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Then, Zhao shensan stood up with Zheng Yanhong more insistently. Seeing that she was still soft and soft, she insisted on leaning against him, so he put her on a chair beside him and stood there looking at her.

Now Zheng Yanhong was embarrassed to continue to pretend dizzy and stick to him, so she leaned on the chair and looked at him faintly. She cried out sadly, "husband..."

Zhao shensan said: "Hong Hong Hong, I still call you that today because you have just explained all the misunderstandings, and I fully accept and trust you, because I feel that there is no need for performance and fraud between you and me. After all With your conditions, even without my fake husband, Zhao shensan, I would not worry that no one who loves you is willing to give you the care and love of your life. "

Although all the words Zhao shensan said were what Zheng Yanhong expected to hear, his bland expression and tone of voice as if he were telling something unrelated to him made Zheng Yanhong have a bone chilling feeling and an ominous premonition. The feeling was so strong that she immediately stopped Zhao shensan's narration and interrupted him in a hurry "Three, three, three, three, three, three, three, three, three, three, three, three, three? No one can love me more than you. All they do is for conspiracy. How can it be compared with your holy love?

Let's get together with Zhang family. Don't mention any fake. In my heart, Zheng Yanhong, if you are a fake, who else can be a real husband? You open your eyes and look at me. If you don't have you, I have nothing to look forward to. I don't even care about dressing up! "

Zhao shensan looked at Zheng Yanhong and said, "don't be excited. Speak slowly. Honghong, I just said that, in fact, it's not to deny our love, but what I want to tell you is that your conditions are so good that there is no need to cheat me, so I believe your explanation.

I'm sorry for the negative impact of the runaway marriage, please forgive me. However, through this incident, we also exposed a very real problem, that is, there are many problems in the combination between us.

First of all, the gap between our status is too big. In the past, I was always too arrogant. I always felt that I could overcome this disparity by relying on my ability, make up for the gap in my status with my love, and take care of you from the emotional point of view. But now I know that I am too naive, which is impossible.

Because, in our country, and even more in our circle, everyone has a steelyard in their hearts. The fixed star on this scale is either other or level, which is an insurmountable measurement standard.

Therefore, even if I feel better about myself, Zhao shensan is still a shameless person who relies on your nepotism to eat a soft meal in the eyes of others. I am tired of this kind of life. Really, after listening to the morning bells and evening drums these days, I'm completely tired of that treacherous circle, and if I'm detached, it's even more impossible to be with you. Secondly... "

After listening to Zhao shensan's "first", Zheng Yanhong has a good patience. After hearing this, she finally got angry and scolded: "Zhao shensan, don't pretend to be a monk. We are not together for one day or two, you I don't know what kind of person it is?

Can you really be free from desire? Do you dare to say that your purpose was so pure when you fell in love with me? Isn't there any speculation? Some things are tacit. At the moment, it's no more than that I, Zheng Yanhong, wore a piece of jewelry by mistake, and I've been disgraced by your escape from marriage, which has become the laughing stock of the people of the whole province. Should this punishment be enough?

But even so, I still have no regrets to choose to look for you everywhere, and even to ask the Bodhisattva to pray to be able to look for Zhang you. God's pity to see that fortunately I met you here, why should you be so noble and detached in front of me?

To put it bluntly, we are both inseparable from fame and status of the same kind, if it is not the same smell, how can we love each other? I'm wrong, I admit. Let's talk about things, OK? Why put on a saint's face to prevaricate me? If you think I'm not sincere in my apology, I can apologize again, but I don't have to play with these empty words. Zhao shensan, I just want to ask you one word. Do you want to go with me or do you not want me at all? "

Zheng Yanhong's angry accusation did not get Zhang Ying from Zhao shensan. He was still indifferent. However, after Zheng Yanhong asked the ultimatum like words, a trace of irony finally appeared on his lips. His eyes looked down on his angry eyes, and Zheng Yanhong, who was sitting on the chair and gasping for breath, said: "since you said that, then I will not go around the circle 。

Honghong, did you come to worship Bodhisattva and pray to find me today, and then "happened" to meet me? Well, I'm standing on my back in my robe, and you're praying. How do you know that it's me who rushed to stop you from committing suicide? And you fainted after hitting me. Why do you call my name clearly when you open your eyes? Didn't you know that I was here before you told the Bodhisattva?

