C118

Chapter 118 - The Last Love

Zheng Yanhong would definitely not let her go to cinnamon garden's house, because she had seen how Zhao Shensan acted when he was forced in front of Ma Huimin today, and how he rushed out of the door with a pale face. In that moment, she made a decision in her dilemma — — To let Zhao Shensan leave her emotions and the world of her body completely, and become her assistant!

After the morning meeting had ended, County Governor Lin Ceng of Fengquan County had insisted on treating her to dinner at night. She also wanted to ask around to understand Ma Huimin's situation at the Phoenix Spring Water, so as to not meet him often in the future, but since she didn't want to have a meal with him, she ambiguously asked Lin Ceng who she was going to treat. If you wish to have a meal with Ma Huimin, then I will leave first, leaving Comrade Fan Hao and Comrade Yong Hui to accompany you. "

Zheng Yanhong then laughed happily and said: "Hehe, then you should stay."

During dinner time, after three rounds of drinking, Lin Ceng started to talk about everything related to how Ma Huimin had pinched him, a county commissar Deputy Secretary-General, while he was in office.

In the end, he even angrily said: "Mayor Zheng, logically speaking, I should be considered a head of government now, and have already wandered the government for many years before becoming the boss. How could I not understand the principle of 'Clear Water Pond does not raise fish'?

Let's put it kindly now. If a cadre doesn't collect some gray interests, what is the purpose of hard work? But everything should have its limits, right? The one surnamed Ma was a thoroughly leathery strainer. As long as it could be scooped into her bowl, it would be as good as water!

Why did you go to Fengquan to investigate last time when we heard that the project might be authorized to the teaching committee, thought it would be better not to do it! This is not because we, the Fengquan cadres, are unkind and do not hold back against the old leader. Actually, it is because before she left, she threw a crappy chair covered in sh * t to us, regardless of whether she could complete the task or not! We haven't cleaned her up yet! "Sigh!"

Hearing that, Zheng Yanhong "puchi" laughed: "Big Brother Lin you are really, really eating right now, what do you think you are doing! It really is unappetizing. "

But in private, he was extremely easy-going, and would not lose a girl's weakness just because he wanted to act like a leader. He was completely unlike Ma Huimin, who, in front of the higher ups, couldn't wait to turn into a seventeen or eighteen year old girl and act like a little girl, but right after facing the subordinates, he immediately sat straight and upright, with a cold and inviolable mask on his face, making them feel nauseous!

Just look at Mayor Zheng, he was able to so naturally care about this junior calling him "Big Brother". Actually, as long as you get to that position, even if it was a little more delicate, who would dare not respect you? 's body was filled with a luxurious aura, it was something that could only be done by nature, even if she, Ma Huimin were to carry her shoes, she would not be able to catch up!

With this thought in his heart, Lin Ceng told her everything he knew, recounting the interesting stories about Ma Huimin when she was serving as County Secretary one by one. Zheng Yanhong chatted and laughed with them, seeing how the three Phoenix Spring Academy cadres present were filled with indignation towards Ma Huimin, she understood in her heart, she secretly remembered every single thing that she could use, and even unintentionally asked about the details of the event, accurately understanding the time and place, as well as the background.

Fan Qianjin had been studying in the capital for the past few days, and had only been accompanying Shuangshuang. Seeing that she had returned, Shuangshuang had actually arranged for Little Tiger to write his homework, and then ran down to sit in front of her. He seemed to be saying something shyly, obviously wanting to talk to her.

Zheng Yanhong drank a bit of wine at night, and got Shuangshuang to brew a cup of tea for sher. After that, he asked her: "Girl, don't beat around the bush with me, if there's anything you want to say, just say it!"

Shuangshuang smiled with her face red and said: "Sister Zheng, I have something that I think I might not be able to handle no matter how I think about it. I just want you to help me make a decision …"

Zheng Yanhong looked at her blushing face and knew that she must have taken a liking to someone. She laughed and said, "Hahaha, I just had someone help you find a partner. Tell me, do I know him? What kind of young man? Even your parents aren't here, so I'll have to properly advise you. "

Seeing that Zheng Yanhong had guessed what she was thinking, Shuang Shuang said with her head lowered: "Actually … I'm someone you know well... "It's just that she's not a young man. He's divorced, but the child was given to the woman. He can be considered alone …"

Zheng Yanhong was startled, she never thought that Shuangshuang would actually fall for a married man. Even though she was slightly tipsy, her usual thinking and sensitivity was not affected at all, she immediately understood who Shuangshuang was talking about! But after she guessed it, the first thing she thought of was that she was angry, as if this little girl had taken away her beloved item. Thinking about how Shuangshuang had even been good with Fan Qianjin before, she felt even more uncomfortable. With a cold face, he asked: "Is the person you're talking about Zhao Shensan from the Education Committee?"

