, because I didn't know how long I could stay with him.
Then I saw my father open his eyes, either because he had woken up or because he had been sick for a short time before waking up. It's just that when I saw my father's tired and pained expression, I wished he wouldn't wake up. I didn't want to see him so reluctant.
"Shui Er, you go rest! "Don't worry, Daddy won't die that easily. Daddy will definitely wait for you to come back." My father smiled at me as he spoke. When I heard the word "death" from my father, I felt the sadness in my heart increase by a million times. My tears flowed uncontrollably out of my eyes.