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"Well, brother fan, you don't have to apologize. It's all willing! There is no reason for love, so I don't feel that you treat me badly But now I want to open up! " Both smile with tears, but turn the words.

"Why do you want to? Shuangshuang, if you feel the loss now, big brother fan can still compensate you. " Fan Qianjin was roughened by Shuangshuang's "but", as if a bad premonition suddenly sprouted. He quickly opened his mouth to promise.

Shuangshuang shook his head slightly, and his face was helpless and reluctant to give up, but he said softly: "I said I don't need to compensate big brother fan. Moreover, we've been together for so long, it's not only you who enjoy the happiness, but also me! I love you, you to my everything I feel is happy, so It's hard to say which one of us is losing and the other is taking advantage of it. What is the compensation for? I said I think I'm open, but I finally found that even if I can wrap around you every day, I can never become the sun, moon and stars as noble as you. I will always be the tiny grass on the ground. I can only look up to you, but I can never leave you forever! "

"Shuangshuang..." Fan Qianjin was praised with emotion, and felt that shuangshuangshuang was so cute.

"Oh! Since sister Zheng's last car accident, I have completely understood that women can't aim too high for a lifetime. It's doomed to be fruitless if you always think about what you can't get! No one can always live with your head up. Looking at the sky every day is tiring! How much time can a woman have in her life? If I always remember you, when there will be no result, it is better to take advantage of the young and honest to find a man as ordinary as me, maybe we will never have love in our life, but at least we can build a family together, have a child, and spend our life mediocre. In this way, when I am old, I also have an old wife who is dependent on each other I'm too hurt. I'm tired! Brother fan, after losing that child, I feel like I'm getting older all of a sudden. I can't afford to chase you. I'm really tired... " Shuangshuang said his plan in a sad tone.

Fan Qianjin's heart was full of bitterness, but he didn't even have any reason to be jealous, so he kept silent.

Shuangshuang said more dejectedly: "some time ago, my colleague introduced a teacher from No.1 middle school. My family is from the countryside like me. I'm honest. I can only get paid at work. But he treats me very well. I can see that I'm the moon in his sky, just like you in my eyes. So brother fan, I promised to marry him It's safe to be pampered. Although we need to live a poor life, at least, he will love me wholeheartedly as a treasure. "

"Hum! Are you here to bask in happiness with me? Do you think this is a good time to choose? " Fan Qianjin listened more with a black face and snorted.

"No, brother fan, you misunderstood me." Shuangshuang was more happy, because she finally found that the man was a stubborn donkey who did not walk and fell backward. She flattered him for several years, but he was indifferent and light. Now he is worried. She is full of confidence in herself, and she feels that she has gradually penetrated into the man's heart and will not worry about not taking him completely one day.

"Misunderstood what? You've been treated as a treasure. What else can I say? " Fan Qianjin didn't know that he was falling into this little girl's film. He said more jealously.

"Ha ha, brother fan, the reason why I tell you these is to tell you that you are as poor as me all the time! I regard you as the moon above my head. Sister Zheng, for you, is not the moon you can never reach Shuangshuang finally got to the point.

Looking at fan Qianjin, her expression became stiff for a moment, and she then said, "think about it, sister Zheng is so excellent. Although you didn't say it, both of you can naturally see the inferiority complex in your heart and the fear of trembling in front of her Others may not know, but how can I not understand you when I love you so much? So, I know you are not happy, even many times, you are painful, but your pain is not even a person to talk to!

In the eyes of outsiders, you are such a lucky man. Your wife is young, beautiful and powerful. You are not short of anything. If you say one word about sister Zheng, will everyone spit on you and do not know your happiness? Therefore, depression and depression make you depressed, and you can't enjoy the warmth of family and the sweetness of love... "

"Stop talking. What do you know?" Fan Qianjin doesn't like to hear people say that there is a gap between him and Zheng Yanhong. At the moment, when he hears both of them, he becomes angry.

"Brother fan, didn't we agree to have an equal dialogue as a friend today? I'll leave when I'm finished. I won't disturb your life any more, so don't be angry and listen to me, will you Shuangshuang sincerely took his hand and said.

