Yaoluo's emotions suddenly became excited.
"You don't even know how much I don't want to be with you! I carry a dagger every night, I think about killing you, you are the only son of Han Xiao, only if you die, Han Xiao will experience loss The suffering of loved ones.
I will let him taste everything I have endured.
I even thought of putting poison in my body, as long as you touch me, even if it is dead, I will pull you together.
You don’t know this! "
Yaoluo cried bitterly, and even cried bitterly.
"But I'm useless, I'm really useless.
I thought you would want me that night. I prepared for so long, but you didn't touch me. You let me sleep by myself and you went to the study alone.
In the following year, I looked for countless opportunities, but you never touched me.
At the beginning I thought you were dissatisfied with me, and I was waiting for you to bring another girl back in the next year, and then I would woo that girl to help me, but I have been waiting for several years. "
Seeing Yaoluo crying so sad, Han Xichen's eyes were also a little moist.
"Then why don't you kill me?"
"I want to kill, but I can't do it.
When I first saw you being tortured by Gu poison, I thought about taking the opportunity to kill you, but you shook my hand and called to my mother. At that moment, I seemed to see the old me in my mother’s arms. Look like.
why?
Why is Han Xiao so cruel to your only son?
Why can't he spoil you?
If he treats you very well, I will make him sad if I kill you.
But he is too cold-blooded, he doesn't care about you at all.
So what's the use of me killing you? "
Yaoluo covered his face, the crying was called wanton.
After so many years, the depression in her heart can finally be justified.
For so many years, she has driven herself crazy.
While she hated and loved, she had to keep reminding herself of the meaning of survival.
She is so tired.
It would be fine if Han Xichen treated her badly, but Han Xichen treated her well, so that she could not hate him.
No one understands this feeling, and she suffers every night.
Han Xichen sighed, walked over and held her in his arms.
"Don't touch me! Don't touch me!"
Yaoluo, who has always been submissive, resisted fiercely, but how could she be Han Xichen's opponent now?
Han Xichen hugged her tightly and let out a low growl: "Listen to me."
Perhaps Han Xichen's voice was too sharp, or perhaps Yaoluo had no strength, she could only stare at Han Xichen blankly, tears streaming down her eyes.
Han Xichen felt that tears were particularly annoying.
From the age of eighteen to the present, he has hardly seen her cry, even if it is scarred, even if she escapes from the dead, she clenched her teeth and never shed tears, but now Yaoluo is crying like a man of tears.
Han Xichen once complained that Yaoluo never cried, but now he saw her tears that he realized that he would rather never see her crying in his life.
His voice softened a lot.
"Listen to me, no matter what the previous things were, what kind of grudges and grievances, they are all over.
Yaoluo, Han Xiao owes you the Lin family, you can ask him, you have no right to count these charges on me.
You are my person, whether you hate me or love me, I will never let you leave me in this life.
If you want to give birth to a child, you will give birth, and if you don’t want to give birth, I will not force it.
Even if it is consumption in this life, you have to stay by my side.
This is your life! You know what kind of person Han Xichen is. If you just don’t want to give birth to me, I will go for surgery now, but if you dare to leave me, try.
If you hurt yourself, I will scrap my arm. If you take poison again, I will cut myself a piece of meat.
It doesn't matter if you don't care about your own life or death. It doesn't matter if I live anyway, I want to see who of us is crueler. "
Han Xichen didn't seem to be joking at all, and immediately made Yaoluo upset.
"Do you think you can still scare me?
Han Xichen, our faces are torn apart, you threaten me with yourself?
It's ridiculous! I want you to die, you know?
You are Han Xiao's son, I am only happy when you die! "
Yaoluo pushed Han Xichen away angrily.
Her heart is flustered, tears are flying at the same time, she is also afraid.
She was really afraid of Han Xichen's affection for her.
How can he not have children?
He is only thirty years old and still has a great life, and she is just a remnant, so tossing her body for so many years, I don't know if it is possible to be a mother again.
Han Xichen stopped arguing with her, but took out a military dagger from his leather boots and hit his arm with a knife.
As the knife lifted and the knife fell, Han Xichen was in painful cold sweat, but did not say a word, a piece of meat suddenly fell on Yaoluo's bed, dripping with blood.
"what!"
Yaoluo screamed suddenly.
"Han Xichen, are you crazy?"
She disregarded the weakness of her miscarriage operation just last night, let alone the fire in her stomach, the moment she saw Han Xichen hurt herself, Yaoluo's heartache was almost blown up.
She suddenly lifted the quilt and fell off the bed hurriedly, but she didn't care about her body. Instead, she held Han Xichen's arm tightly and covered his wound with her hands in a panic.
The wound stimulated Yaoluo's anger.
"Doctor! Doctor!"
She wanted to turn around to ring the emergency bell, but Han Xichen grabbed her arm tightly.
"Are you still taking poison?"
His painful face turned pale, but those eyes were staring at Yaoluo. She dare to say that he was planning to cut a piece of meat again.
Yaoluo suddenly collapsed.