What's more, although I'm facing the ancient Buddha in Yunshan temple, there are still some TV sets in the temple. How did mayor Zheng look when he accompanied the Secretary of the provincial Party committee to inspect yesterday? There were pictures in the news of Yundu last night. At that time, you didn't seem so old-fashioned and careless to dress up?After I choose to write, you have already explained that I appreciate everything you have done. The next reason is that I don't want to make you too uncomfortable. However, since mayor Zheng doesn't want to listen to it any more, I don't want to say "second".

Mayor Zheng was right just now. I think Zhao shensan was indeed a speculator who wanted to make use of you to climb up the ladder. However, speculation for a moment does not mean that I can speculate for a lifetime, nor does it mean that I will not feel humiliated when I speculate. Moreover, I have been speculating for so many years, and I should be tired of this shameless speculation career and understand our feelings more clearly Love again sincere, still can't resist these two words bring me shame.

The scar on my heart is the result of years of damage to my personality. Otherwise, even if you bring the wrong family jade bracelet to marry me, what's the matter? After all, I Zhao shensan is holding you on the wedding night, not the Secretary of Lin Maoren. If I can be more shameless, I can even feel that Lin gave us a valuable jade bracelet for nothing, but did not get what he wanted. I absolutely lost my wife and broke the army. I Zhao shensan made a lot of money and should be elated!

Oh! It's a pity that if I'm not a good person, I want to be a bad person and I don't want to violate my conscience. Therefore, I will suffer, humiliate and contradict. Just like a slut who wants to set up a memorial archway as a whore, I can't even be a villain. I do not deserve you to look so humbly. What you want is a happy word? I can answer you now. I'm not going to go on with you. Please sign it

Zhao shensan said, slowly turned around, and slowly walked toward the door of the hall. The tall figure in the robe was pulled by the old man.

Zheng Yanhong's face turned red when he choked on his words. At the moment, she saw his back look so strange that she even forgot to stop him. She watched him walk slowly towards the door. Seeing him step out of the door with one foot, she was scared. She cried and cried, "Zhao shensan, do you really understand Tao and become a monk? I don't believe you can leave me! I don't believe it! What's wrong with you? Let's debate again. I don't look down on you! You are not allowed to leave. Shall we have a good communication? "

In the face of his tears, there is no one standing in front of him.

Finally, Zhao shensan sighed and said, "Alas debate? The poor metaphysical arguments are like a drop in a huge gully. This is called the way of Buddha. Shen San is stupid and dare not understand the Tao. But he doesn't want to argue with you any more. He doesn't want to go to the muddy water in the turbid world.

After that, I may not become a monk at this point, but I will never return to politics. You You can do it yourself. "

With that, Zhao shensan finally stepped out of the door. Slowly, however, he stepped down the steps step by step with great determination. The setting sun cast his shadow obliquely into the hall. He looked so lonely, so lonely, and even more determined. Zheng Yanhong couldn't help crying

But Zhao shensan refused Zheng Yanhong, is the pain in her heart less than her? If he could be as indifferent as he showed, why did he turn around the corner after leaving here, and immediately lost his composure and steadiness when he got to the back mountain where he almost ran away. When he got there, he almost exhausted all his strength and could not stand still. He hugged a tree and cried soundlessly.

Zheng Yanhong can't see all this. At this moment, she has completely lost her previous conviction and pride, and the feeling of being abandoned. The poisonous flame burns her blood in general. She has lost the element of performance. She falls down on the futon in front of the Bodhisattva seat, weeping bitterly and murmuring: "Bodhisattva, what's wrong with me? Why did he really look down on me? He really didn't want me But he used to love me so much

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