Shuangshuang kept her head down in embarrassment, so she didn't notice the change in Zheng Yanhong's expression. She nodded and said with a red face, "Mmm … She was the one who got divorced a while back, and she was pretty bad at the teaching committee, but I think he's very nice. Even though he left home clean when he got divorced, didn't I have a place to live?

I think he'd had a failed marriage and might have known better. Besides, I … I'm not a good person myself... "Ugh …" Being able to marry him is pretty good too. "

As Zheng Yanhong listened to her words, the anger in her heart started to dissipate bit by bit. No matter what, Zhao Shensan was now a bachelor, and Shuangshuang was an unmarried girl. Whether they were in a relationship or married, it was a very proper thing to do!

Furthermore, when she liked Zhao Shensan in the past, he was also someone who had a wife and children. What's more, she had already made her choice today. If she didn't want to have any emotional entanglement from him in the future, wouldn't it be a good thing to have Shuangshuang marry him? Although Shuangshuang and Fan Qianjin had been at odds before, but that was also because she was young and muddled, hadn't she corrected it now? Furthermore, Xiao Zhao was someone who had divorced before, so even if both of them married to him, it wouldn't be considered as getting along well with him.

After understanding it, Zheng Yanhong laughed: "En, Shuangshuang, you have good eyes! Don't worry, Xiao Zhao won't always be in trouble, I already borrowed him to the City Hall's office to work as a secretary today, my future prospects will be pretty good, and this young man has been with me for a long time, I understand his nature is not bad, if you marry him, you won't be bullied.

Hehe, why? Do you feel embarrassed to ask me to help you pick out this window paper? I can help with that. "

Hearing that Zheng Yanhong also approved, Shuang Shuang was naturally happy, and said with embarrassment: "I mentioned it to him once, but he is also a very proud person, he might feel that he is unlucky and that I am sympathizing with him, so I did not explicitly agree to it. If you could explain it to him, that would be for the best …"

Zheng Yanhong straightforwardly agreed, but suddenly remembered something, and said: "Shuangshuang … That... Recently... "Ugh …" Your Big Brother Fan seems to have some prejudice against Xiao Zhao, I'm afraid that he would think of something if I were to make the decision, how do you think of communicating with him? "

Zheng Yanhong had always been a very straightforward person, so she was naturally aware of the things that she had not asked him at the beginning. That was to say, she had asked Fan Qianjin if there was anything wrong with her recently, and she became even more ashamed. She said softly: "Sister Zheng, ever since I held the child last time, I have not been like you … "If I'm lying, I'll be hit by a car when I get out!"

"Pah pah pah!" Who let you, this damned girl, swear and swear? It's not like I don't understand you completely, it's just that I'm afraid your Big Brother Fan would think that I'm in a hurry to push you out, and actually introduce you to a married man that misunderstood me. Zheng Yanhong was resolute and gentle, he felt that he had hurt both his sister and quickly apologized.

"It's nothing, Sister Zheng, I'll go talk to him myself. I understand that you treat me well because I'm sorry, so you don't have to feel like you said the wrong thing … Just that, I think we should wait until Big Brother Xiao Zhao agrees to me first … " Both of them said sincerely.

Zheng Yanhong agreed and went upstairs. On the other hand, Zheng Yanhong could not sit still any longer. She thought that if she saw how abnormal Zhao Shensan was in the morning, she might as well go into her bedroom and call him.

Not long after Zheng Yanhong arrived, Zhao Shensan knocked on the door. When he saw Zheng Yanhong, who had helped him open the door, wearing a peach red dress, looking at him with a lazy smile.

The unique aura of Zhao Shensan's youth assaulted his face, and Zheng Yanhong's drunken mental state was unexpectedly unable to take it anymore. With a bit of thirst, he stuck out his tongue and licked his lips, letting out a soft moan.

He turned around and locked the door. Although he was anxious to take the woman into his embrace and kiss her enough, he did not dare to be rash, and only looked at her pitifully. He extended both his hands, and only dared to hold her hands, gently shaking them.

Zheng Yanhong had always been thinking that if Zhao Shensan succeeded with Shuangshuang, this young lad who knew better than her was like a venomous ragfish to her. Although she knew that it would be a delicious meal if she dealt with him properly, she definitely could not eat it! If she did that again, it would not only be inappropriate, it would also mean that she was overdoing it!

No one could understand why Zheng Yanhong was so reluctant to leave Zhao Shensan! It wasn't that she was a water flower and wanted as many men as possible, but that this young man was actually her enlightener for sex and the true meaning of love. It was because of him that she had a taste of being a woman, and it was also because of his strength and lowly attitude, that he had turned her from the inside to the outside into a demon that could bewitch Gao Mingliang and Lin Maoren.

