312 Dialogue with victims Part IV

"This way. Oh, that's... that's the last diary the Virgin's written. I hear the journal was kept alive, even when I was old."

That's what they gave me. A few daybooks. It would be a magical shame of state preservation not to feel too old.

This is not all in the diary, beyond what I'm saying 'even if you call me old'. It's just... Sometimes I can tell from the words.

I guess Eveille lived a long life in this world.

It wasn't just that, I had a peaceful time, like being able to keep a diary.

No matter how much, I can't keep a long journal in a life-threatening situation. At the very least, we should see that the clothing and accommodation were in order. Did Riyan feel that way too, he looks somewhere relieved.

The original world was slaughtered, so it may have unnecessarily appeased. It may be trivial for the people of this world, but it is super important for the people of different worlds that 'an environment was in place where they could live'. It's possible that the guardian system wasn't in place.

"This is her diary..."

Groaning so, Riyan opened the diary he had in his hand. According to the Archbishop's explanation, that seems to have been written in late life.

……

Riyanly, I guess I was most concerned about my sister's final period, after all. If what was written in this diary is calm, Evaille is likely to have reached a happy end.

You'll have a hard time getting used to this world than being a different person. It's hard to tell if she was unhappy, even if her diary was full of crying when she was younger.

Taking that into account, I presume Riyan took the last day book. Above all, it seems surprisingly calm.

And what was written there was… a little, unexpected truth about the Virgin.

'How long has it been since you've come to this world? My hair, which was blue, also lost a lot of color, and my face is engraved with wrinkles. I couldn't imagine being in that world until I could live like this. "

"I miss it terribly, the world I was in. It was a very difficult place to live for me to fear strife with magic '

"But I still miss it, and I can burn it... because there's Sister Riyan there,"

"Beautiful, strong, Rinny-sister Riyan. A sweet, loving sister who didn't abandon even an impossible sister like me to protect me. '

"He was so splendid that he had the same hair color, and certainly half the same blood, but he didn't look like me,"

'At first I was afraid, and from me I could not speak to Sister Riyan. But at one point. When Sister Riyan pulled me to the workout, she taught me how to use magic… how to fight.

'Sister Riyan's teachings are harsh... but I can only do the least I can do for her somewhere desperate. When it comes to your sister's happy face...! And with that smile on his face, he said to me,

"[Yes, that's fine. That's how you protect yourself when I'm not around. Until I rush, I just have to survive] '

"Sister Riyan wasn't willing to take me to the battlefield. You took the time out of your busy schedule, too, all for me. Still, you have to protect me. You just have to think about living. '

'Sister Riyan knew that I was afraid of rough things. Hence the neglect of being able to do so. But Sister Riyan never neglected me like that. On the contrary, you told me to stay put.'

'I don't deserve you to be nice like that. To be neglected, to be cursed for uselessness, he is a coward who stubbornly kept refusing to stand on the battlefield.... Yep, cowards, not cowards. That's the word I deserve'

'With power, do not make too much effort to fear. There's a life I can save, but I divert too much attention from self-preservation'

"Such a cowardly person who refuses to protect someone while he is protected. That was me. Being conscious would also be a reason for me to despise myself as a [coward] '

'Still, I managed to help Sister Riyan, and I began to try to change the arrowheads... I was flown into this world. Still, I don't know how that happened.'

'Initially, I was desperate and in tears. I don't even try to learn about this world, I just repeat that even [I want to see my sister]. Even though I said he was a wonderful person, I was still... out of sight of everything here.'

'That's when I met one otherworldly man. He said he was in action with his magician and was traveling all over the continent'

'The otherworlder smiled and said this. [From you just crying, most guys will look great. Doesn't that sister have a big deal?] and'

'I guess you're referring to this time when your bowels boil back. Unexpectedly, even the tears stopped.'

'There were still unforgivable ramblings, but you won't even write them down. But after I kicked him out. If I tried to calm down, I realized that what he said was never a mistake. No, to be precise [what those around you who have heard me think]!

'I drew blood from my face. That's how I realized it was me who was demeaning Sister Riyan more than anyone else. From those who do not know your sister, it is I who will be the criterion. How can you think of yourself as a great person and so on!

'That was all I couldn't forgive. Be aware of that, I've started to act. Compared to discrediting Sister Riyan to the ground, my own fears and other trivial things. Desperately and greedily, you felt something for me, and the attitude of the people around you changed. "

'And there was a meeting between the royal family and the temple [why don't you work for this country]. At the time, there was a large influx of refugees into Ghana. I was perceived as [more unhappy than them, but hard-working all the way] as the being that holds them together, and I was optimal.'

'I tried to protect Sister Riyan's honor... but I saw this as an opportunity. If I do my duty well, many of you will listen to the words. I was wondering if I could restore the honor of my sister, whom I have disparaged.'

