Chapter 1324： That's his life too, can't blame me

"Is it impossible for a lifetime? Huo Zhenning, is this the truest thought in your heart?"

Xiao Yao seemed to have cried all his tears in the past two days. Although he was sad at this time, his eyes were so dry that he couldn't shed any tears.

Huo Zhenning dodged a bit, but still whispered: "We have missed this in this life, and I will pay you back in the next life."

"This life has never been over. You and I promised the next life? Huo Zhenning, do you remember the promise you made to me? You said that you will treat me well in this life and will spoil me as a princess. mine?"

Xiao Yao's voice contained a hint of sarcasm, but Huo Zhenning couldn't look up a little.

"Before you think I haven't said it. In this life, I will bear you. You can hate me and scold me. I will never blame you."

"You don't blame me? Huo Zhenning, do you know if I will blame you? I tell you, no matter what your attitude towards me is in this life, unless I say let go, even if I die, I will die with you. Together! You don't tell me the useless ones!"

After Xiao Yao finished speaking, he put the cooked food on the table, then turned and left the room.

Shen Mange was a little worried about Xiao Yao. He glanced at Huo Zhenning and heard Huo Zhenning say: "Go and see her, don't let her have an accident."

"it is good."

Shen Mange quickly chased it out.

Ye Nanxian looked at Huo Zhenning, with a trace of inquiry in his eyes.

"Second Uncle, do you have something to say?"

Although Ye Nanxian's words are questions, they are more affirmative.

Huo Zhenning has been very hard in this life. She thought she could digest it alone, but when Ye Nanxian said that, she couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable.

"Why see?"

"The look in your eyes. The look in your eyes is full of Xiao Yao, but you say things that hurt her, and you don't even want to be with her. We are all men, and I think I should understand your thoughts."

Ye Nanxian was neither overbearing nor overbearing, but Huo Zhenning was taken aback by what he said, and then he smiled bitterly.

"So what you can see, Xiao Yao can't see it, right? I thought I was so smart and hurt her by enduring heartache and uncomfortable pain. It turned out to be just a joke."

Huo Zhenning looked at a table of dishes that she loved to eat, and now thinking of Xiao Yao’s expression and words just now, she whispered: "I may not be a normal man in my life. Do you think she should follow me as a eunuch? Is there any happiness for the same man together?"

When these words came out, Ye Nanxian was stunned. Even though he had thought about many possibilities, he didn't expect this to be the result.

"What did the country master do to you?"

"I did everything. I didn’t tell the secrets they wanted to know, so I tried to torture me as much as possible. When I was injected with various drugs at the beginning, I didn’t know how many times I struggled on the verge of life and death. I thought that when I met the **** of death, I would be rescued. Over time, death became a luxury for me. Later I realized that I had lost the most basic function of a man, but I also It doesn’t matter, this life may be like a rat in a stinking ditch and die in that cellar, no one cares about it, even turned into a pile of bones, no one knows it, but I didn’t expect you to rescue me. Now I am glad to be out. , I came out again depressed. I don’t know what I can do after I come out. I don’t have the strength to look like a person, but in fact, I have long been a useless person. I can’t lift my shoulders or lift my hands. I don’t even have the functions of a normal person. Now, what does it mean to be alive?"

Huo Zhenning has been trapped for so many years. It is really too bitter. Now that Shen Mange and Xiao Yao are not there, he doesn't know why he would say this to Ye Nanxian, but if he doesn't say it, he will feel uncomfortable and do not know. What should I do.

He was at a loss for the world, feared for the future, and even had a resistance to contact with people.

He knows that this is wrong, he is saved, he is still alive, this may be good news for his relatives, even if it is for those relatives to continue to live, but what else is the reason for living besides this What?

In the past, the person who was thinking about it was Xiao Yao, even if the manager wanted to be with Xiao Yao in any suffering, but now Xiao Yao has become the person he is most afraid of seeing.

People who have not experienced that kind of feeling will not know it, but he still wants to say it because he has been holding back for too long.

Ye Nanxian didn't know how to comfort Huo Zhenning, so she could only whisper: "Second Uncle, you still have us, Mange and I are your children, and we will give you the end of life."

Huo Zhenning was taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said: "No wonder my niece will fall in love with you, you kid is really interesting."

"In fact, Xiao Yao has not been easy for so many years."

Ye Nanxian couldn't help but speak for Xiao Yao.

He remembered the attitude of the country lord towards Xiao Yao, and how Xiao Yao's heart was ashamed.

Why didn't Huo Zhenning know that Xiao Yao had a hard time? Because of this, he felt that he should leave Xiao Yao even more. This was the best choice for Xiao Yao.

Xiao Yao, who was outside the door, almost pushed the door and entered, but was stopped by Shen Mange.

Shen Mange drew her to a place where no one was there, feeling very complicated.