Furthermore, as a man, or to be more exact, as a lover, Zheng Yanhong very clearly understood that there was no one else in this world who was more suitable than Zhao Shensan!

First of all, he has the first standard to be a lover -- body stick, handsome! Secondly, he knew what was going on. He knew how to flirt, and he knew his identity very well. He would never act spoiled and do something that would embarrass her. Moreover, it was the kind of loyalty and infatuation that no one could compare to.

To be fair, she had been struggling to make a choice these past few days because she was too reluctant to part with him! Because of her, Zhao Shensan was frequently worn in her shoes by Ma Huimin, which was not something that her heroic bones could tolerate. But to help him, was not just in the path of being a secretary, she could also ask the leaders of the counties to give him a suitable orthopedics position, which would also be a pretty good arrangement.

However, she also felt that it would be inconvenient for her to not have a single person by her side that she could relax and not even have to hide her private matters! Although Xiao Yan could do it, a driver didn't have the ability to remind her what to do at all times. If she didn't see anything, she could see it for her.

Then, the difficult choice would be placed right before her, and in the end, the reason she was forced to make up her mind to choose Zhao Shensan as her secretary and give up his lover's identity, was not entirely because of Ma Huimin. Rather, her feelings towards Lin Maoren had become more and more complicated.

In this kind of situation, if Zhao Shensan continued to entangle himself with her based on emotions and body, he would be harming both himself and others.

With the above conditions, Zheng Yanhong had already made up her mind that she would not take this lover anymore. She felt that what she needed the most was her "confidante", not to mention tonight's request from Shuangshuang.

However, in the face of his rapid breathing and burning eyes, that youthful aura kept pouncing onto her face, body, blood, and nerves … She was simply unable to resist. What was bothering her was the scene of him serving her to the point where she wanted to die.

She said to herself for the last time: "Zheng Yanhong, for the last time, this is definitely the last time! Just let him indulge you once and let him indulge you once, so that you can end this matter with a entanglement! "

Thus, her starry eyes slanted as she called out in a soft and weak voice, "Third brother …"

He rushed over like a hungry wolf, and hugged her so tightly that her bones almost broke. That violent kiss hit her red lips like a hurricane, and in the next moment, it took away all of her thinking ability. From her soul to her body, it was all ignited by the flames of his emotions and desires …

Not long after, the woman once again experienced her body becoming lighter and smaller, until it had shrunk to the spot where Zhao Shensan had smashed her ruthlessly. The rest of her body had turned into water vapor and scattered all around her.

"Ah …" Three … My dear little brother, I can't bear to part with you … "Sob, sob, sob …" The woman finally felt as if all the bubbles in her body were shattered by him in an instant. Crazy happiness instantly assaulted her, and the reluctance that followed finally revealed her inner self. She couldn't help but cry out …

Zhao Shensan was stunned!

There had been a feeling that a woman no longer belonged to him, but that was just a feeling. Now that the woman had shouted out in despair, this was undoubtedly the final sentence! How could such a judgement not allow him to instantly drop from the boiling point to the freezing point and freeze before the elixir of life could cool down?

Zheng Yanhong didn't realize the change in him, she only hugged him tightly, enjoying the last of the sweetness with her madness. Her tears flowed down her cheeks and into her hair, but she stuck her face tightly onto his chest, unable to let him go.

When the happiness in Zheng Yanhong's heart gradually subsided, she realized that Zhao Shensan had been tense and motionless for a long time, when she looked up at his face from his embrace. When she saw that his face was ashen, shock and despair filled his eyes, she lightly called out: "Brother …."

Zhao Shensan's tears also fell. He pressed the woman onto the bed, then used both hands to hold her face and asked mournfully into her eyes, "Sis, are we not allowing me to love you after tonight? Isn't it? Are you not going to take this brother of mine again? Isn't it? Do you mean that from now on, I can only be your subordinate and can no longer kiss you like this? What do you think? "

Zheng Yanhong closed her eyes, and tears also continuously flowed out from her tightly shut eyes. She was silent for a long time, and Zhao Shensan also waited for her without moving, as if he was using some kind of pressure to force her to change her mind.

However, she finally nodded her head with her eyes closed. Although this nod was originally very relaxed, it was as if her beauty weighed at least a thousand pounds. As she nodded, she sobbed, but with determination, she said, "Yes, little brother, from today onwards, I won't be able to …"

"Sis!" You mean woman! You're too cruel! You're too heartless! " Zhao Shensan shouted crazily, "Zheng Yanhong, I love you!"

"Three... I regret... "Sob, sob, sob …"

The two of them stopped fighting as they were sweating profusely. It was as if their lives depended on each other, so the two of them tightly embraced each other. They didn't even want to talk anymore as they lay there.

