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Chapter 111 - Exhausting the Worldly Cold

After going through Zhu Changshan's explanation, Zhao Shensan felt a sense of gloom dissipating, so he called his parents to inform them that he was safe, and as for his parents who repeatedly cried for him to remarry, he just vaguely said that he would return first.

However, when his phone was turned on, because he had set up the call reminder, the call and the text notification rang again and again. Tian Shuangshuang had called a few times, and one of them was actually Zheng Yanhong. He really wanted to call back, but thinking about it, it was already so late, she suppressed her excitement, and carefully looked at the text again. Other than the weather forecast, the only other messages were from Li Xiaolu:

Third brother, don't misunderstand me, there's nothing going on between Chen Shuai and I, it's just that his family misunderstood me, and thought that my naughty child was his, so they chased after me like this.

Third brother, where did you go? Please give me a reply! If you can bear to leave the big one behind, why can't you have the heart to leave the small one behind? This is your own flesh and blood!

Third brother, my parents are so annoyed. They nag about for me to remarry all day long and Chen Shuai is pestering me like a housefly. Come and pick me up quickly …

Zhao Shensan's heart warmed. So it turns out that his heart and liver had not changed, and were still waiting for him without any complaints or regrets!

This feeling made him, under Zhu Changshan's guidance, feel a lot more relaxed and better. He thought to himself, I'm really very childish, just a little setback and it has been amplified infinitely, and in the end, it has become a barrier that I cannot cross.

Although it was already quite late, and he was just on the roof drinking to ease his worries, but when he thought about the poor little Lu and the other relatives that he had raised in her stomach, Zhao Shensan couldn't help but feel his blood boil, and was about to go down the mountain right now.

Zhu Changshan saw that after making a few phone calls, he relaxed a lot, and was very pleased that he could open it. But seeing that he had to go back and find Li Xiaolu at such a late hour, he could only bitterly smile, and had no choice but to get the driver to bring him into the city.

Zhao Shensan arrived at Li Xiaolu's doorstep with a voice full of tender feelings, and called him. Li Xiaolu's drowsy voice came out: "Hello? "Who is it?"

"Little Lu, it's third brother. I'm at your doorstep. I'll bring you back to our house if you come out." Zhao Shensan said while feeling tender towards Li Xiaolu.

"Ah?" Third brother? "Where did you say you were?" Li Xiaolu's voice instantly became clear but she still shouted out with incomparable shock.

"Little Lu, whose call is it? Hurry up and hang up. Who would call you in the middle of the night? A man's voice came clearly from the phone.

Zhao Shensan was in a daze listening to him, Li Xiaolu shouted in a sharp voice: "Chen Shuai, shut up, this is my private …"

Zhao Shensan's hand that was holding the phone powerlessly drooped down, and casually pressed the button that hung on. The gentle smile from before did not disappear, as though it was frozen on his face.

He panted and laughed towards the cold air. Fortunately, it was the latter half of the night, and Li Xiaolu's house was located in a relatively secluded residential area, so no one passed by. Otherwise, there might be someone who could see Zhao Shensan at this time and call the mental hospital!

"So this is what she meant by 'I'm the only one in my heart'? Waiting for me to come pick her up? To be able to sleep with a man who had no feelings for her with my child, was this what love was all about? Hahaha! True love? How could there be true love in this world? It was nothing more than an equal exchange! Right now, big brother has already become a destitute ghost, and your ex-husband has power and influence in his family. "Fine, it doesn't matter. I don't believe that I will never be able to make a comeback in my life. Just wait until I turn my body around and see how you guys will talk!" Zhao Shensan cursed crazily in his heart as he finally left while staggering.

That night, he went straight back to his parents' home. When his parents saw him, they naturally gave him a heartbroken lesson, causing his mother to cry as if she was begging him to quickly kowtow to Liu Yuhong in order to save this marriage.

