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Zhao shensan asked: "if it is related to your Heyang's cultural tourism and economic prosperity, if you look at the whole province, I'm afraid Nanping City has a competition with you. Do you have a comparison with Nanping City in this respect?"

Zheng Yanhong blurted out: "yes, I asked about Nanping, but they didn't make any false reports. It's strange that Wuping hasn't carried out similar development, but the data is much higher than that of Nanping and us. It seems that Gao Liang Liang is really more daring. The three famous tourist cities in the province are the three of us. He made me and Nanping very passive."

Zhao shensan added another stab in his heart. He said sarcastically, "are you? Lin Maoren and Gao Liangliang are both people who go out from Yundu, and they have almost the same moral character. Don't compare with them by phone. Finally, you can't compare yourself with yourself."

Zheng Yanhong was impatient, but did not recognize the real meaning of Zhao Shen's three words. She waved her hand eagerly and said, "I know, the general direction must not be lost. I just refer to their data, so as not to be a silly elder sister, work the most tiredly, and finally get the worst result. You go to have a rest, and I'll finish it later to accompany you. "

With a cold face, Zhao shensan got up in silence and went out to his bedroom. Lying in bed, he didn't want to turn on the TV. He turned on the bedside lamp and opened a book at will. It was said that it was a novel set in the workplace. It seems that it was brought back by Xiaohu. He took it in and didn't care about it. At the moment, he looked at it casually and looked at it like a line at a glance, but saw that it was a description The sad situation of female administrative cadres is described in the whole book. If the female cadres do not sleep with the male leaders of their superiors, they will not be promoted at all, which makes his originally prickly heart even more miserable. When he thinks of the successful female cadres he knows around him, he really has the same feeling. Except for those who are hard at the backstage, others are more or less involved in gossip.

That's all. It's just that the writer wants to expose a social phenomenon from point to face. Writing allows exaggeration, but it's also a kind of fiction. Exaggeration is nothing to blame. People in the society have a crazy desire to explore the field of the workplace. It is this desire that leads to the proliferation of workplace literature, and the mode is very single, or it is male She went to a bar and picked up a drunk woman. She was beautiful, but she owed me the second Olympic Games, which made me feel comfortable. From then on, she was able to meet different female leaders who were not in charge of the second Olympic Games all the way. All the way up, she was superior to all the women. In other words, female cadres are attracted by male superiors, and then they set foot on the road of Qingyun. Most of these books interpret * * and know nothing about the real workplace and official affairs. They make it up purely based on imagination. They can even write that the supervisor is brother to the driver, or the general manager reviews the documents. Under the table, a beautiful subordinate can be found to serve the * * person. Even leaders at all levels are not sure. The supervisor is called "director Li". The whole workplace The ruined mess, more than the hodgepodge, looks both ridiculous and pathetic.

Leaving the book, Zhao shensan picked up a book with a bookmark and a water pen pinned to it from Zheng Yanhong's pillow, which showed that Zheng Yanhong was reading the book. He turned it over. It was a very controversial emotional novel written by a popular female writer. The strokes were delicate and beautiful like prose. What he described was the alternative love of a very individual woman whose human nature was exploited by the cruel life. He could not help but observe it.

But when Zhao shensan saw a paragraph underlined by a black pen, he felt really uncomfortable: "for love, if someone says, I love you. Will love you to death. The simple minded woman will get satisfaction from it and pray for it to come true. But her ideas are advancing at different levels: first, the other party uses it as a YY tool, and he is making himself high. This is something that has nothing to do with the person being expressed. 2、 She is willing to wait, so that the expression of this sentence, in the process of time, finally sees a stone in her hand, but is not willing to fall on her feet. 3、 Perhaps a year later, he had forgotten when and where to say it. 4、 In fact, he said the same thing to a large number of women. In her mind, words that are too beautiful and perfect are not true. "

At the bottom of this paragraph is Zheng Yanhong's words in Zhao Shen's familiar script: "it's so brilliant. Love, to a large extent, is just a YY for women to deceive themselves. Leaving aside all kinds of realistic conditions, what remains is ugly and pale."

