Chapter 187： Everything can't go back

Chapter 187

Ye Nanxian made Shen Mange's favorite porridge with preserved egg and lean meat, but when he came in, he did not find Shen Mange's figure.

His heart snapped into his throat.

Did someone take Shen Mange away again under his eyelids?

"Mange, Shenmange!"

Ye Nanxian panicked.

He shouted Shen Mange's name, looking for Shen Mange's shadow everywhere, but heard a weak voice ringing in the room.

"I'm here."

Ye Nanxian froze.

He clearly heard Shen Mange's voice, but how could he not see Shen Mange's shadow?

"Mange, where are you?"

Ye Nanxian put the porridge in his hand on the table and quietly listened to the source of Shen Mange's voice, but after a long wait, he didn't wait for Shen Mange's reply.

He felt that he must be auditory.

Shen Mange is no longer here. I do n’t know who took Shen Mange away.

Ye Nanxian anxiously wanted to get up, but suddenly found that someone grabbed his foot.

He lowered his head suddenly, and saw Shen Mange's frightened eyes drilled out of the bed.

Ye Nanxian's heart was shocked, it was torn in an instant, it was suffocating, and even a hoarse voice was unspeakable.

"What are you doing?"

He did not blame Shen Mange, but wanted to pull her out.

Shen Mange usually sits on the bed like a child who has done something wrong, without knowing where to put his hands.

She didn't know what to say to Ye Nanxian.

Such a self must be very disgusting?

Where in Tang Ziyuan, she couldn't hide herself. The most happy time of the day was when there was no one at night. She was facing the ceiling in the dark all night until dawn.

Although boring, the night gave her a sense of security.

But now facing such a Ye Nanxian, Shen Mange suddenly felt ashamed himself.

She is no longer that generous and confident Shen Mange. She doesn't even know what to say to Ye Nanxian.

Facing the silence of Shen Mange, Ye Nanxian felt like a knife.

"I made your favorite preserved lean egg porridge, shall we eat a little?"

Ye Nanxian crossed this topic, he still looked at Shen Mange tenderly, but let Shen Mange lower his head a little bit.

"Sorry."

"Do n’t say sorry to me, it ’s not your fault, no matter what you have experienced, no matter what you are, I will accompany you. Mange, you have to believe, we are husband and wife, and I will not despise you Will you? Not even hate you because you have experienced these things and left a psychological shadow. You are still the song in my mind, the girl who chased my **** all day and said that she likes me. "

Ye Nanxian said sincerely, Shen Mange suddenly wanted to cry.

She really became weak, otherwise why would she always want to cry?

"thank you."

Shen Mange lowered her head and watched Ye Nanxian sitting beside her. The long legs were still entangled with her not long ago, but now she was dirty and sitting beside Ye Nanxian felt ashamed.

"You are far away from me, I will come by myself."

Shen Mange feels like a child called Hua Zi, and Ye Nanxian is a high emperor, and the two seem to be unsuitable.

She didn't know who had given her courage just now, so she could get entangled with Ye Nanxian like that.

She is not worthy now.

Ye Nanxian saw Shen Mange's retreat, didn't give her the chopsticks, just whispered: "I like to feed you, is it for my liking?"

What other reasons can Shen Mange refuse?

She nodded.

When Ye Nanxian's tableware was delivered, a disgusting feeling came up again.

Shen Mange did n’t seem to be gazed in front of Ye Nanxian. She tried hard to hold back, watching Ye Nanxian put the preserved egg lean meat porridge into her mouth, she chewed gently, but felt the stomach rolls again .

No way!

Absolutely can't get lost in front of Ye Nanxian!

She can't let her know that she can't eat now, otherwise Ye Nanxian will be more guilty.

She never asked Ye Nanxian's guilt!

Shen Mange's efforts were suppressed. When Ye Nanxian delivered the second bite, she shook her head and said, "I don't want to eat."

What used to be her favorite food now makes her hard to swallow.

She didn't know what was wrong with her, she might be really sick.

Shen Mange didn't dare to look at Ye Nanxian's eyes.

Will he find it hard to serve?

Still think she is hypocritical?

But she couldn't eat it anymore.

Unexpectedly, Ye Nanxian did not force her, but gave herself the remaining porridge.

Shen Mange looked at him indifferently, his eyes wet again.

"I go to a bathroom."

She ran to the bathroom as if she had escaped, and didn't even care about the quilt she dropped.

Ye Nanxian sighed silently when she saw her.

It only took a bite. Is she really unable to eat now?

Ye Nanxian prepared some clothes for Shen Mange, selected a casual set for her, and suddenly heard a slight sound from the bathroom.

He frowned slightly, and walked over quickly without showing a sound.