Zhao Shensan was forced by his parents' tears and because he was unwilling to lower his head to Liu Yuhong, he could only endure the pain in his heart and cunningly asked: "Dad, mom, why are you guys so unhappy? Little Lu is already born and will be reborn soon. If I were to remarry, why would she give birth to a boy for us? Rest assured, I will take care of it myself. In the end, just let your grandchildren be complete. "

Hearing that, his mother was startled, but still regretfully said, "Sigh! "It was so easy for me to live in such a big house. Now that I'm divorced, it becomes jade red …"

Zhao Shensan said: "Mom, you have underestimated your son, the jade red house agreement clearly stated that later on it was ours, and I had already secretly bought another one, I will be able to live there immediately."

His parents were even more shocked, so his father sternly said, "Three, dad doesn't want you to use money you don't know where you come from to buy property. If that's the case, your mom and I would rather live here and sell breakfast."

Zhao Shensan explained: "Don't worry Dad, I have business outside and my income is very high. Every single cent is fair and square, so you don't have to worry."

His parents were fine, Zhao Shensan could finally lie down and sleep. He slept on the hard wood bed that he had been sleeping on since young, smelled the damp and moldy smell in the house, looked at the crowded furniture, and heard the noise of the wheels outside the window. His heart still could not be disturbed by these external factors.

But on the morning of the second day, when Zhao Shensan appeared in the school committee building, his colleagues definitely saw Zhao Shensan who was in a very good mood and in a very good mood. His condition was so good that even Tian Shuangshuang, who came to his office to comfort him, felt that it was unnecessary and quickly left after saying goodbye.

Fang Yongtai was already at work. Even though he had been fine for a long time, he deliberately tilted his head, appearing as if he had suffered a great injury. When he saw Zhao Shensan come in, his mouth slanted to one side, and he muttered to himself, "Sigh! There are indeed benefits to having thick skin. If I were to be kicked out, I would have resigned long ago! "

Zhao Shensan decided not to let him see me as a joke, and laughed: "That's right, about this, I learned it from you, Fang Ke? "Although I have been rearranged to our monitoring room, I am after all, on the same level. If I were to be arrested by the police and then released, I really don't know if I would have the face to continue doing so!"

The thing that he felt the most that was short of breath was that it had been censored before. Now that Zhao Shensan had said a few words, it was as if she had grabbed onto seven inches of his body and ruthlessly pinched his entire body from top to bottom, crushing all the joints and making him, the snake, completely lose his ability to twist and wriggling, as she powerlessly shut her mouth.

He sat down with his face towards the window and stared blankly out of the window. Those trees had also lost the lush green of summer, and the grey branches seemed extremely ugly, as if they were no longer depressed or dispirited like him. Under the contrast of the heavy and heavy sky, they seemed to be no longer depressed or dispirited.

"Ugh …" Zhao... Director Zhao. " A familiar voice sounded from outside the door. Without even turning his head, Zhao Shensan knew that this was the culprit, Li Xiaolu, who had caused him so much pain last night that it pierced through his bones. However, he did not turn around.

"Yo, isn't this little sister Lu? I haven't been to work for a few days, how did you become so awe-inspiring? It looked like he was about to ascend to become a mother! Congratulations, I will definitely make Brother Chen Shuai pay when I see him! Hahaha, Xiao Lu, Chen Shuai's family has been single for many generations, now you have become a big contributor to his family, I think they will treat you like a princess and serve you well! "

As Fang Yongtai and his family were old friends, they knew each other well. Thus, he started a joke with Li Xiaolu.

Zhao Shensan clearly knew that if he did not turn back now, he would feel that he was a little too petty. He had already given himself a death command before going to work in the morning — — to definitely not let anyone see the pain in his heart. He must let everyone know that Zhao Shensan was extremely calm regarding this adjustment, as well as the matter of the divorce.

"Hey, Little Lu, that's true. If Fang Ke hadn't said it, I wouldn't have known that you were going to be a mother!" Congratulations! " Zhao Shensan forced out a smile as if nothing had happened, causing Li Xiaolu's heart to be filled with bitterness. However, no one knew that he was able to do it so effortlessly, even though her heart was bleeding!

"Director Zhao, you … Are you at work? "It's like this. I have something urgent that I'm not sure what to do. Can you help me take a look?" Seeing that Fang Yongtai did not have any intentions to leave, and that she was in a hurry to talk to Zhao Shensan, Li Xiaolu decided to go back to her office.