After a long while, Zhao Shensan's voice seemed to have traveled from very far away, "Elder sister, I understand."

Zheng Yanhong understood what he had meant by those senseless words, and faintly sighed.

"The government can't compare to the school committee. There are too many people talking and your status is getting higher. There will be more and more people eyeing you. If we make even the slightest mistake, both of us will die for sure …" Zhao Shensan said in a low voice, as if he was dreaming.

Zheng Yanhong still did not have the strength to reply as she just stood there paralyzed and did not say a word. Zhao Shensan then continued: "I understand that in this world, big sis, you are the only person I can rely on to get lucky. Your future prospects directly determines my future prospects, so, for the sake of the both of us, we should give up on this kind of happiness … rational... Woo woo … * rational... "AHH …." He sobbed.

Zheng Yanhong still did not speak, but like a little kitten, her body shrunk even closer into his embrace.

"Sis …" Rest assured, I will use a secretary's attitude to set up my position and wholeheartedly assist you in your new job. I promise that in the future, I will not go overboard. However … Can you please grant me my last request as your brother? " Zhao Shensan said.

"Yes."

"Don't leave me tonight! Don't reject me tonight! Tonight... Wu wu wu … "Sister, I want you to belong to me all night long!" Zhao Shensan suddenly folded his arms, and hugged the lady even more tightly. His tear-stained face pressed against her pink cheeks, and he screamed out from the bottom of his heart.

A woman's heart ached to the core. Otherwise, why would she have impulsively yelled out those words of regret? Listening to his final request, wasn't this the same as her wish? He just kept nodding and saying with a choked voice, "Sister is not leaving …" Sis, you can ask for anything you want … "Elder sister, tonight, it is completely yours …"

"Sis …" Zhao Shensan screamed out in pain, and kissed her again after lowering his head. This time, the kiss was not as crazy as before, but infatuated and entangled, as though he wanted to slowly suck in all the beauty in his body …

After the kiss, he finally calmed down a little. He looked at the woman who was gasping for air with a pained expression and asked, "Big sister, can you bear it?"

The woman remained silent, as if she had no strength left even if she lost her bones. She laid there limply, not moving at all, as if she was going to be dealt with by him.

With a sigh, he stretched out his arm for her to rest on, caressing her smooth back, giving her time to rest and giving himself time to rest.

The woman was already slightly drunk, but Zhao Shensan had made her even more ferocious, so naturally, she soon let out sweet breathing sounds. She was obviously fast asleep, but how could Zhao Shensan bear to sleep?

Although he used to say that women gave him the feeling that they would leave him at any moment, they were not so decisive after all. There was still hope to save them. However, tonight's situation was something that even he himself knew would happen for the last time!

He understood more clearly that if he wanted the two of them to develop together, he could only bear with the pain of abandoning this abnormal relationship, and return to a very formal relationship between a superior and his subordinates. Only by doing this would he be able to maintain his best working condition, and be able to rise in power as she developed.

However, anyone could understand that it wouldn't be that easy if it could be done! Because of his outstanding appearance and the change in his position, he had a lot of chances of coming into contact with a woman. However, which woman could give him such an intoxicated feeling like this one in his arms?

Although it was said that a man was an animal that could use the lower half of his body to think, that he could achieve happiness by doing and loving any beautiful woman. However, only a man who could truly be called a man knew that only by doing and loving the woman he loved would he be able to wholeheartedly devote himself to it. It was a kind of satisfaction that would only come after a lover was satisfied. Only this kind of satisfaction was the pride that came from the heart. It was the most glorious honor a man could have!

At this point, he had no choice but to admit that he had fallen in love with Zheng Yanhong! Although this woman was older than him, her superior, and was an unreachable star, he still fell in love with her! Love so deep, love so deep!

Looking at the satisfied expression on the woman's face who was sleeping in his arms, although she would occasionally make sobs in her sleep, wasn't that kind of sweet relaxation that only in the arms of a lover a kind of deep trust in him? Zhao Shensan thought that, even more satisfied, she also loved him!

Although he had never heard her say the word "love" to him, wasn't her unwillingness to part with her tears already enough to explain everything?

The ancient saying of "match by family" had already influenced every single Chinese. Even if they didn't stick to it, the difference in status between the two of them was like the difference between heaven and earth, and the difference in age was like a gap that couldn't be merged at the end! Otherwise, Zhao Shensan would really feel that marrying her, loving and cherishing her all the time was the most perfect choice!

"Sister, sister, do you know that I love you!" He stared at her and said in a low, affectionate voice.

However, this woman was too tired. Her sleep prevented her from hearing these words. She was still fast asleep.

But Zhao Shensan was moved by his words, he once again felt tears in the corner of his eyes, and gently kissed her forehead, using his lips to rub her smooth and clean forehead, suppressing the pain in his heart.