302 King Gania's Regrets

More than being my brother, he is' the heir to the throne above me '. Perhaps it was a mistake to have recognized it that way.

Though the perception was correct, I should have only shown myself trying, without humiliating myself. It was too late when I realized that.

The premise is always to let me take a step back.

As a result, it was a factor in growing my brother.

Of course, the nobles who served around my brother are definitely the biggest cause.

But if my attitude had influenced and stirred up the nobles... if I had convinced him that 'my brother's position would not shake any more than I am unwilling to be king'.

I think I'm the most guilty one myself.

"No king can do that. I will make you my next king. Of course, the Queen agrees."

When it comes to shock when you're told so! It was so surprising, as if the world had turned upside down.

No, I guess my world actually broke until then. It wasn't just me, because everyone took for granted that my brother would be king.

'Before I knew it, it was taken in by those who rubbed it off. You can't leave such a fool to the culminating position of the country'

'It was her own arrogance that made us make that decision. Instead of the nobles, they don't even listen to us...! Words that hurt your ears don't all come from malice. It is only by complaining about the Lord's mistakes that we can also be called loyal ministers. If you can't understand it, there's no other way to stick to reality.'

There was also deep regret seeped in the expression of father and queen, and in her voice. No matter how much priority we should give to the country, we are responsible for failing to nurture the next generation.

There was also, of course, an apology to me for having to change my way of life. That's right, because I'm going to have to consolidate my scaffolding.

"You'll have a hard time. Ever since I ordered you to support my brother, no matter how lighthearted you may be around you, you've done your best to do so."

"When you pull him down from the throne, it is imperative that they say so. But we have to do our best than we know that Gania leans."

I knew it would be hard. My brother's rivalry with the faction is certain, and I have to create a wider network than I do now.

I could not bear that hardship because I had the support of my fiancée - the queen - who kept supporting me without complaining and those who were close to me.

Naturally, my brother did not try to acknowledge the situation.

No, I don't think I could accept anything else because I set myself as the future only to be king.

Whether they curse me or look down, my pity for my brother has never vanished into my chest.

If I have been destroyed, I am the same as my brother. Besides, my brother has a very large portion of the guided surroundings.

I was poked at that distortion... when I scolded my attitude toward Schanze.

"I couldn't be king [because I don't deserve it], could I?

'Can you do diplomacy with those legs? Don't you have to be insulted by your surroundings? Whatever you think, you won't be able to.'

'It's a defect, that's why we throw it away.... those who said so and turned away from me, don't say it like great!

... the situation is different. Maybe I should have said that. But I couldn't deny my brother's words.

No, you can't argue with that. I've convinced myself of my brother's words.

Father and Queen were indisputably his parents.

I prioritized my responsibilities and took my inheritance from my fallen son... the future.

Schanze's legs are born, but as a royalty, they are undeniably negative elements.

Leave them alone because they are not enough as royalty, and their parents choose their ambitions.

Situations that are too similar. The fathers will be judgments for the country, but that is close to arbitrariness… they also "cut off a son who was not fit for the ideal because of the future that he makes ideal".

My brother's attitude towards Schanze probably had some parts of him projecting himself. If you were a healthy person, you could have been the next generation, but with those legs, you need to make that happen, too.

My brother and Schanze are 'truncated because they are not fit for ideals'.

And when they found out, it wasn't just me, but those who knew the time lost their word about their brother's attitude. There is no way I can deny my brother's words more than I have accepted the judgment of my predecessors.

It floated at the same time, one regret. One option that should also be called a branch, which only I could accomplish. That reminded me of a lot of things.

If only I had stepped into my brother's world from an early age and forcibly forged a relationship as a brother.

'Regret' for a long time turning away and pretending to forget. That was suddenly remembered, I guess, because I heard the stories of His Highness Elshon and His Majesty the Mage.

I didn't just hear it from Tezert, but the information I collected independently… was a little hard to believe.

It's not just intimate, sometimes it's even a yelling fight.

You say what you want, you never break your attitude of protecting each other.

Apparently, a loving parent cat puts the kitten away and seems to be protecting it more than that. You think it's because kittens also know the affection of their parent cat that they miss it so much?

If that's true...... I guess my brother and I were wrong from the start. We're not the only ones, so are our fathers.

The distortion afflicted Schanze and at last even bothered other countries. This can't happen, it can't be acquittal. Because I'm royal, I need you to take full responsibility for that.

But...

For once or so, I wanted to try to fight like a normal brother.

I wanted to rule the country together, even though I made up my mind.

Will it only be forgiven to think so? I don't speak of this because I know it's a dream that won't come true.... I will not be forgiven for every such beauty.

With those emotions, I live as a king. Because doing so is my own pride and a means to break the negative chain.

- That is why I welcome this commotion.

It is gratitude to His Highness the Wizard, who has given me the possibility to change the future of Shuanze. Other than that, it didn't float, but at the same time, there was just a little bit of hate.

I know. He said this was an eight-hundred hit. "Why didn't you come when our path was different," I can't even say.

Times are different, countries are different...... Still, as far as the status quo goes, I wish I had had a Lord Mage then.

You won't be able to convey your sincere gratitude to His Highness the Mage, who will surely drive your brother down. I can't help but think of myself as an impudent, useless king.

Still, you... "you guys"? Gania gave me the hang-up to change.

The commotion that occurs with her coming is exactly 'disaster'.

But if you look only at the results, 'miracles' exactly.

Not knowing if he is gentle or horrible, the Wizard's Hall is interested in playing with Schanze. I can't predict how it would end to wait at the end of it, but I think I'll be on their side.

- I sincerely hope that it will be settled without regret.