Zhao Shensan's face still carried the same smile of modesty, but his eyes were cold. He opened his mouth and said: "Why did Director Wang ask you to write your materials now? "Then he's not that human. How can he let someone with special protection like you do that kind of work?"

"Aiya, Director Zhao, I'm begging you this once, why aren't you giving me any face? "At least we've been in the same office for a few years. Can you just watch me make a fool of myself if I fail the mission?" Li Xiaolu pouted her lips and acted coquettishly.

Zhao Shensan's heart finally softened, and he wanted to see what Li Xiaolu wanted to do, so he wanted to be honest with her, so he told her that he, Zhao Shensan, would not ruin her beautiful life. As long as she felt happy, he, Zhao Shensan, would bless her.

As a result, he stood up and followed Li Xiaolu to the office. Coincidentally, Meng Qingfei wasn't there, and Tian Shuangshuang was playing with his computer, so when he saw him enter, he quickly stood up and greeted him. However, Li Xiaolu said, "Shuangshuang, can you help me buy a box of biscuits? I'll be hungry. "

Tian Shuangshuang was just a little low-educated, and was not stupid, so how could he not see that Li Xiaolu had purposely let her speak with Zhao Shensan? Ye Zichen quickly promised and ran out, and even closed the door for them.

When Li Xiaolu saw that there was no one else in the room, her eyes reddened and she said softly, "Third Brother, you misunderstood me last night … I am not following Chen Shuai … "

"Okay Xiao Lu, you don't need to explain anything to me. These few days, I have completely understood that I am in a very difficult situation. Even if you want to be with me, I can't guarantee the quality of your life with your child, so as long as you are happy, I would be willing to bless you and Chen Shuai. " Zhao Shensan said dejectedly.

"I... After you left for a few days, my parents pestered me to remarry, and the Chen Shuai family was in hot pursuit as well. Last night, my mother insisted on dragging me to Chen Shuai's house for dinner, but who knew that my mother would stay and play cards after we finished eating. When I wake up, my mom is gone too, I... I had to stay, but you called me in... Third Brother, I really didn't do anything to Chen Shuai! " Li Xiaolu explained softly, but his voice was not urgent, as though he did not care much about whether Zhao Shensan believed him or not.

"Little Lu, of course I believe that you are a good girl who values friendship. Just say something to me right now. If you are willing to follow me regardless of whether you are rich or poor, then I will go to your house after work and propose marriage. We will openly be together! " After Zhao Shensan heard Li Xiaolu's explanation, hope once again rose in her heart, and she impulsively asked.

But who knew that Li Xiaolu's eyes started to wander, she did not immediately agree to Zhao Shensan's suggestion, and instead asked right and left, "Third brother, you and Sister Yuhong are divorced … You really didn't ask for anything? Did he give her that b * stard? That... House... You gave her all your savings? "

How could he know that Li Xiaolu was used to living like a prince ever since he was young? What he was afraid of most was living a life without a fixed home, if not for Zhao Shensan helping her settle down, she might have agreed to return home a long time ago. Now that she heard that Zhao Shensan had actually left her home, she was afraid of her future life, because she understood how impossible it was for two people to earn a house with just their wages.

"Yes!" After all, Yuhong has been with me for so many years, and we both have daughters, so I didn't want to leave anything for the two of them. Little Lu, don't worry. As long as we are together, I will be able to earn some money and not let you suffer with your child. " Suspicion filled Zhao Shensan's eyes, but his blood was still boiling.