Although Xiao Yao ran out, he did not go far. When he saw Shen Mange coming out to find himself, he took her hand and hid outside the door to eavesdrop.

Shen Mange has never done anything like listening to the foot of a wall. Now being pulled by Xiao Yao to listen to what his second uncle said, he couldn't help but feel a little nervous and uneasy, but he didn't expect to hear Huo Zhenning say such a thing, and she was shocked. Up.

Now looking at Xiao Yao's gloomy eyes, Shen Mange gritted his teeth and said in a low voice: "Auntie, I'm going to kill the lord of country F, don't stop me."

"I won't stop you, and I will even help you. This man is too nasty, and I will return it to him with profit."

Xiao Yao never thought that Huo Zhenning's reason for rejecting him was actually this.

No wonder he doesn't want to touch himself, no wonder he has changed so much now, no wonder he has been silent.

A good man has become a **** for a living, and he is considered strong if he believes that no one can accept it. Huo Zhenning is not crazy.

Xiao Yao was trembling with anger. She seldom became so angry because she was trained from a young age to let her know that her emotions can't be released, and she can't let others know what you are thinking, but now she can no longer take care of it.

She couldn't wait to rush into country F and kill the man now.

How could he be so cruel?

How dare he!

Xiao Yao's hands were tightly held together, and he said nothing.

Shen Mange was somewhat depressed and worried.

"Auntie, what are you going to do in the future?"

"What do you do? Huo Zhenning is my man, no matter what she becomes, I will never leave him!"

Xiao Yao said very firmly.

Shen Mange hesitated and said, "But you are the Seventh Lady of Country F."

"The Seventh Madame is dead long ago, and the whole country knows it. Besides, the Seventh Madame is a concubine. She is a dispensable woman who does not enter the ancestral hall or the genealogy. As long as I want to, I can leave. Legally, I and he have no Any relationship."

Xiao Yao's words made Shen Mange a little sad.

How unfair did Xiao Yao endure these years?

Did Xiao Yao cheat his death in order to escape the ruin of the lord? At least he cheated to death. He was alone and didn’t have to wait for the lord to sleep, right?

Shen Mange felt that his thoughts should be correct, but he was embarrassed to ask.

"But Auntie, if you don't care about it, what will Fang Ze do?"

Shen Mange still remembers that Fang Ze is still in F country. And Xiao Yao's attitude towards Fang Ze has always been very good and caring.

However, Xiao Yao said without pause this time: "Fang Ze is his son. If he wants to kill me, he will not stop him. To put it bluntly, Fang Ze’s existence is a stain on me. I always reminded me that I gave him such a child. If he really can't protect himself and dies, it is his life, and I can’t blame me."

Shen Mange was completely stunned.

what happened?

Xiao Yao used to beg the lord to let him go for Fang Ze's disregard of dignity, but how can he say this now?

Shen Mange was puzzled, but quickly figured it out.

Without knowing the life and death of Huo Zhenning, Fang Ze is the only reason and motivation to support Xiao Yao's survival, but now that he knows that Huo Zhenning was tortured like this by the Lord, it is impossible to have a child of his own in this life, Xiao Yao's state of mind Also changed.

She can abandon everything now, even her own son must keep Huo Zhenning, and she must be with Huo Zhenning. Such feelings make Shen Mange not know what to say.

The relationship between them is deep and righteous, so how can the sky make people, how do you solve this endgame?

Shen Mange didn't know.

In fact, she didn't want Fang Ze to die, but if the country lord was really disappointed in Xiao Yao, would he threaten Fang Ze's life? None of them knew this.

Xiao Yao looked at Shen Mange and saw the confusion and surprise in her eyes. He couldn't help but sneered and said, "Do you think I am particularly cold-blooded?"

"No, I just think Fang Ze is a little innocent."

Shen Mange's words made Xiao Yao a little excited.

"He is innocent? Then am I innocent? I was taken away when I was born. I have been trained as a killer and guard since I was sensible. I don't have my own autonomy. I will do whatever the master asks me to do. What, even my feelings can’t be the master of my marriage. I gave him a child. Am I not innocent? I obviously have parents, but I don’t know each other. I obviously have a lover, but I want to cherish other people’s lives. Next, I know that the person who most wants to give birth to him in my life is Huo Zhenning, but unfortunately we have no chance. Isn't my injustice innocent?"

Xiao Yao's series of rhetorical questions left Shen Mange speechless, but she also quickly caught a trace of information.

"Auntie, are you saying that the person who robbed you was the lord of country F? Why did he do this? What kind of hatred does he have with our Xiao family? He raised you since childhood? He actually wanted his adopted daughter Be your own woman and even give birth to him?"

Shen Mange felt that his three views were about to be broken.

What kind of strange character is the lord of this country F?