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I know that I was the one who made the decision on this matter, and did not get Li Nanchuan's approval to do so, so even if I were to speak of it, I would be in the wrong. Even in the face of Li Nanchuan's reprimand, I kept nodding my head, not saying a single word.

"Let's go eat breakfast." Li Nanchuan looked at me as if he accepted his fate. I also found an excuse for myself because I felt that Li Nanchuan definitely needed to eat breakfast as well, which was why I was able to suppress the contradiction in my heart. There is a faint contradiction between the good impression we have of Li Nanchuan and the clear understanding of his harm to Ah Qi.

Li Nanchuan glanced at me, but he still obediently put down his phone. I secretly looked at his serious expression when he was working, and I really felt that Li Nanchuan was somewhat similar to Gu Shaoyu! At least, they were both workaholics.

"Hmm? Why do you ask? " Li Nanchuan stopped eating and looked at me strangely.

I felt unnatural from his gaze. I felt like I was a primary school student who had done something wrong. That kind of feeling really felt like I was sitting on pins and needles. I was just asking. " I lowered my head and ate the fried dough sticks, trying to hide my feelings.

"Why are you with Gu Shaoyu?" This time, it was Li Nanchuan who asked me.

I don't know how I should reply, but since things have gotten to this point, if I still say that I like Gu Shaoyu and that's why I'm with him, then it would be truly embarrassing. Even I would be ashamed to answer that.

"Because being with Gu Shaoyu would make me feel at ease." I thought about it and thought I'd come up with a more neutral answer.

"Then why did you leave?" I sighed helplessly. This was the question that I didn't want to answer the most, yet Li Nanchuan still asked in the end.

"Because I don't want to drag him down, because I want him to be happy." I smiled. I feel that Li Nanchuan is now my ally after all, so there's no need for me to hide it from him.

"Do you think that if you leave Gu Shaoyu, Gu Shao Yu will be happier? That's why you left him? " Li Nanchuan frowned, as he tried his best to understand my unfathomable thoughts.

"That's right!" I sighed, "I feel that Xu Hui is more suitable than me in every aspect, that's why I took the initiative to give in. Not because I backed off, but because I couldn't let go of Gu Shaoyu. "It's just that I didn't expect …" She never thought that Xu Hui was that kind of person. I did not say this, and even if I did say it, what was the point?

Li Nanchuan looked at me for a long time before sighing slowly, "You and Ah Qi are really similar!"

I didn't really understand the meaning of Li Nanchuan's words, and only now did I understand what he meant. You and Ah Qi are both so self-righteous in love. You think that what you gave Gu Shaoyu was the best, but in Gu Shaoyu's eyes, you're the best. Have you considered his feelings? In your heart, you endure such a great sadness and loss. In the end, you will end up with two people having two mutual feelings for each other. Who are you thinking for? "

I know, he didn't only want to say this to me, he also wanted to say this to Ah Qi. Unfortunately, the girl could no longer hear her.

I thought about it, and felt that Li Nanchuan's words were reasonable, but I had a feeling that things weren't as simple as he said.

"It's not like that." I reacted. "No matter how well Gu Shaoyu treats me, he won't marry me. "Therefore, if I am with him, I will only become a stain on his virtue." As I said this, I pointed out the truth of the matter.

After Li Nanchuan heard this, he did not refute me anymore. Because he also knew that it was because of the word "marriage" that he had indirectly caused Ah Qi's death. Love and marriage are two different definitions, even if the bystanders know what's going on.

"But you shouldn't have done this, even if there was a marriage. You can discuss and come up with a better way! " As Li Nanchuan said this, he realized that Ah Qi's death meant that he had no way to live to regret in his heart, so he could only repeat the same reasoning to me time and time again, but to be honest, Li Nanchuan should understand it better than me, there shouldn't be a better way.

"Ever since you left, Gu Shaoyu used the alcohol to dispel his worry and dragged his face to the company during the day. As for the mistakes made by his subordinates, he directly fired them without any hesitation. You said that Gu Shao Yu like this is something you want to see? " Li Nanchuan said coldly.

In my opinion, as long as I leave, Gu Shaoyu would happily live together with Xu Hui. However, that's not the case. The rumors I heard while talking to Ah Zhi last time should be true! Now that I think about it, I feel a bit scared.

But, I've already left Gu Shaoyu. What should I do? I hurt him so much because of my departure, is there any chance for me to save him now? Moreover, I didn't expect that Gu Shaoyu's feelings for me would actually be so deep. I thought I was just one of the ordinary women in his life, but now it seems that I have some place in his heart. But no matter what I did, I couldn't get happy, and what filled my ears was still those actions that Li Nanchuan said Gu Shaoyu did for me.