'But it was Sister Riyan's memory who still helped me here'

'If I were your sister, what attitude would I take? What would your sister think and say?'

'Everyone complimented me, but I was full of heart, pride. I just glanced at the way Sister Riyan once was. My sister is the one everyone praises through me. Sister Riyan even recognized the world differently...... because I was allowed to be the sister of such a wonderful person!

'The close ones laughed bitterly, but [Eva's always with her sister, isn't she?] he said orally. There are no memorable flaws in their words. It included a definite fondness for my sister, who even protected me from the world.'

"When will I ever be called the Virgin? I was building a place in this world. … I loved those who lived beside me in this world. '

'Think of it, the interracial youth that I get excited about... may have had a similar struggle. Did you try to turn your eyes to this world by pissing me off and making me realize reality'

'That's why I can't forgive you for insulting Sister Riyan. I haven't received an apology because I haven't seen him since. really abominable'

'Still, it's also true that you remember to appreciate it. I hope they have some peaceful time too.'

'... oh, it's been a long time since I've written. Did I want to remind you of a lot of things because I don't have that much time left over anymore? But looking back… I feel sad that I am happy'

"Being a coward, I did build a place with memories with Sister Riyan and help from everyone. It was hard, it was hard, but... there was more joy than that. That's why my heart is so smug '

'If there is only one thing left in your heart, will you not be able to tell Sister Riyan about me? I'm sure... I'm sure Sister Riyan guided me and looked for me. I want to tell my sister that I lived happily ever after.'

'Only people from different worlds will be able to read this diary. If you've read it, please keep it in mind. [Eveille lived happily ever after]. If you ever see Sister Riyan, please tell her.'

"Dear sister, my favorite Sister Riyan. Did I deserve to live with your sister? Eva sincerely hopes that my sister, who has given me so much, will be happy. Please, pursue your happiness - '

"... Oh, my God. Good, that kid lived happily ever after..."

My voice is shaking, probably because Riyan is about to cry. My sister, who was so guided, ended her happy life with Riyan's memories in this world.

So happy I lived. It would have been a great victory for the Virgin.

... but I can't stop my face from cramping.

Wait, wait! This diary, seriously, a substitute written by the Virgin? Real!?

The Virgin was a Tircian-like ciscon? No!

Riyan feels obliged not to protect her pitiful sister, but her sister is closer to worship. Is it not a fairly rare case as an otherworldly person that all the hard work was nullified before my love for my sister?

That's it, 'Disability is like being tested for love for your sister! I can't lose!' to get through it all and it feels that way. He/she is very serious and will not break his/her heart, no matter what, unless he/she steps on a mine (= an insult to Sister Riyan).

'Cause that' sister 'isn't in this world, is she? You can have as many of your people as you want.

The statue of the Virgin's sister is all there is to know the real thing and not be disappointed.

Whenever Eveille is recognized, her fondness for her talking sister rises. Goddess handling straight line.

Riyan doesn't seem to have noticed, but there was even a chance that Riyan might have left his name as' Sister of the Virgin '. What are you doing in your absence, sister?

... Ah, the Archbishop is in tears. Because you found out the truth about the Virgin (laughs), absolutely.

Well, you want to cry too!

Because the Virgin is generally a 'devotee to Gania and the people'!

That's exactly why it's all about proving how wonderful your sister is. Well, I thought it was somewhat foot-colored. Wow!

Without noticing the voice of my heart, Riyan is immersed in joy. I never noticed the archbishop trying to turn a blind eye.

... Is that okay, this? Whatever the contents of the Virgin's diary, is there any information we shouldn't leave behind?

Yeah, is this going to be the official information of the Virgin in the future? Seriously?

"Oh, that...?

Turning that way to Riyan's voice, Riyan was crying somewhere stunned.

"I read your sister's diary and you're relieved?

"Ugh, yeah... uh, I don't know. I was relieved that she lived happily, happy, and regretted that I couldn't protect her myself. Oh no, it's a mess and it doesn't fit well."

Riyan herself doesn't know why she's crying, or she's tilting her neck. As I said myself, too many reasons for tears would also be a cause. Simply because I am not happy that my sister lived relatively happily. There will naturally be feelings of regret.

It's just... somehow, I figured out the best reason.

"Mizuki?"

Riyan asks me strangely, stroking his head out abruptly. From its eyes, the tears are still falling.

"Riyan, you come on... aren't you sad you can't see your sister? Until now, anger and emotions would have accounted for wanting to know about your sister. Weren't those fulfilled, so you came up with extremely obvious emotions?

"Huh..."

"Because the sister you were looking for is no longer in any world. No matter how hard I tried, I went out of reach. You're sad because you could feel that, aren't you?

As a family, it's natural, right, and went on, Riyan hugged the day book he had.

... it's an artifact, the bookkeeping for that day. What the 'living' Virgin once left behind in this world. The absolute thing of death has already separated these sisters.

