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I don't know how much time passed, but there were scratches on my hands and my whole body was shaking. I could hear the wind blowing through the air vent, and I couldn't control it even if I wanted to.

I don't know how much time had passed, but there seemed to be a faint light coming from the vent. But I'm really sleepy now, and after the night I accidentally ran into the rat yesterday, I'm exhausted.

"Miss Shui Er, you may go." The butler's tone was still cold and emotionless.

"Miss Shui Er, please pack your luggage and leave." the butler repeated. He must have said this because he accepted Gu Shaoyu's intentions. Not daring to dawdle, I stepped out of the dark, narrow room. As I was walking out of the small dark room, I was suddenly blinded by the light.

When we arrived at the main hall, I subconsciously saw Gu Shaoyu sitting on the living room's sofa. I looked at Gu Shaoyu's dense dark circles. Could it be that he didn't sleep well for the entire night? Sitting beside Gu Shaoyu was Xu Hui.

"Shui Er, what happened to your hand?" Seeing the scratches on my hand, Xu Hui hurriedly ran over and asked.

Because I kept grabbing my hands last night, my hands were now covered in streaks of red. If it wasn't for the pain in my hand still clearly spreading out, I wouldn't have believed that it was my hand. The flesh on it was badly mangled, and it looked more like a pig's paw.

I wanted to push Xu Hui away, but she pulled me even tighter. I looked at her doubtfully. Even though our relationship had improved by a lot after we reached an agreement, it still hadn't reached the point where she didn't want me to leave, did it?

"Shui Er, do you really not regret?" Xu Hui asked me.

"What's there to regret?" I said nonchalantly. Since things had already turned out like this, what was the use of regretting it?

"He's your favorite!" Xu Hui shouted at me. However, she forgot one thing. My left ear could no longer hear me. No matter how loud she shouted, I could only hear the diluted voice through my other ear. The effect of this was greatly reduced.

"That's why I have to leave." I looked at Xu Hui and said with a smile, "When you truly fall in love with someone and can't be with them under certain circumstances, you will understand how I feel right now."

Xu Hui also looked at me with suspicion. From her expression, it seemed that Xu Hui was already questioning her feelings towards Gu Shaoyu. Following my exit, she seemed to become even more confused. She didn't know if her pursuit was right or not, and she didn't know what was the point of her doing these things. Her current feeling towards Gu Shaoyu was more of a infatuation of the past. And now, she couldn't figure it out either. This isn't a good sign, even though I do my best to advise Xu Hui and cheer her on.

But I don't care now. I just want to get out of here. I was afraid that if I stayed one more minute, I would be reluctant to leave.

I struggled free from Xu Hui's grasp once again, and walked towards the door without turning my head back. Farewell, Auntie Li. Farewell, Housekeeper Lin. Farewell. The person I like the most. I sincerely hope that you can be happy. Because you can't give me the happiness I want, and I can't give you the feelings you want.

I didn't look back, because I didn't want them to see the tears that came from the corners of my eyes. I don't want to upset those who cared about me.

I kept walking, and without looking back, I walked out of the house and reached an intersection where I could take a taxi. I hailed a taxi. "Driver, to the airport." "No," I said. With my hoarse voice, the driver turned to look at me, then gave me a packet of tissues. He stepped on the gas, followed by a cloud of dirt.

I bought a plane ticket from City C to City X, because City X was the fastest place to leave, this sad place.

I sat in the terminal at the airport and watched the tourists coming and going. Some of them went with the whole family, some of them went sightseeing with the lovers. As for me, I sat there alone. At this time, my longing for Gu Shaoyu can truly be said to have reached the limit. Reason told me not to think about those things, but I still couldn't help but think about the little things that happened when I was with Gu Shaoyu. I thought about our happy times in the amusement park …

When we finally got on the plane, there were several times that I did my best to suppress the impulse to run back to Gu Shaoyu.

Just at this moment, someone sent me a text message. I opened it to take a look, but it clearly indicated that I was leaving and would never come back.

This was sent from Gu Shaoyu. For a split-second, I subconsciously looked around me, because I felt that there was definitely someone watching me nearby, so Gu Shaoyu gave me this choice. Under such a tense situation.

I just calmed down, because of this text message caused a ripple, is this leaving or going back? Under the pressure of the others, I completed the security check. Even though things went so smoothly that even I found it hard to predict, I knew that there was no longer any leeway for me to go back on my words. Perhaps this is "there is a heaven's will in the world", there is no way for me to change, so I just let nature take its course. Farewell. Although the heavens and the earth are on our separate sides, but, I will always cherish you in my heart.

I looked out the window at the rolling clouds, the blue sky that was unbearably cold, it was so beautiful, I had never looked at the city I lived in so seriously, I had never missed this city so much.

After I left the airport, a ray of sunlight shone on my face. I looked up at the golden sun and the beautiful sky. Everything will start with a new hint. A new life had begun, and I no longer had to dwell on the old ones.

I looked at the phone that was tightly clenched in my hand. This was an important tool to contact me and Gu Shaoyu. After thinking it over and over again, I finally came up with a method.