"Oh …" Li Xiaolu replied hesitantly, but continued: "Third brother, my parents are only thinking about getting me and Chen Shuai to remarry. It won't be accepted if you go to my house right now, so … Shall we wait? "

Zhao Shensan sincerely pulled her hand and said: "Xiao Lu, my parents are feeling sad for me right now. Let's quickly pass the road and let them feel gratified, okay? Anyway, we can still live in that apartment we rented, so let's just get married and live there. "

Li Xiaolu jumped in fright as she hurriedly shook him off and said, "Third Brother, my parents do not allow me to live outside anyways. If you want to stay in that house, then go live on your own, I'm not going back. "As for meeting with my parents, I think it's better …"

Zhao Shensan coldly stood up and said: "Xiao Lu, what kind of temperament do you think I, Zhao Shensan, has? Maybe you still don't understand, so I will tell you this, I don't have anything else, but I do have some backbone, and asking someone to marry me is the same. Even if I ask you for a marriage, you won't agree to it, but I might still be able to ask you for a second time in the future! "So, think about it for a day. If tomorrow you still feel that the future is bleak following me, I will leave you far away and wish you happiness."

As he walked out, he wanted to hear Li Xiaolu call him "Third Brother" from behind to stop him from leaving. Then, even if she insisted on seeing his parents in a few days, he could still accept it, but it was a pity that even after he walked out of the door, he still did not make a sound behind him ….

He sat back in his disciplinary committee room, but no one came to look for him even after a long time, as if there was not even the slightest difference between him and the teaching committee. This just happened to give him time to fully digest Li Xiaolu's ambiguous attitude. Thus, before getting off work in the morning, our Director Zhao Shensan maintained a posture of concentrating on reading newspapers, staring at a section of the newspaper with incomparable concentration, all the way until he got off work.

"Swish …" An ear-piercing laughter came out from beside his ears, immediately pulling Zhao Shensan's attention away from the newspaper. He raised his head in confusion, and saw that Fang Yongtai was looking at him with an incomparably mocking gaze.

"Director Zhao, you have good taste. I thought you were researching some big news. "Hahaha!" Fang Yongtai took the opportunity to laugh.

Only then did Zhao Shensan carefully look at it, and sure enough, he realized that the page that he was reading was actually filled with rumors about that beautiful carriage model beast that had a large number of beautiful pictures on it. He felt ashamed in his heart, but he quickly realized that his true feelings couldn't be seen by Fang Yongtai, so he pretended to be playful and disrespectful as he said, "Yeah, I'm already a bachelor without a family. Aren't you interested in beauties? "Anyways, I'm not afraid of boiling water right now. If she's willing to marry me, I'll dare to marry her!"

Zhao Shensan looked at the time, it was already past twelve o'clock and there were no longer any footsteps coming from the corridor. He leaned back, stretched out his long legs and placed them on the table, then closed his eyes as he looked at the ceiling. But then, something cold and wet cut two tracks across his face.

I said I don't care! But who could really be indifferent? Love, family, and hot positions all left him in that instant. All that was left was this world that was transparent and cold, like a beautiful woman whose gorgeous outer garments had been peeled off layer by layer. What was left was a body full of plum blossom sores, causing him to feel terrified, fearful, and disgusted …

Although Zhu Changshan had told him before that the Sister Zheng would not let him suffer losses because of Ma Huimin, the Sister Zheng had left the school committee already. For a person like her, a small subordinate, even if they had served her for a long time, they would still be nothing but passing clouds! had seen through a woman's kindness! Just connecting his wife with his lover who was pregnant with his child would allow him to leave when he was in trouble, let alone Sister Zheng who lived in the clouds. With her status and identity, how could she not be worried about fawning on those who were loyal to her? And why would he be missing a Zhao Shensan?

He didn't even want to eat lunch, so he just leaned back in his chair and didn't even move. Unexpectedly, his phone rang, and although he didn't want to answer it at first, he lazily picked up his phone, afraid that his parents wouldn't be able to trust him. When he saw the number, he immediately started scratching his ears and cheeks like Sun Wukong.

"Hehe, where is the silly boy? What happened a few days ago? I'm not even going to answer your phone? Do you want to learn from Tao Yuanming and find a peach blossom source to hide? " Zheng Yanhong's voice was clear, but when Zhao Shensan heard it, it was like heavenly music had dispersed all the gloom in his heart.

"I saw you call me and I wanted to call you back, but then I thought I was in trouble right now. Maybe you... "Maybe you don't want to pay attention to me …" Zhao Shensan said in an aggrieved tone.