Shen Mange vomited upside down on the toilet, but she couldn't let Ye Nanxian hear it. She could only suppress her vomiting, but the more repressed, the more uncomfortable she was.

Ye Nanxian heard distressed and lung pain, and directly opened the bathroom door. When he saw Shen Mange lying on the toilet and vomiting, he quickly hugged Shen Mange and walked out of the bathroom.

Shen Mange was surprised and even more ashamed.

"I didn't mean it, I was a little sick, I ..."

"Do not talk."

Ye Nanxian's eyes are a bit sour.

He put Shen Mange on the hospital bed, and then called the doctor, and told him about the situation of Shen Mange.

The doctor looked at Shen Mange a bit complicated.

"Mr. Ye, let's go out and talk."

The doctor finally said only one sentence.

Shen Mange held Ye Nanxian's hand tightly and said, "Is it okay in my face? I also want to know what's wrong with me. Where is this in Tang Ziyuan, he forced me to eat something , Even stuffed too hard, but I could n’t eat it. I really wanted to repel it all the time, but I was really hungry and hungry. "

Seeing Shen Mange's eyes full of tears, Ye Nanxian was distressed.

He held Shen Mange in his arms and said to the doctor: "Just say it here, she has the right to know again."

The doctor was stunned, but after seeing Ye Nanxian's firm attitude, the doctor nodded and said, "Mrs. Ye's body has no major problems. I have said that her gastrointestinal disorder is a bit abnormal, but she is still unable to eat. The reason for this should be a psychological effect. Mrs. Ye must have experienced something bad, and it was related to eating, which gave her a psychological shadow and began to refuse everything that went into her mouth to go down the food. "

"vomit--"

When Shen Mange heard the doctor say this, she quickly pushed away Ye Nanxian and ran to the toilet again, vomiting dimly.

Ye Nanxian seemed to understand something, but his eyes were uncomfortable, but he whispered to the doctor, "Is there any solution?"

"No, unless she opened her heart, it might have been this way in her life."

The doctor was not alarmist, Ye Nanxian knew.

He also knew that this was definitely related to the experience of fallen angels on board.

Ye Nanxian's eyes were cold, but when Shen Mange was exhausted, she hugged her out again.

After returning to bed, Shen Mange took the initiative to wrap up a quilt, isolating herself from Ye Nanxian.

"What are you doing?"

Ye Nanxian did not want her to do this, but Shen Mange was very stubborn.

"I'm sick, I may not be able to eat anymore, don't worry about me, OK?"

Shen Mange didn't yell or even scream, but the empty expression and voice made Ye Nanxian more uncomfortable.

"I don't care, I will cure you."

"It's not cured, Ye Nanxian, you don't even know what I have experienced, and I don't want you to know. Don't ask me, don't care about me, just leave me alone?"

All the joy that Shen Mange was rescued by Ye Nanxian disappeared at this moment.

She suddenly discovered that even if Ye Nanxian came out, she and he could not go back.

Those terrible experiences are like daggers carved into her heart bit by bit, and her body makes her hard to wipe out forever.

Ye Nanxian still wanted to say something, but when he saw Shen Mange turning himself into an ostrich, he sighed and said, "You will always be a mange in my heart, don't let those experiences experience you in Shanghai. Without Zi An, I can't lose you anymore. And Mange, the drop is here, next door to you, do you really want her to see you like this? "

"No! No!"

Shen Mange suddenly became excited.

She can't let Shen Luo see her like this, it will scare her daughter.

"Ye Nanxian, don't you force me to do it? Please don't force me."

Shen Mange curled up at the foot of the bed like a helpless child.

Ye Nanxian wanted to take a step forward, and she took a step back, seeing that she was about to fall to the ground, and Ye Nanxian had to stop.

"Okay, I'm not forcing you, I'm just outside the door. If you think it's better for me to spend the night outside, then just ignore me."

Ye Nanxian turned around and left.

Shen Mange's heart was particularly uncomfortable.

She actually hoped that Ye Nanxian would stay.

But what did she say about staying?

Do you want to share your unbearable past with him?

Do not!

No!

Absolutely not!

Shen Mange buried her head in the quilt and wept softly.

Everything is different. It's different!

Ye Nanxian heard Shen Mange's crying outside the door, making her even more uncomfortable.

Seeing him standing outside the door, Song Tao struggled with going forward, but Ye Nanxian found him.

"Help me do something."

"Yong, you said."

"Go and Mike said, I don't care who the behind-the-scenes boss of Fallen Heaven is. I want to buy that nightclub. It doesn't matter how much money I have."

Ye Nanxian's decision suddenly stunned Song Tao.

President Ye actually wants to buy Fallen Paradise! This in the end is why? Is it related to the wife?