"Right now, I feel that my choice is the right one." I ate with them both. Although the three of us rarely gathered in the high class dining room, it was very obvious that because of this scene, the three of us were not in a good mood and could not bring ourselves to eat. Thus, the atmosphere between us was very awkward.
"Sister Shui Er..." Bai Zhi looked at me and saw that she was hesitating to say something. I knew that she wanted to say something, but at the last moment, Bai Zhi endured it. She only called out to me once before continuing to eat.
"True love is tempered by time." Han Chen said indifferently.
Until we left the restaurant, Gu Shaoyu didn't even notice our existence. Was he really too engrossed in the conversation with Xu Hui? So he forgot the time, forgot the others?
I don't know whether I'm more grateful or more saddened.
After parting with Han Chen and Bai Zhi, I returned to the Gu household listlessly. Looking at the tightly shut door, I didn't have the courage to take another step forward. I was scared, but what was worse than being scared was that I didn't dare to face it. I really didn't want to face them. I didn't want to see them again.
Alone in the garden, I saw the dazzling and brilliant flowers, the picturesque and gorgeous scenery.
I unconsciously strolled around, forgetting the time. I found a big rock and sat down. At that moment, I heard a familiar voice.
"Miss Shui Er, why are you sitting here?"
It's the Auntie Li. I'm very familiar with this voice, as if it was imprinted in my mind.
No, I dried my eyes when I looked back at her. I can't let this woman who cares so much about me, a woman who's like a mother, see me like this, and I don't want to worry her.
"It's fine, I'm just tired from walking so I might as well find a place to sit." I laughed.
But Auntie Li was still able to see through my red and swollen eyes, "Shui Er, Auntie knows your heart is bitter. In front of aunty, you don't have to choke and hide, just cry out if you want to! "It's fine." Auntie Li comforted me as she spoke.
Auntie Li obviously did not know about my departure. Perhaps she felt that I had suffered some sort of grievance that caused me to cry in such grief.
"What are you doing?" I heard a serious voice. Turning around to look, it was actually Gu Shaoyu. He was frowning as he looked at the two of us.
I don't know why Gu Shaoyu would appear here, but it's rather interesting now. Three people suddenly appeared in such an inconspicuous place.
In order to not let him see anything, I leaned on Gu Shaoyu's shoulder and started crying.
Gu Shao Yu was completely flustered by me. "What's wrong?" "Why are you crying so miserably?" Gu Shaoyu asked me.
He coaxed me gently. This was something I had never known before.
"I … I thought of my father?" I said to Gu Shaoyu while sobbing.
"Alright, alright. It's all in the past now. Don't be sad." Gu Shaoyu comforted me. It's so cold outside, it's not good to catch a cold. " As Gu Shaoyu spoke, he slowly brought me back to the house.
At this time, I saw Xu Hui sitting on the sofa, playing with her mobile phone.
"Shui Er, what's wrong?" Seeing me like this, Xu Hui asked with concern. Xu Hui doesn't know what happened, but in my opinion, it's not that she was concerned about me, but she was blaming me for not leaving Gu Shaoyu.
"It's nothing. I just remembered something from the past." I said to them, disguising myself as a false mask. I am obviously extremely furious at the two of them, but I can't say any harsh words, much less do anything to them.
I slowly went upstairs to my room.
Not long after, Gu Shao Yu came up. When I heard the knock on the door, I naturally asked who it was. The other party's low "Yu" reply really made me surprised. According to my guess, Gu Shaoyu should be staying with Xu Hui! Why did he come to find me so quickly?
"Shui Er, didn't you say that you want to go to Paris last time? How's the plan? I just happen to be free right now. " Gu Shaoyu held me, his hand gently stroking my hair, but I felt an discomfort. He did not know when he had spent the night with Xu Hui, or how many women he had petted or interacted with before.
"It's still being planned! I can see that there are some hotels and tourist attractions on the internet that have different opinions about them, so I have to make a good plan. Soon, when I finish my plan, I'll tell it to you as soon as possible. " It was supposed to be a very happy thing, but I felt forced to say it now. I don't have any plans, and this is only an excuse to lie to Gu Shaoyu.
"Alright, no matter where you go, I will accompany you. So you don't have to pick and choose. We're going to have fun. " Gu Shao Yu said to me gently. No need to pick and choose so much trouble? No matter where you go, you will always go with me? I thought about what he had said and didn't know if I was affected by what happened during the day, so I didn't feel much about what Gu Shaoyu had said.
"Yu, you... Are you free tomorrow? " I asked Gu Shao Yu. Although the heart is not very happy, but the heart of the mind and the actual do not necessarily have to match.
Because there are many unwillingness to leave him, I want to have more memories with Gu Shaoyu now. At least, in the future when I remember, my heart will still have some thoughts.
"What's wrong?" Gu Shao Yu looked at me in confusion.
"I want to go to an amusement park. Can you accompany me?" Actually, after I slowly compared myself and Xu Hui, I didn't feel like this was something that Gu Shaoyu owed me anymore, because we simply didn't have any relationship at all. He didn't have to do so much for me.
Thus, my request was more of a plea.
"Why do you suddenly want to go to an amusement park?" "Hmm?" Gu Shao Yu looked at me and asked puzzledly.
I looked at Gu Shaoyu, and in the end, I still took a deep breath and decided to try expressing the thoughts in my heart.