I could have met Glenn. 'Once again, it was possible to laugh at each other', even if there was a time difference.

But no matter how hard the Riyans try, it won't come true. It is impossible unless the Virgin also becomes undead, and Riyan will not wish to interfere with her sleep either.

Above all, Evaille was not summoned like Riyan. There's no one to hit a grudge with.

"You don't have to pretend that you understand things well. It would be an unreasonable grudge, but I'll shut you up, so tell me, tell me! No one laughs at the end of a journey where they keep searching for their sister."

"Ugh..."

"But your sister's wish to tell you about herself came true. Don't be happy there. I don't know how to leave a journal so private."

but if he strokes his shin and strength, Riyan's face is badly distorted. - And.

"I've been looking... for whoever told me what to do since I was gone. Looking all the time, worrying... even though I gradually came to the same world"

"Yeah, you are. You've been looking for a lot."

"I can't believe times are different. At least at a glance, I missed you alive, even when you were old, because at a glance! Again, I wanted you to call me Sister! My... give me my sister back!

The last word I told you to scream...... 'Return my sister' would be the real thing about Riyan. If you complain, is it against this world? Because all of a sudden I took my sister from Riyan's side and pulled the two apart.

Nevertheless, in the original world Evaille can't be happy. I know that I should have lived in this world because I found out about it in this world.

Riyan was convincing himself because he understood both of them. But I guess my sister's death was heavy enough to outweigh that feeling.

- Nevertheless.

The otherworlds who aroused Eveille are amazing. Eveille would have been ~ Ri backwards, I can't believe you made him face reality by pissing him off.

In the first place, I wonder how to put it. "Sister" was the only one who said, "It's no big deal"...

I don't know if it's to arouse you, or if it's a genuine word, but I think the otherworlds are pretty good, too. Wouldn't that be the type of person who isn't around much?

Even around me, people like that......

"Ah."

No, you were alone. In the original world, though.

That's what an Alliance Master looks like who was close enough to be told he was my partner. He was a creature who, because of the appearance of a good young man, uttered a sarcasm. I thought they said refreshing outer roads or something.

Relationships were the kind of guys who turned well for what they wanted, even though they didn't care about sacrificing people. How are you doing? That place is clever, so I'd be avoiding the danger unless there's a lot going on.

"Mizuki? What's wrong?

"... hmm? No, it's nothing."

Soon Riyan, who had stopped crying, asks strangely. Sneak up on Riyan's observations, even as he switches his mind and shakes his head.

... Oh, I think it's refreshing when I cry just to cry. My eyes are red, but the expression itself is back to the calm Riyan I had just had.

"By the way, there's only one thing I can do for your sister."

"Huh!?

Surprise, raise your voice, Riyan. To her like that, I smiled and gave one exposure.

"A summons must be part of a human being in that world, isn't it? I mean, you're here... aren't you uncovering the grave?

I felt the pissy air freeze. The archbishop is paling his face as he groans about something meaningless: "Uh, the... right..."

Bingo. Bingo, I knew it. So you did grave vandalism!?

"Heh... heh...! He revealed the grave of the child he called the Virgin?

Kashan! and the sword held by Riyan makes a sound. The hand was strong enough to hear a critical sound, squeezing the pattern of the sword. I don't know Riyan's expression because he's slightly bent over or behind his forehead. But there was an uncontrollable rage in that voice.

Speaking of which, you haven't even retaliated against me yet.

"Oh, are you going? I can use healing magic, so why don't you come with me? I can swing without killing you alive."

"Oh, that's nice. Please come with me."

"Rah ♪ Why don't you help me instead? I'd like to incriminate your subpoena's accomplices, but your testimony will be decisive."

"Fine, that's about it. I don't want to forgive him for making such a ridiculous summons."

All right! I installed Riyan's cooperation! Now we can push the King's brother!

"Well, shall we go? Ah, Archbishop, it's a pleasure to take you to the room of the culprit."

"... ha. Ok. With me, it's heartbreaking… no matter what you two do in that man's room, let's not see it."

"Thanks! It's okay, because I'm good at healing magic! … however, the subject's body will be burdened."

……

The Archbishop no longer said anything. I just walked out with an objective look on my face.

- After that, Riyan and I broke out, which led to the destruction of a room in the temple.

"Your anger is supremely natural! It's against people's ways!

The words of the Archbishop did not incriminate sabotage activities.

The sinner is the one who carried out the summons. Based on the fact that they will be disputed in the future, our actions were completed by 'just acting a little emotionally'.

Riyan's anger, in particular, is legitimate. Fearing of its deep sorrow and anger, it was not... but those who deeply sympathized and agreed with her continued to do so. Everybody, we're cute. I'm sorry to go out with a fool.

Come on, Your Royal Highness? I'm gradually ready. Let's go to war, shall we?