387 Something I've noticed.

- In the private room of the Duke of Alogancia and Leelier (Leelier perspective)

After returning to the mansion from the night club, I was drawn to my room.

I don't want to see anyone...... no, 'horrible and I can't see you'. The gaze of the aristocrats on the far wind was horrible too, but now... 'cause I don't even know if the servants are really on our side'.

If that magician had just told me, maybe I still didn't care a lot.

But...

"Come on, man."

His Majesty's expression and his words... had made him smell 'its possible too'.

The only reason my face was so tense with fear was because of the smell of 'I may not be able to have a child'. 'All this time, I may have been dancing with His Majesty's palms,' I realized.

Even I think His Majesty's words may be true. What did the outsiders, and the nobles who were listening to that conversation think...!

Above all, the odd thing is' vicious, but not punishable for this'.

"What do you mean...?

Indeed, King Alberda has forgiven us for our engagement. Whether offended or not, that was also acknowledged by His Majesty.

With me, I didn't take it personally without any thought. If I ever got the forgiveness of the 'King', I knew it would pass, because I purposefully got the forgiveness of King Alberda.

'I can't punish you', not 'I won't punish you'. I guess that's right.

As far as outside hearings and force maps are concerned, you must not be able to get rid of me either. Because the scandal behind the second prince's shield is just not preferable.

In particular, the second prince should be almost certain to become the king prince of Quivera. Finding a new rear shield won't make an immediate decision.

And strange things still happened.

Dissemination of picture books, communicated as a joint venture between Quivera and Irfena. I guess no one honestly believed that. Something too sudden.

Above all, there's another thing that doesn't seem like a coincidence. That was The Content of the Picture Book.

The contents of the picture book are exactly what happened to me and Master Rüze...... no, the 'true story' that began with what I served in Alberda.

Even with some footprints, it was based on Master Rüze's former fiancée!

If this was the story that made us bad guys, we could have had one or two protests. Whatever, we are 'allowed by King Alberda'.

If you make us evil, King Alberda, who allowed it, will be guilty of the same crime.

But it didn't.

Only, the story is about "the kindness of Princess Rose, just before marriage, betrayed by her fiancée," and we, the culprits, are about an entourage.

Like protesting, the story is considered one of the common developments, and if you poke it poorly, it is rumored to be 'Do you want to tell the truth'.

If that happens, it sucks. Even what was footprinted as a story makes you feel like a fact!

In anticipation of that, "The Story of Princess Rose" would be made.

Whether we protest or not, so that suspicious eyes can be turned...!

It goes without saying whose measure that is. Your Majesty will be involved, of course, but the beginning should not be His Majesty.

In the first place, if His Majesty had not been for the person who made the proposal for a series of things, His Majesty might still not have been aware of the disturbances in Alberda.

Yes, the one who plotted to discredit us.

"Um, Wizard..."

It reminds me of a woman who named herself a magician. It's called a pick-up at a night club, it must be her measure.

Oh...... how abominable! Oh no... I can't believe they did that to me like those other people...!

Because of remorse and anger, tears seep in. However... I also understood that such emotions would not last long.

I hate to admit it, but I... I'm terrified of that magician.

When Brother Lucas turned his harsh words on me, and when he was protested by the knight of Sarovara, as soon as that magician was involved, he turned to those who were against me.

That must be the element that makes you say 'good at word play'. Because even if the words that are spinned one after the other have no great significance, they will eventually be directed to the desired result of that magician.

The art of fighting it... I don't have it.

I guess for that demon mentor, there's no need for something like identity. No, just 'I wish my collaborators had an identity'.

That was those guardians this time, Your Majesty. I was caught in the bait of 'an unidentified otherworldly man', which led me to take numerous qualities.

"Whether you argue, make excuses, plead guilty and apologize, it doesn't make sense...... they'll send you! What should I do... What should I have done..."

Anger and remorse, and... more fear. But that magician is not from this country. Anyway, if it's like this one, 'in the future' shouldn't be able to do anything.

Then.

Then whoever I fear from now on... is the main culprit in the true sense, and who holds my future.

"… remains, remains,"

It floated, one possibility. But it's never about salvation, it's about suggesting that things could get worse now.

I can't even assume it's my fault and my body is shaking. It's not anger, it's from fear.

"What pissed me off the most...... 'who'?

If only the Wizard was dealing with her, she would have been relieved if she had left this country. There are many who neglect me in this country, but if Your Majesty is forgiven, I cannot help you.

But what if His Majesty allowed it?

If His Majesty saw and pretended not to see the malice that could be directed at me...

Even those I have looked down upon, if His Majesty so desires, will be glad to retaliate.

I will no longer be able to shield my identity and blood muscles in the future as I have done before. How am I supposed to protect myself from the malice that can be directed at me then?

Everything in this country is filled with fear that may turn to the enemy.

Maybe there are people out there, like that knight, who move to elimination with loyalty.

"Ahhhhhhhhhh...!

Tears flowing because of so much fear, and a whining voice that spits out. Thinking about it and crying about it, it's all too late... it's too late to realize.

Even now, I understood the awkwardness of what I had done. Suddenly, I understand!

Though the royal family didn't think they could serve me, that was just 'His Majesty missed it'. Of course, I wasn't allowed to.

I grew it by showing it in a pale way, waiting for the non to pile up on me. At dawn, when I decided to limit myself, as I was to irrevocably do.

I've noticed that. Therefore, I cannot help but fear Your Majesty more than that magician.

Mother, a former princess, just watched silently her pursuit of me.

Your Majesty does not feel worthy in the words of your father, the Duke.

I can't rely on my brothers, who have always spoken words.

Did Master Rüze cut me loose or not even take refuge in me?

I have no side. I don't like it, but I get it. There were just too many elements to judge that, and I had too much on my mind myself.

Even if I followed His Majesty's words from now on and engaged in the sales and doing of picture books... I don't know if the future will be guaranteed. His Majesty didn't tell me what would happen afterwards.

……

Thoughtful daughter, fool...... there must be so many words to indicate me. Even if His Majesty were to be rumored of them more than he had spread them that way at a nightclub, I have no way of disputing them.

Because I knew it, and His Majesty did it. What a heavy punishment...!

If it had been more foolish, I could not help but notice these things.

I would have been even more angry if I hadn't noticed, and now it would have been the end of the line to be eliminated by His Majesty.

At the end of my short life, even if they say I'm a scandalous lady, if I die, that voice won't reach me. Instead of losing everything, I must have gotten some rest.

You would have finished your life blaming someone for the 'misfortune' that came down on you, just believing in you alone.

It's very scary and familiar, the future that follows' death '. If you still make a mistake, it can be traced, one of the possibilities.

- But why do you think it's still better?

Though I don't have the courage to deliberately choose such a path now that I feared an easily predictable future.

Going forward...... it must be so horrible and painful to live a long time in this country with the fear of being repudiated.

Time for redemption with no helpers or allies and no idea how long it will last. Naturally, you can't be allowed to commit suicide or flee to another country.

Above all, it was indisputable that he wanted it, His Majesty, who was spoken of as' I will not punish you '.

This is the punishment for me, the one that shows His Majesty's deep anger. I... will never, ever be forgiven.

I just weep in disgust at not much punishment. Take the royal family... protect the royal family's 'blood' and think of the harshness of this kingdom's culminating existence that binds the royal family.

It was not Dade who withdrew his predecessors, who had been told 'war madness', by force. A man of ambition and cruelty who not only deserves the talent of a king, but who only drives his father down...... that is the king of Kivera called the Great Power.

Sire, I misjudged you, didn't I? You were far more horrible and cruel than I imagined.