"Hahaha!" This brat is blaming me, right? Do you think that you were taken care of by your Director Ma because of my influence? That day, Xiao Yan and I saw you sitting in the plaza by yourself and rubbing your hair, looking like you were collecting trash. Where are you now? Have you eaten? " Zheng Yanhong was in a good mood as she asked him with a smile.

"Not yet. He came to work today and vomited! "I'm too lazy to eat." Hearing Zheng Yanhong's candid laughter, Zhao Shensan felt that all the bad luck in his body was being driven away bit by bit.

"Then quickly go out and eat something. Then, write me a report regarding our Hope Project. I need to report it to the province as soon as possible." "I've been working on this project before the Education Committee left. You should know the details clearly, and write it truthfully. Don't make so many modifications and highlight the difficulties of the children in the mountain area. I want it tomorrow." Zheng Yanhong didn't console him, she instead gave him a task all of a sudden, and then immediately hung up.

Zhao Shensan quickly jumped off the ground. How could he still be depressed? He hastily ran to the entrance of the school committee to get a bowl of hot dry noodles. After finishing his meal, he rushed back to his office in a few steps. He then turned on his computer and started to report the materials to Zheng Yanhong.

When it was time for work in the afternoon, when Fang Yongtai came to work, he saw a lively Zhao Shensan busy working in front of his computer. However, he strangely discovered that in the afternoon, Zhao Shensan had actually moved his desk once again, and now, it was placed next to a window with his face facing the door. However, the computer screen had blocked his view, and from the angle Fang Yongtai was sitting on, he could only see the computer screen.

Fang Yongtai was very curious about what Zhao Shensan was doing, but he was still unable to lower his head to look closely. He could only sit in front of his computer and fight with the landlord.

Zhao Shensan clearly knew that the words "Mayor Zheng isn't satisfied with her secretary" that Zhu Changshan had warned him about had a lot to do with the reporting materials he had been given. If he was able to leave the school committee and go to the city government to serve Sister Zheng, that would be equivalent to him gaining another grade! At that time, these evil spirits will see who dares to look down on him!

Writing this material wasn't difficult, but Zhao Shensan's wholeheartedly written thoughts were brilliant, but he understood that there was a world of difference between Zheng Yanhong's temperament and Ma Huimin's. The words that he wrote in the official language with the most disliked clusters of flowers, carefully read through all the data, then emotionally wrote down the difficult conditions in the mountain range and the children's desire to learn. It was only when Fang Yongtai finished his work that he carefully modified the last time to be satisfied.

He stretched his aching body and suddenly felt like drinking some alcohol to relieve his fatigue, so he stood up and thought for a while before calling Guo Xiaopeng: "Xiao Peng, it's been awhile since we last met, let's go have a drink together?"

Unexpectedly, Guo Xiaopeng hesitated for a moment and then said: "Oh, you're being cautious? I'm not in the Cloud Capital tonight, so let's talk about it when we get back. "

Zhao Shensan did not think too much and just felt that it was strange that he accidentally hung up the phone. He leisurely walked onto the street, and since he did not want to return home so quickly, he suddenly thought of a restaurant not far from the school committee where he would eat and drink a few cups. But he still felt that it was boring and decided to make an appointment with Wang De.

Wang De, on the other hand, did not decline. Zhao Shensan walked into the restaurant first, and it was a very unique place that looked like a food stall but was also a bit higher class. There was no single room inside, but like an office building, it used a glass wall to block every single table's view.

Zhao Shensan walked to a booth near the window and sat down, waiting for Wang De to arrive. Unexpectedly, he heard a very familiar voice from another booth, which was separated by a glass window: "Director Wang, I'll leave this matter to you. If you can get Dean Ma to give this project to us, Yun He, to do it, don't worry, I, Guo Xiaopeng will definitely not treat your Director Wang unfairly!"

"Hehehe, don't worry Boss Guo, my words are still useful in front of Chairman Ma, this is definitely a success! However … Isn't your brother's classmate? Why don't you ask him? " Wang Jinshui's voice.

"Tch!" He! It's a yellow flower that's already gone mad with rage! " Guo Xiaopeng said in disdain.