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When I saw this ticket and then looked at Gu Shao Yu's expression, even if I was even stupider, I still understood what this meant. No, I must first tell Gu Shaoyu about the matter of pregnancy. I must explain it clearly to him, I can't let Gu Shaoyu continue to misunderstand me like this.

However, as if my words were the fuse that ignited Gu Shaoyu's rage, I didn't say anything else, and Gu Shaoyu flung the ticket in my face. Speak? What did he say? Say what you want to leave behind? " Gu Shao Yu said in rage.

"What about me? Shui Er, what exactly is your heart? She could actually be so cold. "Tell me, how am I going to let you down? Are you planning and scheming against me like this?" Gu Shaoyu's every word was like a whip that fiercely whipped me. I couldn't dispute it because what he said was the truth, even though it was only a part of the truth. Indeed, I did calculate him, but that was only the past!

Madam Gu asked me, her mouth was opening and closing, I didn't know what she was saying, and I didn't want to know either. The air in the entire living room was frozen, but I didn't feel anything. I only knew that it was over. Between Gu Shaoyu and I, there was no way back. I unconsciously stroke my abdomen. Child, mom has let you down. In the future, I can only let you and mom live together, but mom will definitely protect you. Mom will give you the best and most precious happiness in the world.

"Why? "Why on earth did you do that?" Gu Shao Yu pinched my chin, and he glared at me with a manner that seemed as if he wished for nothing more than to eat me up.

"Am I not good enough for you?" Gu Shao Yu asked. As far as he was concerned, he had nothing to do with me, and his care for me was meticulous. It's indeed like this, I understand it all. I know that Gu Shaoyu treats me very well. I have no doubts or complaints about that. Every time I was sad or disappointed when I encountered difficulties, it was always Gu Shaoyu who appeared in front of me in time to help me solve all of my difficulties.

However, I don't know if Gu Shaoyu really couldn't tell, but the two of us aren't from the same world after all, so why would we be happy if we were forcefully stuffed into the same world?

"Say it, why did you leave? "Tell me all of your complaints and dissatisfaction. I, Gu Shaoyu, would like to hear what exactly you think." Gu Shao Yu's eyes were bloodshot. His spirit had been marginalized because of the matter of me leaving him.

"We went to the playground, we had ice cream, and you made me a box of delicious food in the morning. Why leave now? Are these all fake? "Don't tell me, don't tell me that this was all my imagination?" Gu Shao Yu muttered to himself. The current him didn't have the rage from before, nor was he proud and conceited. What he had was only a type of exhaustion in terms of his feelings. What was there was only the sadness of someone who had lost their will.

"No, Yu, it's not like that. It's not like that." I shook my head, weeping.

"Then what?" Gu Shao Yu shouted. He pushed the tea bowls, vases, and other items on the table onto the floor. The water in the teacup splashed onto the ground, and it could be seen that Gu Shao Yu's current rage was extremely great.

He picked up the ticket on the table and tore it into pieces. I knew that he was using his actions to shatter my ridiculous, childish idea of leaving him. I know, Gu Shaoyu wanted to tell me that leaving him is simply wishful thinking.

Actually, as long as I'm free, I can leave again. What's the use of tearing the plane ticket? I don't know if I should be glad that Gu Shaoyu didn't think of this.

"I took a deep breath, thought, and finally said what I wanted to say." Yu, I just want to ask you, will you marry me? " This is a problem that has been bothering me for a long time.

Gu Shaoyu first looked at me with a complicated expression, then he slowly turned his gaze away. "Impossible." In the end, the answer Gu Shaoyu gave me was these three incomparably firm words.

It was almost as I had expected, but when I did hear it, I felt something else. I still can't accept this fact. Although Gu Shaoyu loves me, there is still a huge gap between us that can't be crossed.

"Isn't it good for us to do this?"

Gu Shaoyu asked me. To him, all of this seemed so natural, or rather, to him, I was not qualified to speak to him about my feelings, nor was I qualified to speak to him about loving him and liking him. Was she really just going to maintain this relationship with him? Had she been his mistress all this time? Did he ever think about how I felt? Why does he decide my life for me?

"Good? Hehe, then tell me, what's the good of it? In the end, you have to get married and have kids. And me? If I'm in this family, what kind of status do I have in the Gu family? I smiled faintly as I explained the truth to him. Although I may not be worthy of him in terms of status, there is nothing humble in my heart. And from start to finish, it was Gu Shaoyu who was changing his opinion of me. He thinks I'm not good enough for him.

Now I can finally understand Ah Qi's feelings. Ah Qi really liked Li Nanchuan, but Ah Qi knew that the identity between the two of them was that level. That was why Ah Qi saw it so clearly. However, she also knew that no matter what methods she used, Li Nanchuan would never marry her. Therefore, Ah Qi chose to use this extreme method of suicide in despair.

Although I feel that Ah Qi's actions are very foolish, but I understand Ah Qi a little now. Only after experiencing this feeling can I understand what is the true obstacle in front of love.