"You are a madman! Han Xichen, you are a madman! You put a woman who wants to kill you all the time by your side, is there something wrong with your brain?"
"Yes!"
Han Xichen looked at Yaoluo and said word by word: "I never thought about wanting anything in my life, even this life, Han Xiao took it away if he wanted it, but now the only thing I want is you.
Lin Yaoluo, I'm not joking with you.
If you dare to take poison, try to commit suicide.
I will not let you go even if it's going to the poor and falling to the yellow spring.
You are mine, life and death are mine.
I didn't agree, even if I came here, I couldn't take you away.
You remembered it for me, you are my Han Xichen's woman, and you have been in this life.
Dare to die for me again, and I will pierce a hole in me.
It doesn't matter if you don't feel bad, just play with it. "
"You are a crazy!"
Yaoluo cried, but did not dare to delay, and quickly pressed the emergency bell.
When the doctor came, there was a **** smell in the ward, so scared that they hurriedly pushed Han Xichen to the emergency room, but Han Xichen refused.
"Just dress me up and suture me here, let her watch it carefully."
The words of Han Xichen made the doctor a little bit afraid.
"Mr. Han, this lady has just had a miscarriage operation and she is weak. You will scare her like this."
"can you?
I said right here! "
Han Xichen insisted very much.
Looking at his pale paper face, Yaoluo compromised.
"Hurry up and stitch him up, right here."
Her voice was hoarse, as if her body was suddenly hollowed out, she was sitting on the bed, but she couldn't hide from Han Xichen's eyes.
She has been with Han Xichen for twelve years, never knowing that he is so paranoid and domineering, but this kind of paranoia has broken her distressed heart.
This is the terrible thing about Han Xichen.
He knew that he loved him, and he could not see him hurting himself so much, but he threatened her with himself.
Yaoluo looked at Han Xichen with complicated eyes.
The doctors and nurses were busy, and finally treated Han Xichen's wounds, and at Han Xichen's request, they added a bed to the ward.
After everyone left, Yaoluo became quite quiet.
She wanted to pour water on Han Xichen as before, but was stopped by Han Xichen.
"Go to bed and lie down."
"But it's my duty to serve you."
Yaoluo's words made Han Xichen frown slightly.
"I want you to lie down on the bed.
Don't let me say it a third time. "
Under Han Xichen's stern eyes, Yaoluo had to go to bed and lie down.
She had just had a miscarriage, her body was weak, and she had experienced this great joy and sadness again, and she fell asleep soon after lying down.
Han Xichen looked at Yaoluo who was asleep, and asked someone to cook some soup that nourishes the qi and blood. He picked up the phone and went to the balcony.
"Organize our people and take advantage of Han Xiao's people before returning.
Stay obedient, kill disobedient! "
At this time, Han Xichen was like a life-demanding Yama from hell, without a trace of tenderness.
In this world, apart from Ye Nanxian's wife and Yaoluo, no one can let him give birth to compassion.
After hanging up the phone, Han Xichen poured himself a glass of water.
The wound on his arm hurts terribly, but it can make Yaoluo scrupulous and stop committing suicide. He thinks it is worth it.
This stubborn woman.
Is it so hard to admit that you fall in love with yourself?
I've been a pillow for more than ten years, and who doesn't know who.
If he can't control her little girl, he will be a fart to Han Shao.
The corners of Han Xichen’s lips curled up slightly, walked to Yaoluo’s bed, pinned her hair behind her ears, kissed her on the forehead, and whispered, “Idiot, if you don’t force you like this, you will only escape. Far away.
Lin Yaoluo, I have never said something to you, nor can I say it.
Actually I love you.
If you told me this early in the morning, even if it was for your father-killing, he didn't treat me as a son anyway. "
His eyes were full of tenderness, but it was a pity that Yaoluo was asleep and didn't hear this. Perhaps Han Xichen didn't want Yaoluo to hear it.
After all, the hospital incident reached Shen Mange's ears.
She was a little shocked, but she didn't comment on the relationship between Han Xichen and Yaoluo, so Zhang Yin had to go to the hospital to show them, and she followed.
When Zhang Yin came, Yaoluo was still asleep. It may be that the tossing was a little big this time, and her body was too weak. She did not wake up after sleeping for several hours.
Han Xichen was a little worried at first, he was relieved when he saw Shen Mange bringing Zhang Yin over.
"Show her what's going on."
Zhang Yin gave Yaoluo a check, and then said, "It's okay, it's just too empty. Just rest and rest."
Hearing that Yaoluo was okay, Han Xichen said in a low voice: "Yaoluo didn't let Han Xiao go. According to my guess, it was Yaoluo who led Han Xiao to where he was trapped, waiting for him to fend for himself.
I know what you are anxious to know from Han Xiao, when Yaoluo wakes up, I will help you ask. "
These words surprised Shen Mange and Zhang Yin, but they also breathed a sigh of relief.
At this moment, Xiao Yao quickly came to Shen Mange's side and said a few words in her ear, which suddenly changed Shen Mange's face.