Zhao shensan looked down with a strange feeling of sticking cold buttocks on his hot face. Not far away, it was the underlined part of Zheng Yanhong: "in addition to the innocence hidden by cold rationality, there is a lost area in her heart. Maybe it has nothing to do with values or standards, but only with historical flesh and blood. Unable to distinguish, silent, silent, unable to solve. To be a hidden and firm piece of black tissue deep in the body, and to allow it to exist stably is like allowing a scar to last for a long time. "

There is a small note below: "does that woman have this lost area in her heart? It can only be as the years go by, let this scar be uncovered again and again, bleeding and scab again and again, and gradually become a unique mark in life. "

Zheng Yanhong has a good habit of reading. When reading every book, she likes to underline all the sentences that she thinks are exquisite, or the parts that she thinks are philosophical. She also writes her feelings on the side, so that she can adopt them when she wants to write a speech or a speech draft. However, at the moment, the things she marks make Zhao Shen cautious Third look at the hot blood chills and then freezes, which I am afraid she did not expect.It is also an underline: "life itself is full of holes, and how can people imagine that they can be accomplished with the help of others' meager power.". The liberation of emotion has nothing to do with others, only with the transcendence of the individual. High level emotion, eventually forming spirit and consciousness. Low level feelings can only be reduced to temper and emotion. In fact, she never loved and was loved as she had imagined. She didn't believe in such people either. Love is a hormonal game doomed to die after three months. It can no longer be her belief. In essence, love is a path to the edge of their own life. The ultimate goal is to approach the truth. "

Zheng Yanhong commented: "yes, since ancient times, scholars and poets have used countless beautiful words to interpret love, but none of them can catch up with the sentence" hormone game doomed to die in three months ". Isn't this the ultimate goal of love between men and women? After more than three months of marriage, the habit of relying on each other is what sustains our feelings. Where is the wonderful feeling of shivering and numbness when we think of this person? "

Zhao shensan closed the book, turned off the light, and lay on the bed with his hands on the back of his head. His eyes were wide open, breathing heavily. Like a fish thrown on the beach, his brain was full of dirty magma. It turns out that his infatuated woman understands love so much! It is so deep in the heart there is an indelible scar! In her mind, what is the essence of reality? Is he Zhao shensan cheating her nepotism with love in order to be superior? Is this the ugly pale Zhao shensan? What is the truth she has explored out of their love abyss? Is it just such a loss, or a compromise between surrender and habit?

Zhao shensan couldn't get along with himself and got into the top of the ox horn. He tortured himself and opened the quilt to cover him. When Zheng Yanhong came in, he pretended to make a slight snore. She didn't disturb him and fell asleep quietly beside him. Because he was tired, he quickly fell asleep.

The next morning, Zheng Yanhong woke up and disappeared Zhao shensan. She was thinking about going to the board meeting in the morning. She got up quickly and dressed up. She came out, but saw that breakfast had been set on the table. Zhao shensan said with a smile: "wife, hurry to eat. After eating, you can have the strength to hold a meeting. Only when you report can you be full of energy."

Zheng Yanhong smiles happily. She sits down and has a meal in a hurry. She kisses Zhao shensan and says, "husband, you are good at home. If I don't get dragged to dinner by the secretaries of other counties and cities at noon, I will come back."

"Oh, the Secretary of brother county? Well, good-bye, wife

Zhao Shen repeated her words, kissing her and sending her out.

Seeing his wife disappear outside the door, Zhao shensan's chest is full of envious insects. These insects are soaked in old vinegar. The sour smell makes them more and more manic, almost breaking Zhao shensan's heart membrane and drilling out one by one along his skin.

"Lin Maoren, challenge Laozi's limit, right? Well, you make me feel bad, and I also make you suffer. Since the last thing you want to see at present is that Douzi and Bai Shaofan get married, Laozi will help the two young people to get together soon, so that you can taste the taste of betrayal. When the appetizer I gave you and the main course below is on the table, you can enjoy it better! "

Zhao shensan's eyes slowly showed a layer of resentment. Because he had identified the "scar in the heart" mentioned by Zheng Yanhong as the feeling given to her by Lin Maoren, so he turned the disappointment of his wife into the hatred of Lin Maoren, so as to find a way to vent his inexplicable anger.

Zheng Yanhong, who knew nothing about her husband's emotional changes, rushed to the meeting. She was really very happy. When she went to Heyang, the Organization Department of the board of directors told her that it was not easy to lead the Heyang team. Because of historical reasons, there were many complicated factions and problems in several sessions of the two committees. As a result, the economy of Heyang city has been declining year by year and has been in the countdown position After being ordered to go, Yanhong withstood the pressure, saw through the conspiracies, made many achievements, and eliminated many disasters. Finally, Heyang people were stable, the economy took off, and everything was updated. With practical actions, she proved that a little girl did not let men's courage and boldness. How could she not make her energetic!

When a meeting is held, all the supervisors are standing next to the rostrum and standing on the special reporting platform set up by the TV program host. This makes some cadres who are used to reading manuscripts blind. After standing up, they immediately lose the calm and dignity when reading manuscripts. They are either unable to express their meaning or can't remember In the next line, subconsciously add a lot of unnecessary modal particles in the middle of each sentence. For example, a City Secretary keeps saying "then Then... "

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