Si Yi looked at An Yunshi's face and immediately felt a sense of infatuation.
No matter how many years he looked at his face, he would feel that it was not enough. He had always been a greedy person, and now it was even more so. He only wanted to be together with her, cultivate to perfection, and walk down the path properly.
They didn't know how good the relationship between them had been back then. If not for their family, they would have been married long ago. He wouldn't have to wait until today, to this point. He'd always known the desires of such a small woman, but now, they were becoming increasingly unsatisfying.
"Si Yi, it's already over between us. Perhaps, after so many years, I'm not waiting for you. I've always been convincing myself that I'm giving up on you, that's all!"
Give up?
How could it be that easy?
If they had given up on each other, they wouldn't have bothered each other for so many years. They had a relationship that would only end with death.
"I can take you in and love you indefinitely. I just want to be together with you. Is it really that difficult?"
"Difficult!" She nodded with a serious look on her face. "Of course it's hard, because we've never been in love so much from the beginning. Love is just an illusion, and it's all like a product of their own paralysis. "It's really complicated." "It's too difficult!"
"Why?" Si Yi was still extremely unwilling to give up. He glanced at that person before continuing, "I know that we've been missing for so many years. Could it be that you still can't forgive me for coming to find you?" I know I was wrong, Bao`er, stop it, stay with me, okay? All these years, I've been doing so much day and night just to be with you, my Bao`er! I've really done so much already, Bao`er! "
An Yunshi shook her head.
"I also think that after spending all our effort, these two people would not be happy even if they were to be together. I never thought that we would reach such a level. Now, I don't want to be together with you anymore!" An Yunshi knew that this time, she had truly made up her mind to break off all ties with such a man.
It was as if there was a chasm between them. Even if there was no conflict between them now, it would definitely erupt in the future.
Currently, Si Yi was naturally obedient to her, but what about in the future? It must not be so good.
Women have a keen intuition. She glanced at that person and laughed in horror. Then she said, "The relationship between us has probably come to an end, and you think I've only been here all these years just to forget about you. If you hadn't shown up, perhaps I would have continued to wait, but now, I won't!"
"Why?" Initially, he had thought that he understood An Yunshi very well, but at this very moment, he was filled with confusion. The things that this little girl did and said were all done in a manner that he could not understand.
"How did it become like this? This is completely different from what I imagined! "
"En!" She nodded her head, laughed twice in astonishment, and continued, "Yes, yes, it's different, different from what I thought, in the end we still have to return to reality and accept everything. I've already started to accept the fact that I don't have you, so please don't come again, I'm afraid that my attitude towards you will get worse and worse, and you won't be able to bear with me treating you like this.
Si Yi could not believe that such cold and detached words were actually coming from An Yunshi's mouth. The little girl he knew was extremely emotional. She had her own way of thinking about everything. It wasn't like now where she was strange and baffling.
"How can this be!" He almost felt as if he were in a dream.
Only the sound of Deng Lijun's voice, and the unique smell of cigarette smoke, hung over him all the time, telling him that this was not a dream at all.
He stood to one side, staring at the man, and his eyes began to glow with pain.
"I just wanted to be together with you, that's all. I didn't know it would be so difficult, so difficult!"
"You should have known earlier. Actually, the problem between us is not something that can be solved overnight. The possibility of starting from the beginning is also zero!"
She spoke very calmly. It was as if he had completely convinced her not to dwell on such matters in the future.
"The relationship between us was a mistake from the beginning, but it can be considered as a rare experience. I won't try to have a relationship with a noble like you in the future!"
There was still the commoner princess, but with her, everything was impossible.
The corner of her lips slightly pursed, and the expression on her face became increasingly obscure. She had never been through such hardships. Even now, she was still very proud of herself. She would not allow others to insult her.
Even at this stage, she still had a lot of thoughts in her head. She knew that she wouldn't be a very pitiful woman. It wasn't like facing Si Yi's family, where they had no one to rely on. The only thing they could rely on was Si Yi's shallow level of love. Doing something like this was simply too risky. Perhaps, Si Yi's mother knew the nature of her child and knew that he wasn't someone who had been in deep love with her for a long time. Thus, she had sent him to Toronto to look for her. On the other hand, she had too many expectations in the beginning, and now she was under endless pressure.
"I'm a bit tired!" She smiled at Si Yi and said, "If you're still as fond of me as ever, then let me go, please let me go, please don't come back, I want to safely live my life after this, I don't want to get involved with anyone, especially you, I'm already very afraid, very afraid of your proximity, I know you're very good to me, I'm very grateful to you, but between us, can we stop here?"
Si Yi was even more terrified.
How could he have known that he had only appeared once in a while, only to become what he was now?
"Don't be angry with me, okay?"
"Angry words?" "She shook her head, her face more or less filled with compassion." These are not angry words, on the contrary, these are heartfelt words that I had to consider for a long time before I could finally say! "