"Oh! Say it Fan Qianjin said ruefully.

Shuangshuang looked at fan Qianjin with bright eyes and said, "brother fan, has no one told you that you are a very excellent, successful and great man?""Ah? What do you want to say when you are a ghost Fan was confused.

"Hee hee, brother fan, Shuangshuang didn't pretend to be a ghost, just telling you a fact! In fact, the reason why you feel that you failed is because you put yourself and sister Zheng on a parallel line for comparison. Do you think you are stupid? There is only one executive vice mayor of quanyun city. Don't you ask for trouble when you compare with her?

But why don't you step out of sister Zheng's shadow and stand under the sun? You are still under 40 years old this year, but you are already a department level cadre. How many people in quanyun who have become department level cadres before they are 40 years old? Moreover, you are now the deputy director of your bureau. If you develop well, you will be the first leader in five years. At that time, you were only 40 years old. Isn't your future brilliant? I don't understand why you always feel useless?

Ouch! In both eyes, you are a perfect man! If it is not worthy of you, I will not leave you to find Er I'm stupid again... " Shuangshuang has been in the Education Committee for a few years. The country girl's simplicity has long been replaced by cunning. At the moment, fan Qianjin is coaxed into a series of anger, shame, holding and fear, which softens fan's heart into a napkin. She feels more and more important that this girl is reborn.

"So, shuangshuangshuang wants to persuade you today. Can you listen to it, brother fan?" Looking at fan Qianjin, Shuangshuang was more and more excited, and when she asked, they quickly nodded. They first reached out to cover fan Qianjin's hands. Then they lowered their voice and said in a soft voice: "brother fan, sister Zheng's operation has nothing to do with you, but you have a lot of man's heart to contain her. This really makes me think you are too great! So I don't want to let you live in the halo of sister Zheng all your life. Listen to my advice. Don't live like this. Don't look at the sky with my head up like before. It's very tired and not worth it!

Leave sister Zheng, find a woman who belongs to you, can treat you as a day, find the love that belongs to you, and spend the long years after you happily? If it's someone else, you won't be so persuading, but you're not someone else. You'll always be the man you love most in Shuangshuang's heart, even more It's a place where both of us dare not to dream. My God I can't bear your pain, so I'll tell you this... " Shuangshuang said at the end, looking at fan Qianjin secretly with his face full of shame and guilty.

Fan Qianjin didn't speak for a long time. Suddenly he laughed: "ha ha ha! You son of a bitch, I was almost cheated by you! Where do you have any boyfriends? Do you mean to take yourself as an example to persuade me

Shuangshuang's face immediately turned red. She peeped at fan Qianjin with shame and quickly lowered her head and said, "it's not They really... "

Fan Qianjin was exhorted by Shuangshuang. His heart was clear and bright. When he turned his hand, he covered Shuangshuang's hands. He sighed and said, "Alas! Shuangshuang, a word to wake up the people in the dream! When you say this, I understand that I've really got into the point of ox horn these years! If you want to catch up with Zheng Yanhong, the more you can't catch up with Zheng Yanhong, the more inferiority you have, the shorter your breath will be in front of her, and as a result, you will lose your life And I have such a good girl as you, but I treat you badly because I am afraid of Zheng Yanhong. Now I want to come Oh! If you were pregnant last time, I got divorced with Zheng Yanhong, maybe our baby would call Dad! It's just, I understand. I don't ask for it, and I don't look up at the sky! You're right. Let me be a silly girl myself

Shuangshuang looked up in surprise and said, "Oh, brother fan, do you really think I'm right? That would be wonderful

Fan Qianjin looked at Shuangshuang deeply, but could not hide the jealousy in his tone and asked, "Shuangshuang, can you tell me who brought you? I guess it's Zhao shensan, the bastard secretary, out of ten? He is the only one who will be as stupid as me. He will love Zheng Yanhong as a poisonous wasp

Shuangshuang was surprised, but at last they were not deep in their minds. They cried out: "ah? How do you know? He Eh... "

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